多姿多彩的生活

贺岁歌串烧

2012-01-15T23:33:00.004+08:00

2012年1月11日农历腊月十八

喜庆鼓乐，我在收听爱FM “华乐大当家” 时段。用耳机插在电话上，所以不打扰正在 “学书” 的三位室友/房友。

新年要到了！不懂为什么，今年农历新年特别有气氛。（突然听到有位香港鼓乐家叫“颜学敏”那么巧，同名哦~）气氛 = 很会想家（家人）+哼起新年歌会想起一堆与它有关的事情。不是触景伤情，而是“听歌怡情”，想到的都是家人朋友等。这应该没有什么科学根据，只不过会吧某些刺激（感官上的）联想到一些记忆里发生过的事。最普遍的，就像我细看Mount Cook的panoramic view postcard，我好像飞回纽西兰Mount Cook边，正在走Kea Point的小道，风雨交加，很刺激；或走Hooker Valley的小径，经过壮观的Mueller Lake。虽然行走缓慢，没有抵达Hooker glacier lake （当时天快黑了），但径旁的花草都值得留念，还有那两座吊桥。嗅觉也是很灵的一种。比喻一个不好的，当你在某处闻到猫屎味，你就会想到Sem 1 Akasia的情景，感受那种还很陌生、忐忑不安的心情。

《天天好天》
2011年兔年新年前几天，与乌龟gang去唱K，大伙儿开心地围在一起捞生、吃团圆饭。当晚规定大家穿红色，红彤彤地，一片喜气洋洋。那时的我们无忧无虑，没有那么重的考试压力与功课。缅怀那种仿如家人的感觉，那欢乐的气氛。

《大日子》
今早才听见（又是广播电台），想到高三理忠，想到那班动物好/老友、坐我隔壁前面后面的朋友及众多废材（哈哈），还有我们音乐节虎年的表演=.=《迎春花》我摇摆着桃花打头阵，大家拿着桃花开枝散开的动作是青蛙编导的。啊~我的青春。（附加《大团圆》《祝福》remix，感谢可欣和君儿。

《福气》
这首不论是INTEC的朋友或家人都能朗朗上口。去年去Ampang Pechah参加Kem的时候我们这群华人就走在大队后面一直唱新年歌，不亦乐乎。家里那位小侄儿，黄凯泽，就会唱这首歌。他学的是贺岁专辑里的贺年歌，但key比他们歌手高了好几个。凯泽，快当哥哥了哦！

Ampang Pechah 的热血少年

《开心乐龙龙》

<---- 刚听到的一段华乐（唢呐gua~)

-----> 另一段鼓乐，很像ECG的节奏

龙年，龙子龙孙，龙的传人，小龙女（我，在寻找杨过...

迎来的是ABC (A for Maths,B for Biology and C for Chemistry)，12 points Sem 3的成绩。该庆幸这不是真的final,不然恐怕连IMU都进不到了。更明确点是连Pharmacy都不能读了！所以我真的要努力“学书”了啦。不要再随随便便浪费时间。（所以现在倒在床上听了2个小时radio是休闲啦，不是蹉跎光阴啦？！）

今年新年五天四夜会在海边和热带雨林中度过

让大自然元素融入我的身心

驱除所有不好的，自私、懒散、爱唠叨抱怨

吸收温暖，好好充电，释放热量融化冰冷的社会

最后，奉上一幅学敏 based on 爱FM 想像的龙：

（不要笑！）
因此，龙也被称为“九不像”。哈哈哈哈！

祝大家新年快乐，恭喜发财，
万事顺利，心想事成。

“我的爱跨越各年龄层，让爱无所不缺。” （又是，from 爱FM）

选择

2011-12-21T23:37:00.005+08:00

当你碰上一个挑战，

比如说，学习新东西、人际关系上出现问题、事情无法解决，

你会怎么做？

第1种情况：

你选择面对它，

事情不难解决，

你一用心做好，出来的成绩也另你感到满意。

第2种情况：

你依然选择面对它，

然后很努力地、很用心地，尽全力去把它做好。

结果，成果平平，或者很棒！

你都感到欣慰，付出的努力没有白费。

第3种情况：

你付出了很多心血，

为自己的未来目标或长远利益刻苦地做。

过了很久，

还是没有成果。

你不懂该如何面对，因为你不曾面对这种状况。

你苦恼，你发呆，你无奈，你颓丧。

所以，你该怎么做呢？

一不做，干脆放弃，
随便拿几分就好，不要为难自己，给自己太大压力。

快快乐乐，轻轻松松地过日子,却不能进步。

二不休，则再寻找解决方法，为自己远大的未来铺路，

绝不放弃，努力做好在所不辞，让自己在学习过程中踏前一步。

步伐虽小，但一步一脚印，虽慢但我还在爬，还在前进。

给我鱼吃或教我钓鱼，

无限欢迎。

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2011-12-19T23:51:00.002+08:00

最近被Experiement烦扰着，是A-level Biology Unit 6: Individual Investigation.

这份报告占我A-level Biology的总分数的十巴仙。说穿了，它不要求我做一项惊天动地的research，可我却必须跟从它的criteria，一步一步地做。先做background research，确定自己的实验与课程有无关联；接着写proposal问lecturer的建议，或/及问 Edexcel，experiment必须有很强的Rationale，解释为什么你要做这项实验，对谁有好处等（这点异常重要！）；若一切顺利，我必须到学校申请Materials and Apparatus，这关需充分的耐心。首先你列下你所需的材料与用具，交给head of programme审察。回答了一系列问题后，爬上实验室向实验室助理询问有无这些用具。好不容易见到他的金面确实用具，再回到系主任那边索取她的签名。这流水般的步骤看似简单，但消耗的时间却很长。为了这个实验申请，约见日理万机的系主任已经是一件不易的事了（她开会处理事务，我等了她共有一个小时半），实验室助理似乎也在耍大牌（明明午餐时间只到2pm,我等到2.35pm他才回来，那天不是星期五）。总之，一个小时内可以处理好的申请，我在学校呆了5个小时有余（12 - 5pm）。
zhi xian, zhen tao, jun jie, wei foong 和 jing chen，在一个诸多不适的天，你们的偶然出现让我低落无奈的心情较好些。

haiz..现在最重要的，还是找到一个适当的实验，那即使实验步骤复杂辛苦，要做许多繁杂的research，我也会做好我的unit 6。我也不明白为什么，假期前没有好好研究specification和seniors' reports，proposal 被拒绝也算了。可是纽西兰回来我下定决心要做好实验，用了共3天时间上网找资料，甚至花了2天的时间到学校借器具买材料，到最后我的实验还是不行。我是怎么了？挫败感一波波地侵袭，而我正在逃避（对，是present continuous tense，正在逃避）。这种感觉上个月已经历了两次，第一次是考Chem Unit 6前夕，我突然发现oxidation的formulae很难背，很乏味，为什么我要读这种“东西”？我立即联想到我的未来：hey, 你要读 Pharmacy，Chemistry就是你的一切，你不爱他，连一个小小的unit 6你都不能过关，凭什么读Pharmacy degree?!!那时我就有一股冲动，我对妈妈说：“妈，我好像不适合读Pharmacy，我Chemistry 不好，我比较喜欢Biology。”顿了一顿，“读Medicine，当医生好像比较适合我。可是，我不能改了，至少JPA不会允许我改。”对Unit 6考试，我抱着半放弃的态度去考试，庆幸考卷没有想像中难。这件事就暂时被隔在一边。接下来一个星期经历了MUET和二哥婚礼后，我又被这种感觉围困。New Zealand trip，我是主轴，因为是我提议要去纽西兰，我负责处理网上订机票、确定住宿和租车事务。一个月前，我用hotmail订够下了一切，可是一个月后，我的hotmail account竟然被block了！我傻眼，想着如果NZ那边有什么更动或取消，他们一定会email给我，但我进不到我自己的hotmail，怎么办，还剩4天！用了星期一和二自甘堕落，炒凉饭第三次《神雕侠侣》，懒懒散散地，就是不愿意着手去动纽西兰的东西。到了星期三和四，“团员”们开始催促我了，啊..Ah..aA... 一定是Adrenaline Rush，一发不可收拾地，我用荒废已久的gmail （哦对，朋友，我现在的active email account 是gmail ，email address 是 xuemin23@gmail.com）向纽西兰各方面确定我们的旅游事务，晚上忙到2am。只确定要去什么地方（小镇或城市）玩，还没认真研究各地方有什么非去不可的景点。幸运地，星期五Airasia顺利起飞，我们从东南亚飞到大洋洲东部，再从Aotearoa飞回来，至今已有两个星期了。

这次的experiment又带来一阵强烈的挫折感，这期间我读了《围城》和The Devil Wears Prada 华文翻译版（尽是这些不尽人意的书）。我发现，故事主人Andrea总是不停地抱怨，抱怨她的上司对她作出许多不合理的要求。可她却只是默默地承受，嘴上应承背地里却不住咒骂她。最后Andrea放弃了，被解雇离开她的工作，却恢复了原来安稳快乐的生活。若不是读了翻译的序，我想我现在大可能正歇格底里地哭闹着“我不要做experiment，我不要读Pharmacy!”，无理取闹。因为序中有说到，她的上司的确是位事业心很重，超级忙碌的女强人，生活必须计划得井井有条（突然想起我自己，啧啧...)才能处理好多种事务。虽然她的确过分依赖助理及态度差，但她所做的也是份内的事，为了坐上现在的总编位置也曾化了不少努力呀！我觉得我不应像那只会碎碎念、不断抱怨的Andrea，而要好好处理我的事，分配妥当我的时间，才能做好每一件事。

它也许是借口，也可能是事实，我觉得我老是做不到、或遇到挫折是因为我眼前总安排了许多事让自己去进行和完成。这个bio experiment，放假6个礼拜，前3个礼拜在pre-, post- 或度假-ing 中度过了。而上个礼拜（假期第4个礼拜），我也磨掉了几天，只换了原本的实验，打了新的proposal和到学校借用。没想到实验还是不能开始进行，我感觉压迫了！因为在我的假期计划内，第4个星期是应该做完trial，而最后两个星期（这个星期开始）是休闲时间，或做些计划中较轻松的事，如收拾书房、找朋友或读点A-level的书。既然experiment没有做完，就不能开始进行接下来的计划，很有可能做不完。其实还有两个星期的，所以应该是这些计划的事在眼前没耐心地催促，我才会感觉有压力做不完。也有可能是受同学的影响，雅欣告诉我她开学回学校才做trial，我感到轻松；而俊杰却已经做完trial，明天要做real experiment，假期结束前就可以写好report，我感到恐惧。我一直都在避免做antimicrobial的实验，一来我总是失败，二来我没什么兴趣研究bacteria。这次，恐怕我真的要屈服了，被antimicrobial杀得片甲不留。

眼睛累了，但还有一件事（写下写下可能会变几件）想叙述。所以，暂且让自己回去睡觉。余下的文字心情有缘再继续写。

（摄于Lake Wakatipu畔，Queenstown)

我渴望心灵的平静，却害怕她使我没有动力继续冲刺。
亦却不懂我所追求的是否是我真正想要的，还仅是愚蠢的世俗欲望？

学捷去学领了，引导员，要在学校度过6天5夜。

第一夜，开始想念他。

照顾好身体哦~亲爱的弟弟。

敏娴，我期待你的归来.

潜意识中我非常非常思念你，

好像，有很多话要向你诉说。

快回来，祝你平安抵达。

为自己鼓舞

2011-10-30T18:10:00.006+08:00

看官，好久不见。所谓“一日不见，如三秋兮”，距离我上一篇post, 更准确应该说Semester 3 开始以后，我就不常(简直是没有)写blog了。你们一定是想念死我的文字了吧！(sedang syok sendiri) 照以往的习惯，只要某天有事发生，不论大小，我一定会把当天记叙在我的blog里。何况是多姿多彩、充实忙碌的A-level semester 3 呢！理由很简单，依旧把“忙”作为挡箭牌，不然就是一个很不可思议的因素：我太会计划了(planning madness)。

刚过完充实得不可理喻的第三学期(有facebook photo album: let the fun contiuues - sem 3作证！) ACADEMIC SESSION，只剩下 End-of-sem exam就能正式为INTEC Sem 3画下重重的休止符。看官，在为我感到高兴前，请了解这项事实：学敏还没有读完A-level，还有一个sem 4要熬，熬到明年sem 4才正式毕业*A-level*。现在本该卖力准备复习的，仅是internal exam,给自己、INTEC和JPA看爽的成绩。也许就是因为着项考试并没有深刻意义(咳咳...)，感觉上我没有用心准备，study leave 整整两个星期，我的班还比别人早3天放假，一个礼拜了才读了两课Chemistry,3/4 Stastistics S1 和一篇Bio Scientific Article。迷迷糊糊地，宝贵的时间就让它飘然而过了。

是因为没有安排好时间，没有plan好自己的活动吗？绝对不是！再写着篇post之前，我“参考”高二June/July 的 posts,想给自己重拾信心，拥有动力向目标前进。我发现，自己从很久以前开始就有写plan的习惯，可以追溯到六年级忙UPSR的课业的时候。这个爱计划的习惯跟随我上中学，再忠心地上了学院。这个sem,可说是我计划的鼎盛期，为什么那么说呢？先从日常生活说起。
警告：请有心理准备，打头认识我这位朋友，发掘我井井有条背后的秘诀，而不被我的坦白吓坏。

你会plan一整个星期要穿什么衣服吗？

这也许不太是个非凡的问题，因为我是个不折不扣的“半宿生”，一个星期只有4至6天离开家里在Shah Alam住宿上课。普通从外地来的住宿生，开学时就会带着一大行李箱的衣服来到宿舍，出街的、普通的、邋遢的、睡觉穿的，衣服的数目只能依靠行李箱的容量。而我，Sem 1才学会如何洗衣(注意，是HAND Wash, not Machine Wash)， Sem 2 在宿舍很勤劳洗衣。Sem 3，却只洗过一次衣，那是一件T-shirt。听信一位友人的忠告，我把一个星期要穿的衣服于星期日在家准备好，先确定那个星期的上课天数及有无特别活动，如去玩、运动还仅仅是考试而已，才准备好搭配的衣服带去宿舍。每天穿后的衣服丢入篮子，累积了一个礼拜的臭衣再打包入行李箱，带回家给洗衣机洗。这为我宿舍的衣橱带来无限空间，可也带来了一个不便。若那个星期有不在预期内的特别活动，我只能随便搭配衣服，尽量装得有fashion sense出游了... > <

你的plan的时限有多长？有多远？

在我生平大大小小做过的计划中，最为普遍的有Daily Planner,每天几点到几点做些什么，要见什么人，交代什么东西。这种计划的好处是如果你依照行程时间做事，很多事情都能一一解决，一天下来回想你做过的事会很有成就感；坏处是为了完成计划里所有的事，你会有点“不择手段”，刻意避开某些事，走马看花，不认认真真地做好每件事情。这只适合达到A水准，甚至只及格的程度，非常不适合要求满分的Perfectionist。这种计划也偶尔让你失去一些友谊(没时间与朋友打交道)，更严重的变得self-centred。所以，这个计划要小心实施，勿操之过急。

再远一点，但也最令人期待的要数End-of-sem @ Holiday Planner 了！自小我很幸运我的学校假期总是过得十分精彩，十分充实。小时候都是父母帮我安排的，旅行呀、补习呀、去阿姨家玩等；再大一些，开始网络四周的资料，为自己安排活动寻乐，同时业遵照父母的适当安排；现在，啧啧，一切都由我做主，去哪里玩、参加什么生活营或活动、找朋友吃东西看戏、什么时候安安静静待在家dan sebagainya。加上会搭LRT会驾车，造就我愈来愈6放勒不当、脚花、hyperactive的个性。但holiday planner其实是心灵上的安慰，因为每次假期前都要经历一番痛苦沉闷的考试期。不经一番寒彻骨，哪得梅花扑鼻香，为自己安排的诸多有趣好玩的假期活动，可使自己更有动力读完书，使自己有错觉假期更快到来。提示：这个11月我考完End-of-sem exam 是15/11，在等到19/11考完MUET 就merdeka 了。虽然lecturers们不断提醒A-level trial即将来临，但我85%相信这长达一个月半的semester break没有时间读书，最多也只是收拾收拾下A-level的书本纸张罢了。(伏笔)

未来10+ 年计划

你也许会认为我好高骛远，怎么连那么长远、拥有那么多未知数的未来也计划(好)了。要记得我未来会是公务员，对，就是星洲日报头版写的不要漠视我们的懒散的公务员。24/25岁毕业后（终于！），我必须规规矩矩地在马来西亚政府诊所或医院为社会服务。很庆幸Pharmacist的compulsory bond缩短成两年，这就代表我只需服务2+6 年，32岁以后旧可以自由地飞翔了。虽然这“以服务还偿大学教育费”的时间很长，但我已有打算申请读PhD。在这里我需申明，首先我必须通过JPA那关，是否允许我在国外先读完PhD再回马服务，或让我边读边工作，读part-time。再更乐观一点，说不定他会继续sponsor我读博士班，即增长服务期限我也不介意。读完后组织家庭，不要太老生孩子....太远了太远了，paiseh ~ 读不读PhD,最重要我要先找获读PhD的意义，目前的想法是让自己继续深造。或朝Research 那方面发展，或当professor教书，或只是肤浅地想让自己有个“博士”头衔。更多方面的可能，自己的未来还有待自己循序开拓，发展无限可能。

来，回到正题，为自己鼓舞。我想，是不是自己已成为mad planner的病因，我在时间安排方面有点僵硬得无法自拔。只要有一点差池，无法跟着自己的计划走，就会变得很"mang zang"(福建or广东话)、很暴躁、情绪很down。像现在我本该专心读Chemistry A2 第一课: Rates,我却蹉跎了2h 在这里打blog。瘦身计划不太成功，因为不够碳水化合物不够精力准力考试，只能在考试与身材间二选一。这真的不是开玩笑的，考试时压力特别重，总喜欢吃很多零嘴、饼干提神。结果总是有好有坏，看你自己如何衡量。最好的例子：我10月考IELTS、一大堆校内考试及MUET Speaking的经历，也许参杂药的副作用，我一两个月里增重不少(a.k.a很多)。我毫不顾虑身材而减吃减喝，摄取不足营养迎备考试，所以早午晚三餐共摄取比平时多至少1/3的卡路里。结果是这样的：IELTS Band 8 很满意，但体重也增了8，不，是4.8kg。所以，现在药吃完了，该是时候用心瘦身，却碰上End-of-sem 大考。OMG,二表哥20/11的婚礼，我穿得下那淡蓝色六姨做给我的裙子吗？！（我要唱〈保庇〉了）

我有信心
我能依照编排妥当的时间表读书，为End-of-sem Exam 和 MUET作准备。时而做适当的时间修改，时而安排娱乐时段让自己放松解压。同时，在家吃得健康，一天运动一或二次。该来的，即使准备不够完善，它还是会照过的。

宣言：sem 3 End-of-Sem exam 考不到15分(三科都拿A)也不必太在意，重要的是为明年March trial 和 May/June A-level final 打好基础，作充分准备。
MUET 能考获Band 5 或以上。
体重身材能回到原来的模样。
假期时，我就能毫无顾虑，好好地享受玩乐。

Flexibility - Mentally & Physically

千余个文字，为自己鼓舞。
学敏，你一定能! 加油!

中秋有感

2011-09-12T01:14:00.002+08:00

好长一段时间没有在这里写作、抒发心事了，因为我有一种故意不要理睬你的感觉，当Sem 3开始之后... ...

最近很多朋友要/已飞了，中华和INTEC的都有，但大多是比较熟悉的是中华生。新加坡的带领这个潮流，先先后后到NUS和NTU报到；接着是香港和中国，好朋友`高三同学陆陆续续开学了；少不了去美国加拿大的朋友，他们要在那个遥远`自由`开放的国度展开新生活；还有明天即将飞去俄罗斯的医学生，我佛学营的战友；最后是飞去UK读大学的朋友，这几天内也将飞到他们梦寐以求的学府求学。各位出国读大学的朋友，祝你们能适应新生活，学习生涯顺顺利利，常update FB 让我关心关心你们的生活。

最放不下的，尤其是楚雯老婆，她星期二就要飞到U of Manchester读医学系，追求她的梦想。楚雯，没想到我们那天一起合唱严爵的《好的事情》和观赏AYO演奏真的成为你出国前我们最后一次见面。我应该不能去送你机，只能希望我们三个在时差很大的国家能定时上网见面，互相抒发心事或吐苦水。老婆们，好想你!

又来了，惆怅的感觉入侵，搅乱我近来不太稳定的心海。是不知足，还是贪得无厌？当朋友们一个一个飞去，告别后...

(插曲：这段时间原本是跟楚雯敏娴skype，由于多种因素，我们三人的约定又被迫展延。楚雯，你离开之后，英国、美国和马来西亚的时间那么不同，不知道我们什么时候能在一起skype聊天,甚至见面呢？好想好想你们，尤其像现在这样心情脆弱的时刻。刚和敏娴老婆在FB互相鼓励时竟忍不住流眼泪。老婆老婆，祝你一路顺风，要保持身体健康，学习顺利。)

...回到宿舍这5晚竟有3晚失眠，脑海里闪过无数个念头，有时会想起一个朋友一个人，有时是一件往事`开心伤心。2011年统考即将来临，高三的镜头更变得清晰无比。躺在床上翻来覆去，会想：如果我当初没有离开高三，逃避可怕的高数II和化学统考，会是更好的选择吗？自私地想，我会参加千载难逢的航天夏令营--我会在去年的同一段时间博命准备统考--11月就毕业--选择哪间大学`留学哪个国家--今年这个时候就会上大学，像其他朋友一样。而不是像现在这样，在INTEC继续为A-level卖命，忙着准备IELTS和MUET -- 跟其他同期进入A-level的朋友不一样，还要熬多半年才能考A-level -- 考完后大学也没有选择，只能乖乖进入IMU读Pharmacy，出国一年，24岁尾才毕业 -- 不要忘了，4 + 6年的bond。认识我的人都了解我喜欢为自己作安排，每天日程表都井井有条。但未来15年都被定下来了未免太长了，我一点都不喜欢，感觉上没有了自由。Pharmacist真的是我最佳的选择？粗枝大叶的我真的能胜任吗？

我已经不再为没有选择JPA Medicine而后悔了，因为认识这科越多，我更觉得自己没有那么伟大的情操，没有耐心和完美主义。选择Pharmacy？告诉你一个故事：一天我遇见一个中华senior,他也获得JPA奖学金，选科是 Science，国家是direct USA。他告诉我JPA给他的选择有很多: Pure Bio`Chem`Phy` Geology`Food Science`Forensic Science等等。也许你还记得，我曾向往读Food science & Agriculture/Nutrition/Dietitics这类的科目，而误信JPA Science是给pure science而已，最后一分钟改掉了Science,选择了从没考虑过、认识甚少的Pharmacy。有点惊讶（惊喜）的是，我发现我并没有十分后悔，因为认识Pharmacy后我开始喜欢它，只是相比之下出国年数少很多。

执著不执著，目前不是出国几年，而是，
朋友们一个一个读大学了，我，还要熬几年，
才能一展宏翅，飞翔？

希望，
明年我读完A-level后，再经过与出国留学的INTEC朋友一番离别后，
才能敞开心胸，
守得云开见明月。

祝

中秋节快乐

How I spent my 2 months

2011-07-09T19:00:00.001+08:00

课业、公事

Bio field trip report
Renew IC and Passport
Bio issue report
Bio & Chem revision
Deutsch, 日本语
English vocabs

旅行、出游 :P

Genting with family
Bukit Belacan picnic (Wesak Day & Mama's bday)
石拿督
Footprints on Bumi Kenyalang
与欣蓉，楚雯，汉梨建丰,Xavier Aaron见面
Pangkor Laut with family
Singapore with family
Gatherings (5Szhong,Kiaz)
Red Box Plus with tiap2
KL Marathon
Skytrex
Movies: Kung Fu Panda, X-Men: First Class, Transformer: Dark of the Moon

其它

HTC Incredible S
理发 I, II
看中医调理身体，验血
阅读：《神雕侠侣》《蝙蝠》《我们不结婚好吗》《鲸鱼女孩池塘男孩》《随着城市的节奏漫游》《福尔摩斯全集》《小蜜蜂》《哈利波特》几本
弹琴：萧邦《夜曲》、Richard Clayderman《梁祝》
婆婆82岁寿辰，第一次自己驾车和驾车下巴生
为你增添了17篇文章(包括这篇)和你的情敌Facebook 增添了9个photo albums,update了4个

“不要说我做得不对，不要说你永远不会”

quoted from 林健辉《听见有人叫你宝贝》

我也是第一次过那么长的假期！明天就要回宿舍了，让我疯狂下！！！
假期是2/5 跟着plan 走，2/5 randomly 漫游，1/5 不懂在做什么。
我应庆幸我每一天都过得一样充实、一样快，
上课时过得快，放假也过得快。

开学了，我掩不住心中失落的感觉，但我感到兴奋。大脑齿轮开始转动，plan plAN PLAN (tone: So Ti Re) ! sem 3, 未来，哇哈哈...

做么学敏的脑袋都是在想这些东西？

新数

2011-07-09T00:08:00.002+08:00

今天发生了两件重要的事，第一件与数字有关，第二件则与新尝试有关。

数字，自然数。

昨晚我12.30AM上床，妈妈说我最近愈来愈迟睡。今早大约8.45AM才起。说好要验血，9.30AM抵达Gribbles。付了RM70,冷气很冷，我坐着等待。印度护士用elastic band把我右臂上方绑紧，吩咐我握紧白色的plastic tube，她让血液停留在那里。看看、触摸我手肘上的黑青色静脉后，她说“Cantik”，我笑笑。开始用syringe和针头插进我的静脉，我吸气，心想：爸爸不在，我不能teh他，怕什么？自负地想，我是future Pharmacist 也。插进去，一滴血也没有冒出来。她再插深一些，针头在我的interstitial fluid 里“摸索”了一会儿，血液仅涌出了几滴。这时，出状况了。我发现我忘了呼吸，于是呼吁我的呼吸肌肉开始工作，呼，吸，呼，吸，呼，吸... “妈，我快要窒息了。”眼前不是五颜六色，而是开始一处一处地黑暗起来。护士连忙把针头抽起，叫我躺到一旁的床上。妈妈很担心，因为我脸色苍白，嘴唇毫无血色。六姨把从隔壁茶餐室买的Milo递给我，很甜很甜，再喝我会中糖尿病！我告诉护士目前的生理状况，然后不知怎么的，提到了吃东西。她问我昨晚几点吃饭，我回答6点多、7点。她傻掉，距离当时时间10点多，过了15小时。

之后的运气也不佳。躺在床上恢复意识后，右手再被插多一次，抽出的血也不多。移步回椅子，这次抽左臂，我很努力地甩它，用手掌拍打手肘上的静脉。这次护士没有给予赞美，针头直插抽血。左手更固执，一滴血都不愿献出，我和护士都无可奈何。妈妈心痛地问，可以不可以不要抽了？不可以，还不够，还欠一点。我把玩其他两个小test tube,问道:"我的血很稀是吗？"“不红，缺haemoglobin”，她回答。我向她解释，我的血压一向很低，所以血很难流出，又有一点贫血。第4针，插入我的右臂，这次比前几次成功。我知道血液很努力地填满syringe里的空间，护士一拉一推地，终于抽够了最后几ml血。Mission complete

我不怕抽血，小时候更以这点为豪，因为弟弟每次被抽血都号啕大哭。这几次，只是插入的针头的那瞬间感到疼痛，还有针头在我肌肤里搜寻的时候，其他都没事。可是我可以想像，妈妈看到我手臂被针头连插了好几次，她心里一定很痛很痛，比我肉体上的感觉还深刻。还有，她深深被震惊，我女儿的身体变弱了！回家验血压，Systole: 86 Diastole:57 Pulse rate：90，都告诉你我血压很低咯！现在，我左臂1个针孔，右臂3个，我等它们黑青。

我不懂我吃学捷什么醋，他食物中毒肚子胀风了好几天，大姨二姨四姨六姨都把他疼得“肉肉（福建话）”。我第一次验血验到几乎晕倒，有几个关心？也许是我迷迷糊糊睡了2个小时的午觉，从无力变得像原来般生龙活虎，大家注意到的只是我外表上的变化，内心的不满与无理取闹，向谁发泄？原是我不应该那么想，涂悲伤。
学捷，我最疼爱的弟弟，姐怎忍心与你争闹？你那么乖巧，而我总是没有耐心，轻易忘记。

第二件，请留意。

不懂谁会看这个blog,在看见我真人前，

发现我这个秘密？

明天是sem break 最后一天，要开学了。

先前的恐惧倒慢慢消失。不要plan什么sem3的计划、未来的计划先。

希望明天能和平地过去，我再调整好心情，决定以什么心态面对未来和过去。

没有针对谁，

我爱你〈3

恐惧症

2011-07-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

假期还剩一个星期，很多事情好像还没完成，恐惧...
还没有开学，就为SEM 3 安排了很多很多活动，恐惧...
不想它发生的事，恐惧...

心情烦躁，lo-lo-luin

Friday 16

2011-06-25T16:00:00.002+08:00

最后一次助理的助理

昨晚12.30AM才睡，今早还未6AM就起床“上学”了。何必呢？因为

今天是最后一次助理还齐人时（除了汉豪缺席）回到中华找他们了。这样巧今天又是教师节，简直是回到一年前离开中华前的时刻。去年的教师节是我在中华最后一个筹办的活动，我是筹委会文书兼感恩负责人兼表演者。哇~这样又一年了，我离开一年了，而中华助理朋友们也要去读大学了。一起度过了“相当无趣”的几小时，我有一番话想告诉他们。

“喂~ 豪杰`伟峰`景丞`振宁`永耀`振辉`胜保，还有没遇到的凯源`可沁`键培`景祥和汉豪，你们这群伟大的助理很幸运，毕业后还可以在中华这个温暖安全的保护壳下度过了充实的助理/老师日子。你们7月或8月就要离校了，到新加坡`香港`中国或其他国家读大学。外面的世界不会像在中华那样得心应手，很多事情要经验过`体会过才能了解。当然希望你们可以很快适应，遇到的障碍`问题等都能迎刃而解，活得比在中华更快乐。到底有没有兴趣？要相信自己原本就有一点（至少潜意识中）才会选择那科的，加上自己有能力，与拥有共同目标的朋友一起学习，兴趣自然有增无减。我相信自己的选择，也希望你对自己有信心。共勉之”

助理or老师or朋友们，我会很想念你们的。

今年的教师节谢师宴，他们竟安排violinists迎接老师。

有新意，有创意，赞！

遗憾见到仪君`moumou和刘明华老师没有向他们说声“教师节快乐".对不起，因为当时太突然地撞入教务处，不知所措。很欣慰看到今年教师节比去年做得更大型，活动更精彩，我这位退休了的2010年高三联谊会会员为你们感到骄傲。

终于 Red Box Plus

我竟然跑到学捷课室前等他放学，OMG,我这个姐姐在别人眼里一定是“怎么她那么爱玩？还拉着弟弟去唱K” 。跟他一起走出去坐bus到Chow Kit,然后搭monorail到Bukit Bintang.到金河买了我HTC Incredible S的壳，才迟迟抵达Pavillion Red Box plus “报到”。

等今天，我已经等你等了6个星期，我们才有机会一起唱K.每次都放我飞机，我唱K的瘾按耐不住了，欠打到！我以为我们俩的唱K行会比较好玩，可是我失望了。两个人唱，
当一个人去拿食物时，一个人要独守空房；
一个人在吃东西时，另一个要唱；
不然就一起吃，开"伴唱"我们边听。
学捷，幸亏我们两个人喜欢的歌的genre一样。改次要至少3个人才一起唱，这样比较好玩。

唱的歌有
爱错`你不在`你和我`伯牙绝弓玄`需要人陪`你不知道的事`十八般武艺（we are Lee Hom's fans!），晴天`开不了口`屋顶`广岛之恋`彩虹`你要的爱`想自由`好的事情`她说`江南`情非得以`匿名的好友`你是我的眼`当冬夜渐暖`为何你爱着别人（费玉清的@@）`家后（我很喜欢的一首福建歌）`Price tag`Fireworks`On the floor(惊觉我的声线竟然有爆发力！）`Just the way you are...

出来了，里面冷到要死~ 我们决定走新路线：Pavillion - KLCC。以前曾看过Pavillion底楼有一个告示牌写可以走到KLCC,既然今天有保镖（学捷咯），就尝试下吧！走向那个方向，走着走着，竟然看不到KLCC?!!它那么有象征性，两条jagung,怎么可能不见？幸亏最后还是找到了，我们就从KL Convention Centre (海外华文书展那边）走进Suria KLCC.学捷陪我去下新开张的UNIQLO，然后一起去买票他自己看《Green Lantern》。yer,好看meh? 我从来不喜欢看这样的戏...（伏笔）

Happy A-level Ends Day!

楚雯，以上这句是给你的^-^

与学捷道别后，我独自搭Putra LRT到Bangsar,楚雯来接我（第几次了huh?）。紧接下来的事:我们去了Mid Valley Megamall！楚雯想看电影却没什么好戏看，（有啦，<功夫客栈>要不要？哈哈...),结果我们买了两张《X-Men: First Class》第一排的票，我跟斯文的楚雯看了一部比《Green Lantern》还够力的戏 ><

对一个从来没有X-Men背景的乖巧女生来说，看这出戏应该会很模糊`很不喜欢吧！我告诉你，你一定要去看这部戏，它实在太精彩了！故事拍得很有连接性，解释得明白，里面又有很多科学元素（Mutant =Bio, Physics)。结束后，竟然对楚雯说:"原来我心里是那么喜欢Physics的，我A-level报考Physics可以吗？"“我是Mutant吗？怎样验得出我是不是mutant?”哈哈...你可以想像这部电影对我纯洁的心灵带来多大的震撼吧！谢谢楚雯带我尝试这样的突破，我爱《X-Men》,我是Magneto!

与老婆们出去，地点活动总是固定

地点：Mid Valley Megamall 活动：吃sushi

我觉得我已经尝遍Mid Valley和Gardens的日本餐了。敏娴楚雯对吗？晚餐，虽然少了敏娴老婆很是惆怅，但我们俩还是有能力把桌上的sushi全吃完。期间，我把偷偷买的cupcake拿出来让楚雯吹蛋糕，庆祝她今天考玩A-level，毕业了！哈哈...这当中发生了不少笑话，如"perfect" cupcake`"how to eat your cupcake"`外人的眼光`忘记带回的cupcake.敏娴，有你在就更完美了。

Bisou cupcake and tired Wynne

桌上丰盛的食物

回到家，楚雯很热心地把课本和notes给我，她毕业了。本想她心里应感触良多，却不小心勾起我心里的惆怅。一年后的现在，才轮到我考完A-level。很多中学朋友今年就要出国读大学了，我迟了他们一年；明年这时候，又轮到我和INTEC很多朋友分别，特别伤感。其次，我想念身在美国的敏娴，她那blue berry的照片。走了一天身心疲劳，我好困，及一发不可收拾的情绪、emo。
抱歉哦楚雯，在你那么开心的日子却显露出我的emo.希望你去UK玩得开心，祝你一路顺风。记得替我向你即将毕业的Aloy说声“恭喜”！

爸爸来载我，塞车11点才到楚雯家。一天下来，遇到了不同的人，体验了不同的心情，(practically)还走了KL 三所大型的shopping complex: Pavillion,KLCC,Mid Valley;不包括进一下子的Sungei Wang和Gardens.学敏啊学敏，你这个“脚花”终于如愿以偿了。

算是为星期天的KL Marathon做赛前准备吧！今天还轻松下吧，下个星期才理睬academic的课业。

KL Marathon pack

要回INTEC了，心情如倒翻的酱瓶，混合一起，五味杂陈

父亲节快乐

2011-06-25T13:15:00.001+08:00

之前是在想，到底要怎样把这些“父亲节”的照片post上Facebook呢？很不美下咯~

"DING!"
我想到了我"多姿多彩的生活"。

这是我买的父亲节礼物

（你没有看错，的确是《我的女友是九尾狐》韩剧DVD）

爱环保的我，利用创意`心意和报纸包礼物给爸爸

学捷的贡献,我的设计：

iPad的app,Glow

一切准备就绪，我和学捷很lame地一人在客厅，一人在书房用FB chat消磨时间等12时正。
12点一到，关掉电脑，拿着礼物和iPad到睡房"吵"爸爸庆祝。

结果，

披头散发的模样，

却难掩脸上的笑容=)

爸，特别特别特别爱你哦！（抄袭《九尾狐》的台词）

父亲节快乐!

有点累了

2011-06-16T23:26:00.001+08:00

假期好像过得很快，虽然有两个月那么长。

这个星期一到三，没有去云顶跟那群乌龟一聚，的确很遗憾。可是刚去新加坡Universal Studios,爸爸又不给我在云顶过夜，很sienz,一点都不能尽兴玩，所以干脆不要去咯！

对不起呀，亲爱的乌龟们

（突然很想听秋娴唱"乌龟乌龟就是力量"）

这架laptop的Hard Disk无缘无故又坏了，买它不到一年坏了不懂多少次，yam gong.幸亏我买了external hard disk,把所有最最最、最最最珍贵的照片都收在里面，不然我又要伤心很久。可是，很多download 了的softwares/apps,甚至是自己的files消失了，settings又要重新弄过，再加上自己电脑技术不好，超麻烦的！(叹气)

假期过了5/8,却不想碰Academic的东西，especially Bio Issue Report > < 很惭愧，却很无奈地及放肆自己越来越懒的性格。下个星期天就是KL Marathon 了，报名跑10km,每天早上却很懒惰起床练跑。到时候只好凭毅力，与不是很好的stamina跑走全程了。截至今天，我这整个sem break 到底做了什么？翻读下organiser,有3趟旅程（Kuching,Pangkor Laut & Universal Studios), 其余的假日大多消磨在电脑和书前（paiseh,不要想像我阅读什么非常有深度的书，除非你算我花了两天重温为高一阅读报告而读的《神雕侠侣》，发了一会儿谈姐弟恋的梦)。有意义的还有2009 5sZhong gathering与做 IC 和passport (终于换掉那很丑& Mongolian Girl 的照片了！)。本来还想做三个礼拜的工，却不得逞，倒跟从英国回来的阿姐度过了很充实的几天，得此失彼。

我的第一次（不要想歪！）
自己驾车*，献给了Ms.38 Wong Ya Shin，而FM106.7播的《桃花开》竟酷似《十面埋伏》，多么应景！昨天从Ampang LRT Station载她回我家，竟然沿着Pandan走了一大圈，加上塞车，用了一个小时才回到家，真是佩服自己得五体投地-_- 今天，我还吵四姨丈教我车前的结构，什么黑油、水、battery的所在处，大概都懂了。只是我提到教我换tyre,爸爸和四姨丈异口同声地说：“如果你驾车tyre puncture,不用烦不用想，请立即联络我们。”zadao 下...
*自己驾车的定义是：拿到驾照后在无人陪伴的情况下自行驾驶。

现在，有谁跟我一样懒，到现在还没开始动Bio Issue Report 的，

请举脚！

谢谢38你的配合

我为你鼓掌。

Sem Break Life Cycle

2011-06-06T20:44:00.001+08:00

This is how I spend my 2 MONTHS long Sem Break.

Travelling - Photography - Blogging

25 nights in Akasia (part 2)

2011-06-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

14/4: 诚实与否
Today I got my Chemistry Topic Test 2 test paper. 96%, the highest mark in M14 together with Luke and Alysha. I was proud of myself at the same time feeling guilty. I should have made mistake that worths more than 4%. After discussing and checking my test papers, I found the culprit, I wrote "Dispropornation" rather than "Disproportionation" and Ms.Fiza didn't notice that. A battle was held inside my mind, should I tell Miss about this? If I do not, I will still get the highest mark in my class. I did tell Miss and 2% was deducted and I was no more one of the highest mark students. What drove me to take that action is I want to be Honest and 对得起良心。It's just a topic test and 2% carried only 0.1% for my total Chemistry result. Why should I allow this 0.1 made me feel uneasy and 偏离自己的原则？

16/4: 飙歌
I could just say: "AH BOON 唱歌很厉害！" We are his Fans!

17/4:Field trip
The day went smoothly until our group lost a quadrat and the later incident: I brought my Sony Ericsson in my pocket into the water. Ouch!

18/4: 头痛
No idea why, it was the most severe Migraine I had in my life. It was still manageable in the morning, which I could still tahan and went to HEP. At noon, I could feel that my 太阳穴 (of human anatomy,the temples) were "jumping" so aggresively. I felt better in Puan Rita's air-conditioned office, where I apologised for our group that we lost a quadrat in Tanjung Bidara. Then, I managed to go for Bio Lab session and later Toastmaster Last Meeting of the sem. At night, Tortoise gang was celebrating Hoe Jun's bday. I felt so dizzy when I was standing in bus and when I was bathing. No doubt, I swallowed a Panadol ActiFast and laid down on the bed for like..10 minutes. The Paracetamol really worked. after the very short nap, I could walk swiftly alone to Pak Li's, left shoulder was my DSLR pouch and right was DELL laptop bag. Only when I have no other solution, I will rely on medicine. Hmm~ I rmb I was/am going to be a Pharmacist @@

20/4: 两面镜
(totally forgot what's the title about...) supposingly it's about 11M14 celebrating my 19th birthday. One of the mirror was the one I washed my hands in Pak Li's, peeking the girls behind, wondering what they were preparing for me.haha..
for more info, plz refer to《就谈生日》

21/4: 躲猫猫
It was about my 19th Birthday celebration! I was too innocent and idiotic believing that Tortoise Gang wanted to play Hide N Seek,shouting "30,29,28,...,5,4,3,2,1" alone in i-City, with MJ beside and two clear/blur hunters Yaya and Roland MIA.
for more info,plz refer to 《To乌龟》

22/4：老婆老婆
It was quite a suffering week. My hp was spoilt and I was the main planner for Michy's farewell Party in Mid Valley on Fri! That's why my plan was 错漏百出...

敏娴和楚雯，我们一辈子都会是很好的朋友，一辈子的老婆。不论敏娴你身在美国，楚雯你将飞去英国，联络和见面都少了，我相信，我们彼此的情谊都不会变。

I was/am at home finally, after 22 nights in Shah Alam ( deduct the 3 nights I stayed at home during the 2nd weekend). Achieved quite a lot of targets, just a little regretted that I didnt have chance to go for Dharma Talk and cook in Akasia with my housemates. If you ask me whether I would like to try to stay in Akasia for long term again next sem,

my answer would be:

Depends lar~
: P

25 nights in Akasia (part 1)

2011-06-06T19:23:00.002+08:00

I was so AMBITIOUS that I told my parents I were going to stay in Akasia for 4 weeks before study leave. These included a weekend with i-Code activities, a weekend with nothing and a weekend with Tanjung Bidara field trip. I even thought of writing a diary every night of my life without going back home in Akasia. hmm~ eventually I fail, both writing and not going back home. The followings are just some brief notes of what inspired/touched or important memories of mine in Akasia. paiseh~

1/4 and 2/4: i-Code
I was the exhibitor during i-Code day, showing the Noh Mask Set and Kokeshi Dolls. I remember that week was so busy. Tonnes of letters to HEP, decorative bamboo from dad and the very Grand i-Code Opening Ceremony (which IJCC committees all wore Japanese tradisional costumes). i-Code day was another great day, though the people attending were much less than expected.

5/4: kasih sayang?
This was hilarious. I went for a Kolej gathering at night. Some of the rules set by Kolej Akasia were:

Isu Kasih Sayang:

Dilarang berpegang tangan di bas, Pak Li's(restaurant nearby) dan perhentian bas. I wonder, is McD and KFC allowed? ;p

Isu Tatatertib:

Saman RM50 if we are found wearing short sleeves or pants outside our block. This means that if you don't want to lose RM50 before realising your mistake, DO remember to cover every part of your body except for ur neck and above, ur hands and feet.

6/4: 想家 + 选择路+ 妈妈的msg
It's only the 10th night I was not at home and I started to miss my family terribly! The depression increased when my mom sent me messages like: "回来啦！家永远是最温暖的。" "我们很想念你。你要好好照顾身体，要多喝水，吃多点水果。" etc..Made me feel like burst out crying, her simple words and msg. There were an angel and demon in my mind, this weekend Shall I go back or not?

7/4：幸福的事

我一边上课，一边准备平测

我抄功课（很有回到中华的感觉，感动得快哭了）AND

我第一次在Akasia剪指甲

7/4: 11晚之痒
I miss my family so much!!! my Bro, my Mom, my Dad and my Aunt. C'mon, why can't you just go back home?? Just give a call to Mr.Driver (my dad) and he will come within half an hour. Ampang is just 45 minutes away from Shah Alam. Why torture yourself? TT I just want to learn to be independent and determined.

8/4: Maria + 秋桂，依雯的眼泪
Friday. Chew Kwee, Bao Xu and I went to visit Maria after her delivery. We saw her little baby boy. Very typical German/ European baby look! Chew Kwee 的眼神充满着父爱。He is really suitable to be a pediatrician, definitely.

Yii Wen's tears was another story, which was the main factor that pushed me going back home during the 2nd weekend. I am the lucky one, I stay nearby and I should appreciate. She says, “时候到了，你自然就会独立，现在不用特地强迫自己学习。”very meaningful quote from my dearest roommate.

12/4: 来到INTEC最"1 Malaysia"的地方
I did my Toastmaster Speech at Shah Alam Club for the 1st time! It was my 5th speech entitled "Travel Europe" and it focused on "Your Body Speaks". Most of the club members are adults, only a Malay guy aged 18 and the other were experienced adult speaker. I could say, this is the Most "1 Malaysia"place in after I come to INTEC. The speakers consist of Malay, Chinese and Indian gave comments generously and they are really willing to help each other to improve. I love this environment. Hopefully I can do another two speeches there for CC manual.

13/4: 回到一年前
JPA PILN 2011 interview were held in INTEC suprisingly. Cuz last year for our batch, KL and Selangor candidates had their interviews in PutraJaya Convention Centre, which were grand and cool. Hmm~ so Seniors-to-be did some really funny and some realistic shows for the parents and candidates waiting. (we were just kind enough to prepare performances for the bored or nervous parents and candidates, AND also to release our stress in appopriate way).

List of examples:

(Crying) " I got only 95 for my Chemistry test and it is the LOWEST mark for my class. I feel so depressed now." T girl said. " Oh, I am sorry to hear that. What time you revised till yesterday?" a friend of her asked. "I studied till 3am I think." answered T. "OMG! why were you so lazy, you should not sleep at all. You should study for the whole night. It's your mistake!" the friend shouted.

"Hey, how many you got for your cGPA?" " 3.95. But I am so worried! I am afraid that the Uni would not accept me!" duh..who took the roles huh?

" I got 99 for my test and my lecturer scolded me for that." A said. "What happened?" B asked. "The average mark of my class is 99.9999 and it was MY FAULT!" A continued crying.

List of conversations from the parents:

(pointing at me as I passed by) "Why is she wearing like that? Long-sleeve??! Isn't the weather hot enough?" answer in my heart: Auntie, this is not what I want.. Dont Blame me,I am sweating too!

Asking one of the students. "so,this is a Vocational/technical school right? you are sent by the government to study so you have a more secure future." Helo?What do you think INTEC is?! We (ALM students) are future doctors and pharmacists kay?!! INTEC is really a strange word for me, until I am here and realised that MOST of the JPA scholars are sent here for their Pre-U.

And also some 肤浅ppl think that students getting Med twinning India are not as good as twinning Ireland. "Why dont you choose direct or Ireland (twinning)?Isn't much better to accept that offer?" Dear parents, we have no right to choose for ourselves, JPA is the agent who determines our path for us. but that is too early for you and your child yet, Cuz the pre-requisite is: he/she has to be chosen as JPA scholar, our Junior.

俗乐

2011-06-04T23:52:00.001+08:00

Pangkor Laut真是一个很好“睡觉”的地方。我想，我在这里每天平均睡超过8个小时，很健康、很标准的学敏睡眠时间！结果，没有早上起床看日出、没有运动、没有机会到Spa Village去看看..

第二天是典型的Pangkor Day！
一整天没带电话，做了一系列在Pangkor会做的water activities。顺序如下：

先到jacuzzi浸下，一家人讲话很大声下
然后在inifinity pool游了一会儿，和学捷38地挤进一个救生圈里游泳
到sauna去，钟漏20分钟，温度42°C，拼命scrub身体
悠闲地浸入cool dip pool,阿姐说这样能使皮肤光滑@.@
躺在Emerald Bay沙滩的躺椅上sunbathe,不小心变成"sunsleep",睡了半小时
一家人在碧绿的海水里玩到xiao!!!踩在爸爸和弟弟的背上，他们联手把我左右摇摆然后丢下水，在水里翻跟斗吞了一口咸水，拍照...不亦乐乎
冲凉后（忍住睡意），穿上新年前买的洋裙，拉着两位表姐陪我拍“专辑照”

整天就是在进行很typical的beach activities，很俗却很好玩！虽然擦了很厚的sunblock（拜托，SPF30+而已），但还是sunburn了一点点。

8人行

谢谢爸爸妈妈带我来 ^-^

超阳光的！

在这All-inclusive package里我只有吃玩睡！

每餐还没觉得饿就吃，吃得很饱很饱肚腩自然形成

请刻意别想象我现在的身材><

玩，尽情玩！晒黑了也无所谓

玩累了倒在床上就睡

你该了解学敏是多么爱睡觉的一个人，依雯小姐完全明白。

还有，抱歉，你绝对叫不醒我。

回来时在Setiawan的丽都又吃了很饱却很值的一餐。好吃！

所以，为了“赎罪”，我今晚不吃晚餐，只吃了一颗guava..

如果我学王心凌唱《爱你》，

我相信你会当场呕吐。

幸亏我没有:P

飞跃`海平面

从幸福岛回来了，回到日常的轨道。

明天很忙下，早上HipHop，下午去Tabung Haji参加爸爸马来顾客的婚礼，晚上下巴生吃海鲜（我要争取驾车权，第一次驾车下Klang！)后天，才开始做Bio issue report吧，不要再拖延了，一定要在星期三去新加坡前搞定！

RF影射

一千零一夜

2011-06-04T22:32:00.002+08:00

想写几段短短的文字叙述我在Pangkor Laut Island度过的第一天，有点像艺人在写微博这样。今天在舟车劳顿到Lumut的路上，我读完了昨天买的刘轩的《随着城市的节奏漫游》。第一次看刘轩的书是去年他到尊孔独中举行讲座时，那时我表姐买了《放任心中的一百次流浪》和《Why Not?给自己一点自由》送我。我很喜欢刘轩的写作风格，他的风格和我的有点相似（也许是我不经意模仿他），很自然、很有独特豪迈的味道。他的文字虽然很浅易，但所写的有些句子、故事会让我感触思考。刘轩的确是个很有性格的才子，写作和音乐才能都很棒！我呢，则不敢恭维。希望有朝一日，可以像他那样。

以下是一段女孩与三脚架的的故事。
英文翻译：The Girl and Her Tripod

当她发现房内有一面穿衣镜，而室内的黄色灯光又是那么地柔和，女孩心里的摄影瘾“发作”，早已痊愈的自恋症“复发”了。真是天时、地利、人和啊~

纯属艺术

我不是专业的model。

掏空心思想不出适当的pose时，我愿回归Ballet.

室内惊现一小道彩虹。感动原来存在我们的周围，只等待我们发觉。

吃晚餐时，很无趣地拿出HTC刚download 的apps研究，对其中一项Google Sky Map很有兴趣。不懂它是否真的能function?没有Internet access也行吗？结果，吃饱后我到码头去，开启Google Sky Map把手机对着星空。哇！好壮观的星座银河行星分析图！我沿着闪亮的星星对照Screen里的星座，完全正确。南边，南十字架正无畏地挂在天空的右侧；Scorpio大刺刺地爬行在天空中央；还有几颗连在一起的星星，认不出它们是什么；有些太黯淡了，看不清楚。我立刻想到“爸爸”忠祥(Cheah)，该次如果还有机会外出/参加camp,拿着这架手机和他一起观星最棒了！有机会的 :)

在我家，很少会看到那么伟大壮观的星空。天空的弧度是那么地准确，暗而不浊布满着迷人的星星，有几颗特别亮，好似在炫耀；有些聚集在一起，一群一群的，好像在与彼此说笑；有的孤独地躲在一旁，不太亮眼，却一闪一闪地，似乎努力地参与这场派对。我好喜欢这片动人的星空，脖子酸了，也不愿少看它一眼。KL很少会看到那么美丽的星光，它们不屑与钢骨水林的灯火争辉，即使能看到也不会那么明亮清澈。最后一次看到是在Kuching，那里也幸运地拥有一片星空。啊，又是一阵
感动

Emerald Bay的夕阳西下

夕阳无限好，只是近黄昏

有一种感觉，浅浅的，没什么交集也不会特别思念。感动会被忙碌和事务冲淡，仅稍留片刻，瞬间的记忆闪过，随即消逝。我没什么

独家透露：创作`灵感的起源

304 Garden Villa
大理石SPA浴缸缘

一支笔，一张纸和earphone(optional)

觉得很有feel的一张照片

七条最

2011-05-26T23:58:00.003+08:00

我第一次去砂劳越是10岁，那时我是有任务在身，我到Sibu去参加我表哥的婚礼，我是小新娘！表嫂是位诗巫人。那时我也到Kuching一日游，唯一有印象的是我去一间博物馆（应该是Sarawak Musuem）。我很天真地问东问西，我的一个问题让我印象深刻：长屋下的空间有什么用途？导游顿了顿，“应该是养鸡养鸭吧！我也不是很确定噢。”还有，就是在市中心白色的猫雕像前拍照和吃了一顿不怎么好吃的晚餐。

第二次是生态之旅，我初三那年的农历初一妈妈边的家族全跑到Mulu玩。那真是一个意义非常深刻的新年。年初一，我们顶着太阳，爬到很穿喘去看洞穴`蝙蝠;年初二，走了8.8km进到一个什么设施都没有的Camp 5;年初三，爬Pinnacles （剑山，虽然没有征服）。在那里，我们还被跳蚤咬得两只脚都是，回来还有几位亲戚要打针呢！反正，那次Sarawak对我的印象是：很ULU。

所以之前5篇游记写的就是我第3次去沙劳越，这次是玩转Kuching，真正地体验Sarawak。所以，现在我凭着印象写写几件我觉得很有趣的不同之处，其他的，也只有等你自己阅读我的文字慢慢发掘吧 :)

1. 最明显的 Sunrise & Sunset

在INTEC住东马的朋友告诉我砂劳越比西马早天亮和天黑，蛮特别的。第一天在Kuching的友谊公园，我就体会到这一点：才6点1刻左右，我们就在欣赏美丽的火烧云了。哈哈...然后就是那次疯狂地“追日出”之旅。也是六点多，太阳就默默地出来了，拍照后我们就去Damai玩水了。最后一早在Roland家睡醒，才6点多，雅欣和洁慧还在睡觉。我下定决心今天要最迟起床。看出窗口，天空已经差不多要亮完了。有点不习惯，但我继续睡。我回去后会不会不习惯西马的迟日出日落?

2. 最荒唐的 Parking Saman

西马，只要你一中Saman，一定是破财之灾。至少RM20，多则RM300。可是，Parking Saman在沙劳越是无所不在的。1st Half an hour: RM0.20 parking coupun, 2nd Half: RM0.50 and 3rd Half and cont.: RM0.80 every 1/2 an hour.所以，最明智的做法是（请教Roland）：放RM0.20的，然后就park到久久，park到你爽。当你兴高采烈地回到你车上时，你就可以开始数你的“战绩”了:

一叠得SAMAN

第一次看到，真的被吓到，这叠Saman多少钱?!惨咯惨咯...可是拿起来一看，大伙儿开怀大笑。第一张RM0.53,其他n张RM0.85。我记得我们最大的成就是7张Saman，加加起来才需付RM5.30。真的无话可说咯！总觉得DBKU或MBKS在浪费人力写saman，因为不贵。我们要相信积少成多，说不定一天下来，他们累积的Saman足够买一间豪宅。

3. 最怪异的 Gardenia Bread 呢？

第二晚在古晋为了准备去明天的出游，我们到百货商店买干粮。正要买面包之际，竟然发现这里没有卖Gardenia 面包！怎么可能？问清楚，才懂这里卖面包的都是bakery,而Gardenia面包还没有进入这里的市场。可怜，他们怎么survive?连high 5那些都没有neh..

4. 最道地的 Miles

"Later we go to 3 Miles.""O,I live in 17 Miles."哇，这边都用Miles来量距离的，离古晋市中心多远就几Miles.haha..我问Roland，为什么这里不用KM的？原来，4Miles = 6.4 KM嫌拗口，所以就干脆miles miles miles 下去..B)

5. 最无可奈何的 ticket

For West Malaysian adults, entrance fee to Jong's Crocodile Farm is RM16. but for East Malaysian, it's only RM10. To Cultural Village, West Malaysian and Foreigners = RM60, East Malaysian = RM30, half the price yea! 我相信还有很多地方有这样奇怪的“政策”。也许是东马要报仇吧，有蛮多东西（如报纸`书本）在西马是便宜一、两角，甚至一、两块的。还有，就是把东马的资源开发了，然后大部分都用在西马的发展上。所以，要从西马人钱包里拿回那些钱，让“外汇”回流东马。（邪恶地笑...)

6. 最难以置信的 brother

我是说有血缘关系的弟弟。Roland的弟弟，也是很厉害的一位，星期六晚上才告诉妈妈他明天要到Spring Mall参加Spelling Bee,妈妈只得着急地为他安排交通。拿到第6名yea!恭喜恭喜... 跟他最有沟通的一次是有天晚上问他有没有别的插座,跟他说华语（忘记问他会不会听！），他就拿了一个multi plug 和双脚插给我。真体贴！虽然跟你说话的机会跟你公公一样少。哈哈...谢谢你

Luke来自书香世家，更不用说。他有一位“Radio”弟弟和“Laptop”表弟（不是我取的外号！）。他们也是厉害吧！因为雅欣告诉我，Luke的弟弟第二天有考试，她就问他不需要准备吗？他竟回答，他上次考得够高分了，这次考得低分一点不用紧。eu....BOM!被他的傲气与自信zadao...可是，他们确实很乖很守纪律的儿子。我记得最后一晚我们整大班人挤在Luke的客厅，很写意地聊天。Luke's的爸爸上去睡前，提醒他们两个最迟12.30am就要上去睡。客厅时钟的分针一指到6，两个“electronic devices"就自动shut down，上去睡觉。哇~他们真听话啊！不像我弟弟... ...

Ng Xue Jie

5月23日，我回来那晚正是他的生日，前一晚星期日家族就帮他庆祝了。那天晚上，妈妈还一直打电话来“引诱”我，说二姨煮的咕噜肉怎么好吃`有菜包等好料，间接告诉我在家多么好。哈哈..我人在Sarawak，身不由己，怎么可能飞回去跟你们一起庆祝呢？我只能通过电话的Loudspeaker,与在KL的家人亲戚一起唱生日歌给他听（谢谢整车的人也帮他唱哦！）说真的，如果不是你星期一生日，我还真的可能星期二才回家呢!(之前打电话骗我父母说我要在Sarawak呆多几天，因为玩不完，结果中"念”中骂）虽然回到家很迟了，没有跟他们到韩国村吃韩国餐庆生，也没有给他从sarawak带回什么惊喜，切cake什么的。希望他不要介意。反正我回到家他还在看刚download完的戏，不会介意的啦。

捷，我懂你被提名过几次班草（甚至成为班草），你很帅但你也要努力啊！这次年中考只有3科及格(暂时），不包括国中及格分数的40分科目。虽然你打节令鼓很棒，每天为学会劳碌，你也要注意学业。你选择了文商，我真的很希望你可以读好来，即使要花很多钱到UK读degree也在所不迟（反正你姐姐已省了一笔，哈哈...）。不要每次嫌用国文的科目很难不想读（虽然英文的Add Math也不见得很好啦），国文还是很重要的leh!SPM有没有cert就要看国文了。所以，乖乖地，读好过关（我们的要求真的很低的），能上大学毕业就好。

其实不能把我弟弟和Roland和Luke的弟弟比较啦！除了学业以外（我教他数学他脸臭到语气坏到好像跟我有深仇大恨这样),其他事情我们都没有合不来的。没有吵架、更没有冷落对方（有啦，当我读书读到Ki siao时），还可以帮我做streching，跟我一起便弹边唱，说我们的EMm emM话...等等。学捷，我很看好你的，我相信有朝一日你会跟我一样，甚至比我更有成就！你是聪明的，关键就在于你肯不肯用功，有没有毅力渡过克服一切 =]

刚拍的，他是世界上与我最有血缘关系`最亲密的弟弟

7. 最独特的 friends & atmosphere

就如我很多篇游记结尾都有提到的，在这里和INTEC的气氛真的很不一样。在INTEC围绕着我们的总是课业考试，而在远离INTEC几千公里外的Kuching，没有了繁忙课业的捆绑，我们都显得轻松自在许多，玩起来也特别疯。所以有你们这一群Awesome dies的朋友，能在同一个屋檐下玩乐，真是很幸运。我很爱你们，Awesome - Cool - Shuai people!

关于Kuching之旅，我想我暂时写到这里。本来还想写多一篇感谢Kuching朋友与一同到来的朋友的。后来又想学Luke把tag对每个人的感言，（倒没有想过像Matt和Roland，写那么感性有那么高水准的感言）。明天我要开始新的生活了，（意思是抽身于Kuching的思忆中）。

明天开始我要做Bio Issue Report，开始我detoxification的健康计划。对你们每个人的感谢，我会牢牢记在心里，有机会再亲自向你们说。谢谢你们为我带来了多姿多彩的5天4夜，也让我重拾我写作的习惯和热忱，用了整整3天upload照片上FB，为我已生灰的blog增添六篇创作。

问题是:

我好像近视了...

终于,还是来到这一天

2011-05-26T17:40:00.006+08:00

5月23日

It was the hardest meal i could swallow and digest ever.

Roland brought us to a restaurant well known of its Sarawak Laksa. Although the stall was closed that day, he still managed to fill the table surface with lots of food like beef noodle, wantan mee, kwong pia and you jia kueh. In which, i cant even finish 3/5 of the bowl of wantan mee and left 1/3 of my Ice Lemon Tea!Yaya, Wendy and Jie Hui were going back in less than 2 hours later, i felt so emo and miserable.

19th Destination: Kuching International Airport

送机。took lots of photos using my phone with the Johorians. Felt so sad lar,they are leaving so soon. The time just flies.Jie Hui cried in front of us, Wendy burst out crying after leaving us, and there's a rumour that three of them hugged each other and cried. Is the rumour true? I am not sure. But I certainly know that we all appreciate each other in this trip and we don't want to leave.

our AWESOME locals ( Mr.Roland and Mr.Luke Nyanti)

20th destination: India Street

After the sad scenes, Roland drove me to Main Bazaar again, this time is to accompany Yee Teng and Wai Ping to buy souvenirs. I bought myself the "lamest" souvenirs,Keychains with ethnics,but they are quite nice. Besides that,I also bought a Kek Lapis from the bakery (which my mom n aunt enjoy tasting it so much).

Then, we walked under the sun again to India Street. My imagination on India Street was like the one in Klang, the people there are all Indians and they sell only Saree and Dhoti. Matt brought us to a little shop selling tasty Siew Pau, Yam Puff and other pau. Then, we walked tRoland Teo parked his car at Carpenter street again, but this time only with 3 samans, instead of 7 samans on Friday.哭笑不得

Jon John n the pau

21th Destination: Cat Museum

We successfully visited our last destination in a rush to Cat Musuem.For me,the most important part of this visit were to Understand how Santubung mountain got its name from the two princesses and Farewell with M4 gang. I greatly understand what would happen after this,I am leaving.

Kam Sia, gong gong, po po

I went back to Roland's house to ensure all the things were packed and to check whether we left some "unsuitable" things in his room.luckily we didnt, i double/triple/quadruple checked. Last lunch in Kuching, Roland and I had the yam puff we bought in India street in his kitchen. Roland's popo gave us a cup of Kek Wa each. Mainly because of my emo-state, when he had finished 2 puffs,I had just finished 1/2 of my yam puff..sad.. saying Kam Sia and Bye Bye to Roland's family. We were now heading to the airport.

Why Roland's house is built so near to the airport?

Roland wasnt speeding, but we reached the 1km and 500m simpang ke Lapangan Terbang in such a short time. I went in first, waiting in front of the departure gate. Suddenly i realised that the TV showing the time of flight DID NOT show my schedule back to KL! no flight number and time... Was it delayed or what? when Roland reached, i told him and he was equally shocked. Having an answer inside my heart, i turned to the second TV behind:
Air Asia AK5213 5.35pm LCCT

Luke's gang arrived 10 min later. Another round of photography, but this time with less/no tears. Nah, Johorians cry more easily than us! suppressing the really Emo Emo feeling, I gave Luke and Roland a lot of waves and a "flying Kiss" (haha..i couldnt believe i was so high/crazy to do that!) after passing the imigresen. I understand, after this, we would be seperated by South China Sea, with the distance of 1 hour and 40 minutes flight apart.

-------------------------------------------------------Kuching,Borneo

more photos available at FB Can we just..Stay

后记：Sitting alone at 23F, i slept for 1 hour before i heard the announcement that I would be reaching LCCT in 25 min. I was simply sad and tired. without baggage, i went out of the Terminal easily and met my parents. On the journey back, I saw the Putrajaya Convention Centre I had my JPA interview, passed by IMU building which I will be entering in one and a half year later. I was simply tired and emo.

Went to Petaling Street (unplanned) with Waiping and my parents for Har(in cantonese,Prawn) wan tan and Lo Han Guo drink. After sending wai ping back, bathing, i could just fall onto the bed, mumbling:

Awesome ~ Cool ~ Shuai

第五天,

离别真让人很不舍。雅欣她们离去时，我已经是忧愁满面了。到我自己离去时，心里的感受更是非笔墨能形容，难过`落寞`惆怅。不是不想家，当然想，爱我的父母`弟弟，而今天还是我弟弟的生日呢！（学捷，生日快乐!）我只能说，相处了5天4夜，第一次跟朋友到那么远的地方旅行，没有特意安排交通住宿和导游，却能拥有很充实的旅程，很美满的回忆。我明白，虽然回到INTEC后还是有很多在一起玩的机会，但那种感觉和气氛是不同的。在Kuching，每天睡不够，是为了玩更多`跟朋友相处的时间更长；在INTEC，每天的生活却是被功课`考试`学业等塞满，在一起玩还是会不由自主地感受到那些压力，不能尽情随兴。两种感觉虽然相似，气氛却截然不同。

我很珍惜这段5天4夜的旅程和缘分，即使回到学校以后我们没有机会再那么熟，没有时间每天在一起，回想起这段旅程，嘴角就会很反射性地上扬，心里感到很满足。在这趟Kuching之旅，认识了很多以前不熟的朋友，(还分得出Jon John跟Douglas),与同班的同学更进一步了解彼此，真是太有意义了。我很喜欢这一切，很珍惜，很感动。

游记到此结束，写得很长，因为我想趁记忆犹新的时候把所有事与心情记录下来，那未来我和你再阅读时，会有刹那的冲动、刹那的感触、刹那的感激。

敏 5篇游记，从24/5午至 26/5傍晚

犀鸟之乡

2011-05-25T23:04:00.004+08:00

Xue Min’s translation for the title:
Footprints on Bumi Kenyalang

This is the title I wrote on everything about Sarawak trip, my organizer, my calendar, my alarm title, my planner…I was so excited when I talked about Sarawak trip with my housemates before Raya break last sem, editing the plan during end-of-sem 1 break, discussing with yaya on the day of Academic Briefing this yr, before/during/right after Finals. Even on the 1st and 2nd day in Kuching,I still possess this extraordinary High mood! The day I m mentioning below was a fulfilled day :)

5月22日

13th destination: Semenggoh Wildlife Centre

I feel so thankful to Roland’s parents for sacrificing their weekend spending with us. Early in the morning, after having another bowl of Kolo Mee in Kuching, we headed to Semenggoh Wildlife Centre to see Orang Utan. As we know, Orang Utan, Hornbills and Rafflesia are the MUST see “living things” in Sarawak. During this trip,we were lucky to see many Orang Utan in the wildlife centre. An additional scene, Uncle drove Ten, Douglas, Yaya n me in his car during the journey. At the back seat, three of us were sleeping like a pig until we was awakened by a huge bump. What’s a great alarm! Haha..Uncle said we managed to see many orang utans this time than he could before. In the wildlife centre, the staffs just located some fruits like bananas and coconut on a platform and the orang utans would come to pick themselves. We also walked in 200m into another feeding site where we saw an enormous orang Utan (“Hot Mama”). There were many foreigners, taking photos, amazed by the smart creatures we have in the tropical rainforest of Malaysia. Haha..the two clever things I saw from the orang utans are: 1. They are flexible gymnast; 2. They stucked as many bananas into their mouth before leaving the platform so they could enjoy them on the rope.

14th destination: Annah Rais Long house, Padawan

This could be a more “valid” longhouse compared to the longhouses we visited in Cultural Village. Although it is commercialized (which we have to pay to visit), there are still ppl (probably bumiputeras) living, but with TV and Astro. We got a small glass of Tuak (Ibanese Rice wine) at the entrance and we walked past the houses until we reached the headhouse. 顾名思义，there are SKULLS inside the house. However, they weren’t that scary. They were just there in a white metal cage. Later, we walked on a wooden bridge which Matt shaken it. We also had our another experience walking on a single wood stair up the house. Haha..it was just fun!

15th destination: Hotspring

I gotta scold yaya about this, she is totally a Blur Queen! We went back to the car THRICE and everyone had come up when we finally settled and wanted to dabble. 1st: “Oh, we should bring our slippers and change”; 2nd: “aiya! I left my handbag in the car!” walao..i just reminded her before that. We met Roland and he followed us back to the car; 3rd:”I think I didn’t lock the car...”!!! this time I was not following her back into the car. When she came back, she said “actually I did lock the car.haha..”felt like boxing her.

Undoubtedly,everyone has come up when we reached. Roland didn’t want to go into the water, yaya’s wearing skinny jeans. Playful me wouldn’t miss the chance and I dragged Ming to follow me down the water. The place was quite cool!i mean, there is a river flowing with cold water and there are three areas surrounded which are the Hot Springs!haha..i can stand with both the temperatures. Near my house at Bkt Belacan and Ulu Langat, the water is cooler and hotter.hihi..Uncle took some nice photos of me and Ming.thx,Uncle!

16th Destination: Jong’s Crocodile Farm

Jong’s Crocodile Farm is located quite far away from the Hotspring. It’s at 17 miles, near Ming’s house.we had our late lunch at Sugar Bun, a fastfood restaurant that could not be found in West M’sia. I couldn’t even finish a Fish Burger,what happened to my gastrointestinal system?? Luckily I have Ms.Vacuum Cleaner… ;) after all, when I visited Jong’s Crocodile Farm, I really gotta shout:

“I Hate CROCODILEs” but I like my crocs slippers :p

The first thing we rushed for was the Jumping Crocodile Show. It was actually crocodile feeding session. The staff (敢死队) hang a half chicken from the pondok and used reels to move the dead meat above the pond full of crocodiles. So now it’s Jump & Eat. The hungry crocodiles have to jump up to reach the meat. Two outcomes:

If they succeed, you could see the crocodile bites on the dead meat and pulls it down from the rope. Splash, the crocodile’s heavy body falls into the dirty pond water and it swallows the meat.

If they fail, you could also hear the splashing of water, but now with an additional voice of bloody mouth closing of crocodile. It simply sounds like knocking two wood planks. Plus, you have to worry that crocodile becomes too mad and start to attack person (though there was a fence between us and the disgusting crocodiles). I sincerely don’t think that it’s a suitable way to “feed” the crocodiles in a Joking way.btw, crocodiles are ugly creatures.

Jong is also a zoo. We saw many different animals in the huge compound there, for instance long fat fish during feeding session, sun bear, monkeys (common relatives), sambar dear (Roland’s relatives), peacock, an ostrich like bird (Chinese name:新几内亚食火鸡), otter, porcupine and a lot more. There is an exhibition showing crocodile pictures outside the zoo. I almost vomited when I saw the photo which a boy corpse missing one leg was found inside a crocodile body.(feel 恶心now). Luckily I am not going to be a doctor, cuz I heard someone said “你以后要成为医生，不可以怕这个的。” another excuse for not choosing Medicine ;P

17th destination: Ming’s Orchard

We have been talking about his orchard since sem 1, in INTEC and in Kuching. We oways say Ming is the Tauke Kia and now the Tauke Kia invited us to his orchard. The tauke (his dad) owns an orchard at 17 miles. He plants mainly honeydew and corns. There, tauke gave us briefing about the honeydew grows and taught us some basic how to pick the ripe honeydews. The technique is to choose the honeydew which has yellow area on its head and many rings on the skin. That will be the sweet one! According to tauke, his honeydew planting technique is imported from Taiwan.

Here’s a LAME truth:

Q: Why honeydew is known as 哈密瓜(har-mi-gua)?

A: Honeydew is actually a species arises from several species of melons. If a person doesn’t know something, what would he or she say? “Har Mi? (in Hokkien, means What) so,the name of Har-Mi gua is beautified and become a nicer name of 哈密瓜.hahaha..

Plucking Jagung is another fun process!everyone of us had the chance to pluck jagung using the scissors. It is relatively easy to pick the Jagung, just pick the one with big size! Eventually, everyone plucked more than one and we had more than enough corn for our BBQ dinner at Luke’s house at nite.

18th destination: Luke’s (babe) house

Luke’s parents invited us to their house at Kuching for BBQ dinner. Indeed, Luke’s dad had BBQ for us and what we gotta do was EAT n EAT n EAT!it was also a very sumptuous meal. There are fried noodles, lamb chops, fried squid, chicken wings, prawns, tapioca leaves, fruits and definitely Corns from Ming’s orchard.haha.. before the dinner ends, there’s a suprising moment. Luke and Matt prepared a birthday cake for Ming who is going to be 19th on the next day. Haha..i supposed Ming and his gf were surprised a and Ming blew all the candles in a breath! I spent my most formal party night at Luke’s house.Why did I say that?

Ming

Usually we would have an entertainment session for a party. For this party, we have awesome musical concert, performers starring Roland the violinist and Luke Ming the guitarists. Before they start, the rules are mentioned: pLz turn ur handphone to silent mode & all electronic devices, photography and videography are prohibited. (that’s how it became so formal) Roland the Pro started playing his pieces from pre- level to ATCL while commenting on how boring they were. He would be perfect without the talkings and luckily he cancelled out the “snoring” part he had during the “rehearsal” yesterday. Luke Ming, plus a radio (Luke’s bro) and a laptop (Luke’s cousin), theirs were more modern songs. Matt finally sang along and it ended up everyone sang. Wai Yee was so miserable that she hugged Jie Hui and cried.. I suppose everyone was sad at that moment cuz 6 of us were leaving the next day. We left before 1am (the radio and laptop shut down automatically at 12.30am). The moody feel made me more tired and sad.

第4天，

这么快，计划了这样久的Bumi Kenyalang trip就要结束了。第一天还担心自己不能适应，转眼间第五天就要回家了。愉快的时光总是过得特别特别快。我们不能阻止它流过，只能把握当下，珍惜与朋友在一起的每一刻。

Johor的朋友明天就要回了，5个小时后，又轮到我飞，离开在Kuching的朋友。我会超想念、超想念你们的，虽然一个月多后我们又会在INTEC见面。我很认同Ek Wei讲的一句话：“在很大压力的INTEC，我们彼此依靠着对方。虽然回去会见面，但在INTEC和现在的感觉很不同”。虽然我是PBSM，我还有家庭的寄托，但她的话也让我感到很伤感~

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年少轻狂

2011-05-25T21:29:00.003+08:00

5月21日

Today my alarm rang punctually at 3.30am, but HTC owner woke up at only 3.45am.(Again,I was woke up the earliest today.plz give me a loud applause!) I rushed into the bathroom,I could hear Roland’s alarm rang at another side. Haha..thinking that I was late,I quickly bathed and woke jie hui n yaya up.when we finished everything, we suddenly realized that Roland Teo may not have woke up yet! Tried every method to wake him up, which includes texting, calling to trying to menceroboh his room via the bathroom door. I din really know how he woke up eventually, but I jz rmb that he spent less than 5 minutes preparing himself and took the position of driver.Awesome!

I sat at the front seat,my responsibility: keep Roland awake during the journey to Damai Beach. Haha..actually we just wanted to watch the sunrise at a place nearby there.Due to early sunrise in Sarawak we had to wake up that early to catch the glimpse before 6am! Haha..the journey was “Roland Coaster”，Bravo, he drove early in the morning/midnight, on a very small road towards Damai.Not many lamp posts and the roads are quite bumpy. So that’s how we reached the small Kampung without knowing which is the East to enjoy the sunrise =.=

1st time: wake up at 3.45am just to watch the sunrise

8th destination: Sunrise

A few problems we encountered here.

1.Which direction was East?

Okay,since the moon was on the other side,the opposite side would be east.

2.Where's the sun?

It was quite cloudy that morning. It was becoming brighter but we still couldn’t see the sun!

Suan le,we ended up taking a lot of photos. Utilizing the photography functions of my Nikon D3000 and HTC Incredible S.haha..did a lot of photography indeed.Jump shots! Now,it’s 6.XXam in the morning.

9th destination: Damai Beach

We paid RM3 as student to enter the Damai Beach owned by a resort nearby.the beach is much nicer than Tanjung Bidara,it was cooler and had quieter environment. Applying only a little sunblock, we played in the seawater. The sea here is a better swimming place because it is deeper than Tanjung Bidara. Yaya didn’t want to wet herself in the sea, so she became our photographer. There are some memorable scenes: 1) Jia Jia was trying hard to tell Luke impromptu story, adding all the lame essences into it, and I was the translator; 2)Yaya ran so fast because she didn’t want to be thrown into the sea by Roland and Matthew; 3) our AWESOME N COOL pose, I curved myself so hard to be a ‘S’;4) due to buoyancy,Roland’s big head cannot go under the water;5) Roland was buried in the sand and he was so ugly and crazy :P; 6)Matt and a few others were stung by Jellyfish. I was quite lucky being safe because I was just beside him when he was stung. Later,we bathed and have snacks as our lunch.

10th destination: Damai Cultural Village

This is the place that every tourist guidebook and tour package would include. Thanks to Roland’s mother,we paid for only RM15 to enter the cultural village,instead of RM60 that originally should be paid by foreigners and west M’sian.I expected to have a cultural show (n we made it just in time!),but it should be in a longhouse,not an air-conditioned place. We visited the tradisional houses of Bidayuh, Iban’s long house, Orang Ulu’s, Penan’s hut and also some familiar ones like Orang Melayu and Chinese. I was a little disappointed because I thought that there will be more professional people briefing us about the place instead of a few women and men in each house selling cakes or demonstrating. I also thought that there are plenty of interaction activities like dancing or sumpit which us the tourists can experience.Maybe I was just busy taking photos..my fault.. haha, however we had the chance to play with the Galah (not sure about the name,竹竿舞) and sang “Marry had a little lamb” while swinging under the Malay house.lame dao..

We went back to Kuching after being sunburnt for such a long time.we went to a food court and I had another one of my favourite food in Sarawak: Belachan Bee Hoon. I think my 口味变重,I like the heavy taste of the belachan. Roland said it was a Siamese type of food O.O okay..we oso had a very special mix of drink: Coconut + Sugar Cane. It was actually the coconut flesh not the juice I supposed. Besides that, we had Kwong Pia光饼 and Rojak. At the end, four of us (Luke,Jess,Zcho Huey n Me) finished up 10 kwong pias, 3 plates of Belachan Bee Hoon, 4 glasses of Coconut sugar cane drink and a plate of Rojak.Cool!

1st time: Coconut + Sugar Cane

It was a wonderful evening. After bathing, Roland Teo finally agreed to perform violin for us, his three guests.He broughtout his violin from the black case slowly, wiped the bow with Rosin patiently and us waiting eagerly.Finally he starts…

He started with a few songs which I couldn’t remember. I was touched when he played this. “Liang Shan Bo and Zhu Ying Tai” (梁山伯与祝英台).The words showing my feelings appear in my mind immediately when he starts playing :

我正呼吸Roland的音符。

Xue Min's translation: I am breathing Roland's music.

He played some typical pieces like Vivaldi’s Four Seasons and ATCL exam piece ( which starts with Eb,G,Bb). And a song Ya Shin likes when she heard while bathing. However, Roland ruined most of the songs’ endings including the one Yaya likes. I think he was just lack of practice which caused the violin sounded a little hard n not natural. Roland Teo,can u stop talking when u r playing? Is that ur “Roland Teo” style?

第一次:听张毓麟拉小提琴 :]

At night,Roland’s parents treat us seafood dinner at Topspot. Topspot is actually a space on the top floor of a parking building. All the stalls there are selling seafood! Roland’s parents have booked two tables and they ordered plenty of dishes for us. Before that,I tried my 1st Kedondong drink there.Quite nice,a little sour but not too sweet.Aunty even got us two kedondong fruits and it tastes like 猪母奶(in Hokkien). I was so full and I just realize that Wong Ya Shin is a potential vacuum cleaner!she ate so much and I think I just ate 3/5 of what she ate. The treat was awesome!we had prawns, sting rays, deer meat, Midin(a type of fern),La La jian, Black pepper crabs and I forgot liao. Thank you so much,aunty and uncle!

1st time: Buah Kedondong drink

11th destination: Kuching Waterfront

After fetching Roland’s bro,we went to Kuching Waterfront again. We were here yesterday, but now it was cool and more lively. There are people performing,singing, strolling, watching and us walking along the Sarawak River and taking photographs. We wanted to meet Matthew them but we were late, and Luke them were walking towards the different direction.haha.. It was so hard to take the night scenery of DUN and Astana across the river without the help of Tripod.(I should have bring them over ><).Uncle likes photography too and he told me some experiences in photography. Haha..Mr. Perfectionist Roland Teo was trying hard to take photo of DUN and Astana. The dimming light of DUN indicates that it’s 11pm at night.

12th destination: 101

101 is actually a food court near Roland’s house. This is where Kuching ppl have their Night Life, having supper and watching football match from the huge screen, like Mamak stall. We just went there for a while to feel the atmosphere. Everyone just order a drink and sat for a while.When we went back at night, everyone was so exhausted waking up at 3.45am or 4.30am in the morning! Tonight, jie hui n I fell asleep (yeah,my turn to sleep on the bed!) before Ya Shin came out from bathing and switched off the light.

第三天，

今天真的真的很累，3点多起来！本来想赖床的，可是想到Roland那么负责任，他一定很早起来准备好的，我们怎么可以迟到呢？哈哈…虽然他最后成为最迟睡醒的，但还是很感谢他愿意早起载我们到Damai看日出。我们真的很ki siao咯！因为Matt的一句话，整帮人很早就爬起来，然后3辆车浩浩荡荡出发，却没有看到日出。很累但很开心！这就是我们趁年轻，还没上大学的时候可以做的“傻”事。感触，真高兴有你们这帮朋友。

Our gang of AWESOME

雅欣提醒还有两天就要回去了，突然感到很不舍。这几天一直这样跟她们一帮人参在一起玩，本来不熟的也变得很熟了，回到去一定会很想很想他们。Roland的父母真好，请我们吃海鲜又带我们出去玩。Roland也很棒，他拉小提琴给我听。

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古晋的热情

2011-05-25T17:23:00.004+08:00

5 月20日

I became the 1st one who woke up in the morning, unbelievable! That’s because I used to snooze my phone alarm for at least ½ hour or turn it off and sleep for another 2 hours at home. But now, I could bath and change my clothes before waking up Wong Ya Shin.Wahaha…this seems like Yaya is lazier than me! Haha.. so,we were punctual, we reached Carpenter Street as decided the night before at 9am. The hawker stalls are situated right opposite of a temple, between shop lots along a historical street. We were not very sure which food is famous here,cuz Matt was the one who suggested. Yup,Matt’s gang hadn’t turned up yet,15 min and 15 min delay, duno the actual time they reached. Then, half of us ordered Kolo Mee and another half ordered Sarawak Laksa.

1st time: Eat Kolo Mee and Sarawak Laksa

Kolo mee, erm…I think the texture is different from the mee we can find in West M’sia.it’s very pale yellow and it curls in different way. The kolo mee actually depends on how the chef cooks and the ingredients they have in the bowl. Today’s Kolo mee is with Char Siew and Char Siew oil. Sarawak Laksa,TOTALLY different with the yellowish-orange “santan”ish laksa we have in West M’sia. Why? There are a few differences.

The only type of starch Sarawak Laksa has is Bee Hoon. No kuey tiaw,no yellow noodle,just Bee Hoon.
The soup is just medium coloured red without much santan. For ours, yellow + red + orange. But both of them have similar laksa flavor.
The price for a normal bowl of noodle in Sarawak costs only RM3, though the bowl is not really big. For West M’sia, esp KL, I ordered a wantan mee before going to LCCT yesterday,it costs me RM4.5!

3rd destination: Main Bazaar

in front of bishop gate

We walked under the hot sun along Carpenter Street and took some photos at the Bishop Gate.Then we turned left, passing by a colourful cinema building into the Main Bazaar street. This is the souvenirs haven for tourists like us.There are lots of sarawakian style souvenirs range from ordinary keychains and fridge magnets to sumpit and antique.The patterns are almost the same for every shops, either with the tribes or animals like Orang Utan or Hornbills. Maybe u would like to get urself a piece of table cloth,or a jong kind of tradisional musical instruments.But for us,most of us bought bracelets at Luke’s friend’s shop.

4th destination: Chinese History Museum

5th destination: DUN and Fort Magheritta

我们都姓黄

Then, we walked along Kuching Waterfront. we visited a Chinese History Museum nearby while enjoying the air-conditioned environment for a while. The museum uncle was quite nice. Although it’s almost his lunch break,he still allows us to enter. Jia Jia them joined us there and we watched a short video about how Chinese migrated to Sarawak. Later,we managed to cross the Sarawak River using a “engine-oriented” Sampan. They said that there are crocodiles in the river. May not be reliable.hmm~ when we reached the opposite bank, we headed to DUN (Dewan Undangan Negeri) of Sarawak and Fort Magheritta. There is nothing much to see there. Just DUN isn’t that nice when look closer and Fort Magheritta is like an abandoned church. Then,we took a sampan back to Waterfront and hoped to fill our hungry stomach.

6th destination: Aquarium

Our lunch was not actually a lunch, it was just like a teatime because we ordered Char Kuey and Metahorn. Here pops another two new vocabularies of Sarawak Food. Char Kuey, Chinese translation maybe 炒粿，it’s an East Malaysia version of Lo Bak Go萝卜糕.it’s not really delicious compared to what the locals had a few days ago. Metahorn is a species of ABC (Air Batu Kacang),the difference is that it is more towards sour,not sweet. Luke and Yaya went to airport to fetch Yee Teng and Wai Ping who came from KL today. After the light meal, the other went to Sarawak Museum. However, while it was already 4.3Xpm, the museum was closed. Then we just spent some time visiting the aquarium nearby. Jess came and joined us for a while. I wanted to go for a walk before Luke came and fetched me in the park behind the aquarium,opposite St.Joseph, but didn’t have the time. Leaving Roland to drive his dad back from working in traffic jam, I followed Luke and M14 classmates to Civic Centre.

7th destination: Civic Centre

Another not in time visit. It’s a quarter past five and it is closed. So now it’s our Drama Queen time! “Excuse me,boleh kami pergi ke atas?” pointing at the lift asking the Jaga there. “Tak boleh.sudah tutup la,datang esok.” He said. Huh,we came all over here to go up the tower for Kuching Aerial view but now..we cannot miss the chance!Ming suggested we tell them that we are going back 2mr (a-huh,Ming is the liar). “kami datang dari Johor la, ingin ke atas tengok. Besok sudah nak balik la” “Besok datang pagi la,buka dari 9 ke 5””Besok? tak boleh la,hari ini last day di Kuching.Esok pagi pukul 10 kami sudah nak balik ke Johor””Encik,boleh lar,bagi kami ke atas tengok,sekejap sudahlah” Our tipu helah works! The jaga discussed with another man beside and finally they agreed to let us up for 5 minutes. Hihi..another three lucky ppl came and they followed us up to the tower. The lift scared me for a while when it went up,not really phobia. Above there,we see the alien buildings, Santubing & Serapi Mountains, Sarawak club and Sarawak River. What amazed us was actually Kuching is a very green city,there are still many trees scattered in Kuching. No wonder it’s peaceful and not polluted.

We went back to Spring Mall again and we bought two hampers for Roland’s and Luke’s family there. We also bought some snacks for tomorrow outing. Matt suggested that we go to watch Sunrise on the next morning! Ahah..then,we went to a tiny western restaurant “Fork and Knife” for our dinner. During the dinner, I kept laughing with Roland,Luke and Ek Wei.they kept mentioning “Main course” “main course””babe”…aiks~ after that,we went to a bakery n supermarket nearby. Oh ya,miss wong ya shin and jie hui crashed on each other there. Wong ya shin hurt her nose while jie hui hurt her chin. If I was involved,I would definitely hurt my forehead bcuz I m the shortest.

When we were back, Roland’s parents came in our room and chat v us. The topics include they studied together in Aus and why Roland doesn’t understand Mandarin well.hihi… Gain as much sleep as possible, tmr alarm: 3.30am

第二晚，

古晋的气候很热。但他不是Shah Alam那种燥热，也不是那种吉隆坡参杂着污染物的热潮。我们走很多，留很多汗；但我们也笑声很响，很热情。开始喜欢古晋，喜欢他的宁静，喜欢他的热与冷，喜欢他的很多很多。

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东游记

2011-05-25T16:12:00.001+08:00

读者们好！现在我正式开始“撰写”我在Kuching五天四夜的旅程。提醒下，这篇只是一篇类似游记的post,体裁倾于记叙交错一点抒情。对于不会看汉字的朋友（hihi…）请用Google Translate，若意思不清楚，请直接向我询问。说不定，我还能告诉你字面下更深一层的意思呢！好，现在我“聪明反被聪明误”的HTC告诉我现在Kuching的天气是：Mostly Cloudy with Thunderstorm 26°C，我听着在Kuching听到要呕的Hitz FM,开始我的文章。

5月19日（星期四）

我第一次自己乘坐飞机！虽然只是相隔1 ¾小时的古晋，但这也是我的成就，第一次没有跟父母呢。其实我并不是很愿意的，都是黄雅欣的错，她确确实实地“放我飞机”，无言。算了，反正我已经安全抵达,(也安全回到家)。哈哈…

第一次：自己坐飞机

到了Kuching International Airport，等Johor的人抵达，也等Roland来接我们。突然我收到一通电话，Ming竟然已经在等我们了。走出去，我又看到玲艳。有点惊讶，怎么好像没有跟着plan走酱。然后Luke又来了，很乱水下~ Roland来的时候好象很不高兴酱，他说如果已经有安排driver来机场在我们，那他就不用来了啦！哇，我跟雅欣有点被吓到，他这个样子很少看到的leh。幸亏过后没有怎样，我们还是一样38 ;p

1st destination: Kuching Spring Mall

古晋最大的Shopping Complex：Spring Mall,建立在South Kuching(如果没有记错)。我们在古晋的第一餐酒在那里的food court解决，哈哈…那里好像迷你版的Pavillion酱，有很多品牌店如Timberland、Espirit、The Face Shop等，只是没有Pavillion酱高档。第一餐Wendy Jie Hui Yaya 和我order了不同的四样食物：福州红酒米线、Teppanyaki Chicken、Nyonya Kueh和较普通的鸡饭。福州红酒面线味道有点不够（Jie Hui还嫌淡），其他也不会很特别很好吃，这只是一间food court。接下来我们在SpringMall里面走一走，佳佳他们竟然说要看Pirates…哇，我们来古晋不是要看戏的啦，是要玩的！过后他们还甚至去唱K，晕倒~ 所以呢，聪明的我就提出一个好主意，反正Roland五点要去载他爸爸放工，我和雅欣就跟着去咯。我们先到一间运动店修他的羽球牌，然后才载uncle.Uncle跟Roland长得不像，可是他也很亲切，问我们从哪里来呀等等。然后我们到了Roland家，跟公公婆婆打招呼，在他的客厅坐了一会儿（过后几天都没有机会/时间进客厅了）。上去“我们”的房间，哈哈…Roland很慷慨地让出他的房间让我们睡，他则和弟弟一起睡。谢谢你。搬了东西上去，洗个脸休息下，我们就下去了。这时，Roland的妈妈回来了，aunty很好，还提议我们到附近的Taman Sahabat走走。道别后，我们向另一个景点出发。

2nd destination: 马中友谊公园=Friendship Park=Taman Sahabat

看到富有中国风的入口，我还以为我们沿参观一间寺庙。在入口处，Roland泊车后，就帮我和雅欣拍照。哈哈…里面还蛮大的，我们就到处走走拍照，靠在柳树、在亭子里、桥、背对着夕阳，Roland 很乐意帮我们拍照，只是他不想入镜。真奇怪，在住宅区中竟然有一个旅游景点，可是当地的人也有在那里跑步拍拖，不会太commercial。走着走着，我们走到一座很大的雕像前，从后面看很像是龟壳。我猜是郑和，不用讲啦，中国跟马来西亚的关系就是从郑和开始。核实下的确没有错，yaya竟然不懂他是谁，她sejarah读不熟瓜~又是一阵拍照，突然有两个黑人女生走过来… …

是迷魂党吗？我很怕，逼自己保持清醒，同时顾着自己的bag和相机等。她们先上前来与我们打招呼，握手问我们叫什么名。然后才开始正题：Do you know who is Jesus? 哦，原来是传教士酱的，（过后Roland告诉我她们其实是在这里Inti的学生）。然后她们开始问我们从哪里来、是什么宗教，说了Jesus、基督教的好处，讲讲讲，我们也尽量敷衍她们。有一点好笑的是，当她们问我们从哪里来，我回答“Peninsular”,她们摇头说不知道这个地方。原来这不是她们孤陋寡闻，而是我的错，我应该回答West Malaysia，这边很少说Peninsular Malaysia.这样也好，至少可以摆脱她们。

终于，佳佳那边唱完K看完戏了，我们就去吃晚餐。我们去一个Open air的地方，matthew他们已经到了，叫了Tomato mee、satay和饮料。我order了Sarawak的一种饮料：Whitelady。听这个名字，我把它想象成一种用山水制成的饮料，很神话下。结果，Whitelady 是：

上面一层淡奶，下面黄色的部分有芒果和黄梨等水果。整体上很甜。

过后matthew又叫了一大盘Char Kuey Tiaw。很特别的是，这边的kuey tiaw竟然是甜的。听说他们用甜酱煮面，所以把应该是咸的kuey tiaw变甜了>.<怪怪的。吃完后，我们又回到Taman Sahabat，因为刚才他们还没有来过，只有我们3个参观过而已。与上次不同的是，刚才的是黄昏的景色，这时是晚上。哇，这次我发现Luke的lameness!看他平时上课认真到，很少流露出的lameness竟然完全暴露了，被他重重炸到！哈哈…lame Luke babe.

我们这帮人

才过最多两个小时，我们又去吃，宵夜！还没有消化完呢，可能Kuching人的胃口就是那么大，尤其是matthew.我很喜欢吃烧米（Shiow Bi），它的texture很像烧米（Siew Mai），只是它比较大粒，比较多猪肉。我们也有吃猪肉圆粥，比较起午餐和晚餐，我比较喜欢这顿宵夜，只是肚子塞不进了。哈哈… 各自回家前，Matt提议明早9AM到Carpenter Street吃早餐（这绝对是伏笔）。回到Roland家，冲凉收拾下，记录下写blog的材料，就睡了。

第一天，

回到阔别9年的古晋，有种熟悉感，虽然对上次来的一日游几乎没有印象了，周围朋友的热情与欢乐却消除我有点害怕的心情。最熟悉的是提早1小时的落日。接下来的几天，我要玩得够够！

I like the sunset here.

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Royal Wedding

2011-04-29T23:56:00.000+08:00

善意提醒：blog的主题不一定跟题目有关。

最近又在胡思乱想。

考试要到了，我星期一才开始读书，而且一直都在准备Chemistry而已。到今天星期五了，我也还没读完Chemistry AS,还有至少四课呢！考试倒数还几天，study leave不知不觉要结束了，我终于感受到那种隐隐的压力，我还没开始读Biology，而下星期二就考Bio Unit 1了。我压力大是有道理的。去年Sem 1 End-of-sem exams,我也是花了整个study leave来读Chemistry（也包括每天早上去跑步，然后下午累倒睡午觉）。结果考出来的chemistry像大便一样烂，很担心咯。总结上次会失败的原因：一是因为Chem Exam前一晚是prom,我没有什么时间做最后冲刺；二是上个sem很笨地只读Hodder(还是最没用的那本！)。这个sem有读George Facer，有比较勤劳了，应该会有进步，Chemistry拿到A吧！祈祷祈祷~

刚刚从五点半坐在电视前看到九点，看到的环节有：Prince Charles, Queen 还有两位王子从Buckingham Palace来到Westminster Abbey;Kate 从她住的豪华酒店乘车到教堂；一群嘉宾和群众已经各就各位。她的婚纱一直成为众人的焦点，还不错。整个仪式就是唱歌、祈祷，还蛮冗长的。两位王子当中，我觉得Wiliian比较好看，可是近看才发现他有“地中海”，Harry则长得没那么好。Kate很有气质，感觉很随和亲切。从一位平民当上贵族甚至皇族，我觉得她有能力当好一个王妃。她年纪较成熟，应该已经过深思熟虑才嫁给William的吧！因为，皇族外表很风光，要落力学习当一个皇族成员不简单。

很高兴的一点是，电视上播的地方我多数去过！
他们结婚的教堂Westminster Abbey，虽然上次去伦敦没有进去参观，但我们在它附近的Big Ben,London Eye等走了一回。 Buckingham Palace及它外面的广场， St.James Park我都去过，只是今天的场面太隆重了，那么多人挤在那条林荫大道，很夸张。那条路线也很靠近 Trafalgar Square，因为我看到National Gallery。哇~好开心哦！今天看电视，好像回味当时参观的情境酱，很兴奋。

看了这场皇室婚礼，也勾起我心里的一些事。我又去想那些无谓的事了。如果我拿到的是Direct UK，那就好了。因为我上大学时可能会认识王子，然后........,公主和王子过着幸福快乐的日子。这样大的震撼，我以前不会很向往浪漫的婚礼，为什么我看到这么隆重大型的婚礼却有点渴望呢？即使我真的遇到了，王子会不会等我读完PhD，28岁才结婚呢？（发梦中~）讲回Direct UK，我发现很多成绩很好很好的朋友也是拿到IMU 甚至India twinnng而已。我这个在中学从来没有进入全级前10名+没有代表学校参加过任何比赛+申请JPA才选Pharmacy的人，跟很多一样IMU twinning Pharmacy的朋友比，我真的不厉害，一点top students的特征都没有。他们都是学校的top,而我只是一个凭着“幸运”才拿到straight A+ 的人，有时候我觉得自卑，尤其是成绩不好心情低落的时候。拿到twinning,我应该感到知足了。虽然有时会幻想JPA会召集我们IMU twinning的，告诉我们我们其实可以direct。那样就真的太棒了，梦境成真的机会= (0.000000001)^n % 咳~不要发梦了啦，有个direct UK的senior 被录取King's College London,而在耕一直告诉我Cambridge Cambridge。我不可以再做梦了，我的路只有一条：2013年到IMU 读year 1,2015 年中到Scotland,2016年毕业回国服务6-10年。我真的不懂我可以走完这条路吗？

今天吃午餐，我拿回以前高二/高三学校教育展拿到的Uni propectus阅读。我看到我以前的梦想，到Canada读Food Science and Agriculture。那种憧憬，那种期待，现在已经消逝得无影无踪了。再也没有机会编自己的梦，一间一间大学做research然后申请。可能，我现在所抱怨的不是很迟才进大学，而是我希望可以拿到Direct UK，然后根据自己了解选大学。

我想读PhD。不懂可不可以在我组织家庭前完成这个愿望呢？

To 乌龟

2011-04-24T00:24:00.001+08:00

今天是我的生日。

谢谢你们星期四在i-City为我庆祝生日。说真的，我没有想过会是在那里庆祝，以为一定是会在sunway什么的。当要回家/要回亲戚家/去CA/没有预料到的朋友全部出现在gasoline时，我真的很高兴。一直在那边自high,结果被雅欣泼冷水。生日蛋糕很小，但我已经很满足。

在孔雀开屏前拍完合照后，被没收电话玩起捉迷藏，目标：寻找秋桂和HP。敏杰陪我走来走去，却找不到他们。最后在一个空旷的场地，却看到大家手中拿着蜡烛和蛋糕为我唱起生日歌，很感动~ 吹熄了蛋糕上的蜡烛，许愿；再吹熄大家手上的蜡烛，接受或强迫大家为我祝福；被欺负，大家label在我的身上，还强迫我戴上Easter bunny or Playboy的hairband，右手两支闪闪发亮的假花，左手向路人招手。大家唱着生日歌，跟我一起游行。途中吸引了路人的眼光，paiseh到~ 我19岁，却好像在庆祝我9岁的生日酱。Horny Porny，一定是你的策划，YC绝不会这样对我的！

虽然晚上很累，回到Akasia已经关门了，又走回Plan B，回我家睡觉明天再来。很累，我却觉得很快乐。

我想说，之前我很不满为什么我拿不到direct，只拿到twinning读这种学校。我现在却很庆幸在这里能认识你们这一帮朋友。尤其是sem 2,我越来越active了，午餐吃斋饭常一起吃。一起庆祝乌龟gang每个人的生日，一起庆祝我的生日。真的很幸运可以认识到你们。因为，

没有你们，我真不懂在INTEC的日子要如何度过。

想唱一首歌给你们听，“how do I live without you?...”

就谈生日

2011-04-23T23:48:00.000+08:00

一向来，不，应该是从人缘改善开始，我就一直很期待自己的生日。高一，我就一直提醒周围的朋友4月23日是我的生日；高二，我第一次生日有朋友亲手煮东西给我吃；高三，18岁，更加兴奋也很幸运有一群动物和化学物跟我庆祝。可是今年，就没有太期待自己的生日，也许是折磨自己太深了。Mid-sem break结束后下定决心住在Akasia不回家，自己洗衣料理所有的事，学校学业学会，学习独立的日子让我没有那种很轻松的态度期待生日。我自己心里也认为，19岁罢了，没有什么特别。不像18岁那样，长大了，限制级电影、alcohol、申请等都不需要父母签名了；更不像21岁，完全自由。所以，没觉得很特别，就没有抱着太大的希望。

可是当日子越来越近，18号、19号、20号，心里的兴奋与期待越来越大。可以很找借口地说，“因为我太期待生日，所以Bio antimicrobial 留到生日后study leave才做。哈哈...”今年我19岁，我庆祝了好几次生日，从3天前到当天都有庆祝。我真的很感激为我筹备庆祝的所有人，不管是惊喜意外、还是已经plan好了的，我都很开心，很满足。

4月20日星期三晚
依雯，我想请你吃顿饭

我不到一年的电话在Tanjung Bidara不小心被我弄坏了，真的很麻烦，在这样critical 的星期没有电话用！雅欣的电话又sot sot的，很难用。最后，我还是开口向依雯（我的roommate+housemate+classmate)借用了她的Samsung，她平时靠它来听歌的，有点paiseh~依雯愿意借我，我真的很感激，我想请她吃东西。讨论了几下，本来想到Cemara吃我最爱的Nasi Goreng Pattaya，最后却决定吃Pak Li's.当天下午，雅欣说她也要跟我们一起去吃，所以就晚上7pm约吃东西吧！

晚上下雨，依雯从学校回来直接在Pak Li's等我，我赶紧约雅欣出去。欠打，她电话又不听！走了下去，在jaga那边遇到她和洁惠，洁惠也要和握们一起去吃，不疑有诈，我们走路到ole-ole.他们总说我走得很快，我觉得还好啦，习惯了。以前在中华下课跑联课、跑实验室、找老师，走路脚步很大，步伐很快。来到INTEC脚步更快，一个人走回宿舍，当然要快点到呀。结果，我们就很快地走上电梯，走向Pak Li's，看到依雯坐在一角，我们去meet她。

闲聊要吃什么了一下，突然忆翠从后面双手拍我的肩，我被吓到了一下。“忆翠，你不是要在家吃吗？"忘记她怎样回答了，反正我还不是很怀疑。过了不久，又有人拍我的肩，玲艳、hui yeen和wai ping忽然出现，带了她的digital camera。开始怀疑~wendy也出现，最后yee teng也出现。现在到底什么事，我觉得他们要prank我了，真的吗？wai ping 还说：“哇，我们M14真的很有缘，竟然全部在Pak Li's遇见。”挺佩服她的演技，我还说，“不如我们写这件在班刊咯，真得很特别leh!" 我真的很不精明咯，你们误会我了。

吃饱了，我去照镜子洗手洗嘴，就用镜子偷看她们的表情下，是不是要prank我。没看出什么结果，但当我回去时，她们突然拿出一个蛋糕，唱起生日歌，哇~ 她们真的在为我庆祝生日ye！很惊讶的是，我生日在星期六，今天才星期三她们就为我庆祝了，真的很有心。为什么，因为明天大多数人就要回家乡了，不可能帮我庆祝，所以就今天给我惊喜意外了。哈哈~切完蛋糕、许愿后，开始拍照。谢谢玲艳和hui yeen当我的photographer，虽然玲艳一直抢镜头。接着，她们分享了对我的第一印象。其中竟包括：

很骄傲，很cool。每次坐第一排，好像很难参酱。没想到，现在竟然那么38？！
很有气质（^^)，就觉得像跳芭蕾舞的。结果竟然是。
忘记了还有什么，反正我就真的很不友善就对了。

我真的那么酷meh? sem 2我坐了第二排，才跟你们参多。哈哈~我是不是很热情，很好人呢~之后，我、依雯和忆翠到Giant买零食，因为明天是38row的snack day，就买了几盒饼带去咯。

喂~那10位prank我的同学，谢谢你们为我庆祝生日，还有送我生日礼物。我的许愿有关于你们噢，希望能成真。祝你们finals成绩靠得很优秀。

还有，我亲爱的housemates们和依温，谢谢你们送我的可爱裙子。虽然那真的不是我的style，换换下，走可爱风格的路线还不错。请refer to我fb的照片。哈哈~谢谢你们=）

他的认真

2011-04-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

今天是保旭生日，其实大家已开始都没有什么idea帮他庆祝，有点像在推卸责任酱推来推去。幸亏后来讨论好扮鬼吓他，还有在ALM Square泼他水，这样才有个头绪。都是男生在搞啦，秋桂负责从一楼泼他一桶水咯，可惜他提及太庞大，一桶水只让他淋湿一点点；然后忘记是哪个乌龟gang的男生拿出我们合送他的衣服给他换穿；秋贤最后也拿出蛋糕，全部进一间课室吃饭`吃蛋糕`讲话。

说要吓他，不用等到晚上男生们偷偷摸摸地进行，下午已经成功一半了。突然提起Old library ADFP有办鬼屋，不如全班一起玩玩咯？！Bio experiement已结束，20位同学就去排队等进鬼屋了。一开始我还很怕，我们四个一起进去，次序是：敏杰 – 保旭- 我 – 雅欣。刚进去就嗅到一阵很怪的香味，然后负责同学提醒我们说，只要我们不要摸/动那些鬼，他们就不会动我们。好…我整个“行程”还蛮blur的，就一直抓着雅欣，前面抵着保旭的背，超热的。我敢说，我的动作是最不夸张的。原因如下：

敏杰：（途中）“为什么前面不能走的？”（我心想：很明显，前面是死胡同= .=）“啊啊啊~我不要站前面了，换人换人！”给他zd！

保旭：弯腰，害我一直靠到他“厚实”的背部肥肉。可以感觉出他很怕。

雅欣：整程似乎是抱着我走的。有一次，一只鬼从后面抓她的脚，她的反应（对认识她的人来说）很正常。（1）很high pitch地尖叫；（2）更紧地抓着我的手臂；（3）跳到我前面来，很自然地跟我换位，我走最后。Yaya, dun be so 38 kay?

我：紧张时会“口出狂言”。很不自然的声调一直说/喊/（其实是安慰自己）：“不要怕！不要怕！你没有动他，他是不会动你的！（其实心里很害怕旁边那只鬼，也很怕突然有一只鬼跳出来吓我）”，骂人：“前面的，不要酱怕可以吗？”不懂啦，反正如果有录音，我自己会不相信那是我讲的话，一定可以和雅欣媲美38的。

晚上吓保旭的plan听说不是很成功，因为保旭不配合，威胁要翻脸。哈哈…下午的Ghost House已经吓坏了啦，还想多一次meh?

认真的他，现在我才开始说。他是我ALM的一位senior，mid-sem break前他答应要给我他的bio reports作参考。今天，我放学后便问他是否得空，最后我们却很有缘地在回宿舍的巴士相遇了。他说等下回到Cemara时拿给我，没问题。有点过分，我又问他是否有notes或Past Year papers等，可以在他六月考完A-level过后给我，他拒绝了。他的原因既然是：

我想留着这些，未来我教书时可能适合我学生用。

可是他答应给我所有soft copy.他真的想得好远。他拿到的是教育部的奖学金，今年9月去UK读Chemistry，毕业回来教书bond不懂几年。现在离那个时候还很远，至少4年，他却已经为他的未来学生打算，做好准备教导了。我真的有被感动到！那么认真的人，未来一定会有所成就的。同时，他也是很好相处的senior，希望他读A-Level考试顺利，顺利进入Imperial。

在这里就是会遇到这种很特别的人 =D

夜的第一章

2011-04-09T00:24:00.001+08:00

夜的第一章：史上最热的一晚

我下定决心，下巴生的时候顺便去Shah Alam住。我要连住3个星期，渡过两个周末！一回到宿舍，赶紧收拾好所有东西，书本`用具`i-Code的东西等等。听说房间风扇坏了（这是伏笔），心里想：不用紧，幸亏我有自己的一把table fan。收拾好后，终于回到房间休息睡觉。好，现在就开table fan，让它转来转去吹我和依雯吧。结果真令人

“汗流狭背” >口<

能想象吗？我刚收拾好所有东西，身体很热，也很累就要去睡觉。衣服前面有点湿湿的，刚才刷牙洗脸泼到水。想着明天是第一次从Akasia去学校上课，还蛮兴奋的，可是，要住在这里3个星期的第一晚就差点让我放弃了！那个table fan就这样从远方吹着我和依雯，平均一人吹到两秒钟。身体又湿又痒，我又起床`喝水`擦二姐给我的Mosquito OFF Lotion 。我不想在这里中denggi…Walao~我真的很想把我的衣服脱掉睡觉算了，辗转难眠。不懂过了几久才睡着。

这个情况很像我刚来Akasia住还很不适应的时候，那时的我很怕热，前几个星期真的顶不顺那只会转３６０度的风扇。难得现在adapted了，（回到家还变得很怕冷tim!）,在进一步“退化”，变成只会转１８０度的table fan．其实星期五就坏了的，已经去投诉了，可是到现在（今天是２／４）还没有换，我真的是无话可说。

第二天有一点黑眼圈去学校。今天好像在挑战我的忍耐度这样，我班上的冷气机４个坏掉３个。有没有安装风扇，可以想象有多热吗？前面两节还好，中间两节开始呼吸困难，最后两节要gok死了，根本无心上课。幸亏去Toastmasters的班上有冷气，终于可以奢侈地享受一下冷气了。

一路回来，我买了一本时尚杂志（他是我的粮食伴侣，我喜欢一边吃饭一边看杂志）`到麦可思买了一条面包和到Pasar Malam买水果。不是很会选，遇到Theresa,我跟她像“师奶”这样一起选水果｀讲话。哈哈，很搞笑却很贴切。回到宿舍，进到房间，明知道风扇不可能已经被修好了还是会憧憬下。结果没有让自己失望太大。就进房间时深呼吸，呼｀吸｀呼｀吸｀，让自己的新成代谢率降低，呼｀吸｀呼｀吸，好，没有流动的空气也不会很热了，成功！

第一晚，渡过了。第二晚，好像比较凉快。可是，楚雯告诉我说，这几天天气真的很热！我还以为是我的问题而已…可为什么越来越凉快呢？

这是ＢＩＯ学的“Struggle for Existence”.

这是我宿舍典型的360度风扇，

至今坏了2个星期 (updated on 9/4）

选水果

N = Night，27.3 (date)
写于2/4
N= 1,27.3

听说这星期

2011-03-26T00:43:00.002+08:00

很开心，欢迎新一群阅读我的blog的读者。希望你们会喜欢我的文章/创作/散文=]

听说这星期...
是sem 2，甚至sem 3 结束前最轻松的星期。是蛮特别的啦！这星期有一贯holiday刚结束的轻松感，上课还没有回到很认真的阶段，还能出去玩`吃东西，没有很desperate或感到很大压力，哈哈~

雅欣跟我一起去HEP时很有闲情欣赏周围风景，

结果发现到这只怪异的蚱蜢 = =

油然而生的幸福感

星期二，就突然和保旭`洁惠(不太确定她的名字怎样写)等同班同学一起到巴生吃肉骨茶。之前就在想，下午喔，有哪间店会开呢？一定不好吃的！结果，我们9个人乘搭3辆taxi到Jusco Bukit Raja附近的Teluk Pulai肉骨茶分店吃。一开始还走错路，差点走highway回到Shah Alam。到了目的地，原来是“品香肉骨茶”对面的，上次好像有和爸爸`忆翠`依温她们在附近的吃过。

等了一会儿，终于上“肉”了。出乎意料，整体上还不错，只是我嫌汤不够味道。在Shah Alam是没有机会吃到猪肉的，能在普通日子跟很好的一群朋友，一起在SA以外的地方吃到好吃的猪肉，真的很幸福。保旭叫了8人份，太夸张了吧！以前我一家人一起出去5个人，最多叫3个人的，所以我说我们一定吃不完。结果还是很令人预料不到：所有料被吃得一干二净！我也负责从很大的茶壶倒烧水进小茶壶(平时是爸爸做的),大家坐在圆桌一起聊聊天`笑笑，真的很开心。虽然来回的车费很贵，吃也不便宜，可是很值得。我喜欢这种和朋友轻轻松松在一起的感觉。

吃肉骨茶，我也无意间发现南北中马饮食差异。

南马：黑酱油+辣椒仔 VS 我：白酱油+辣椒

北马：黑酱油+饭 VS 我：那不是吃鸡饭才酱做的meh?

疯狂的年龄（quoted from 秋贤）

庆祝最后一个“十字头”的生日要玩得很疯，因为改次就没有太多机会这样庆祝了！秋贤解释得有道理，所以今年ITG的朋友个个都会“中招”。哈哈~ 星期四下午，买了chocolate milkshake回来经过图书馆，Theresa竟然从玻璃镜内向我们展示了他们的惊世“艺术品”。更多详情，请向主角们询问，谢谢。

最后，这个星期的星期五又酱巧，Chemistry Lab轮到Group1，Bio Lab没有。结论：星期五不用上课！回到宿舍，我和室友们哈拉一番，谈吉他`唱歌`逗依雯等。没睡到午觉，就难得4个人一起去吃晚餐。晚餐地点没有新意，又是Pak Li's。重点是：我们全部都order Mee Udang,好壮观哦~ 很迟才去找Christina打羽球，paiseh~ 结束前，她又很pro地叫我们围在一圈作正确的cool down，谢谢

4份mee udang配4种不同的饮料，yeng leh =P

下个星期开始我会很忙很忙，WHY？

这个星期少上1课Chem和1课Bio，下个星期一定要有replacements
下个星期有Bio experiment,又要做bio report, average time requirement for me: 6 hours!
i-Code: INTEC Open Day on 1/4 and 2/4/11
我会在Akasia过两个周末，不要讲我38，家不是住很远还不要回去。其实我想学习独立及体验寄宿生的感受，做寄宿生可以做的很多事情。要自己安排时间洗衣服`很是由们一起做家务`学煮东西洗厕所`参加Dharma Talk和从Akasia Outing等。本还想做个实验：量我去住宿舍前的体重，腰围，level of Cholesterol等，可是觉得这样真的太38了。还有，我这个月不要和妈妈拿零用钱，完全用JPA给的allowance吃住玩，看够不够用？蛮紧张的，好像很多东西要学，很多目标要达成。不懂自己是否能适应，成功渡过三个没有回家的星期呢？

i-Code啊，好像还很多东西没做好酱，很担心哦。星期四去跟日本大使馆和JF拿了展览物品后，就开始排`整理`背资料`参与。可是还蛮兴奋的，因为我是IJCC(INTEC Japanese Culture Club) committee ( secretary), 我有机会穿yukarta。哈哈..Shift 1 过后，我就可以到处走`到处玩了。很可惜的一点是，中华当天也会举办校庆园游会，还办到很盛大呢！本还想邀请INTEC的朋友到我的中学玩玩`参观，竟然撞期，只好忍痛选择较重要的——i-Code.

SPM成绩出炉了，虽然中华没有人拿到straight A+,但我希望有不少人获得JPA奖学金。祝他们好运！也祝自己接下来的日子一帆风顺 :)

it's just a mad planner's post

2011-03-20T18:41:00.000+08:00

What a splendid 9 days Mid-Sem break I have! ;)

MBT Public Speaking and Table Topic Introductory Workshop
HipHop lessons (as usual)
Assigements: Bio presentation, Chem tutorial, a third of Bio issue report, Stats Chap 1
Visit CHKL, to collect SPM cert and meet 日月水州
Practise Japanese (Hiragana) writing
Teach and prepare Gregory for his JXC exam
Work on Reader's Digest Jan and Feb 2011 vocabularies
Sushi making class with nephews and niece
Draw an artpiece and played Chopin's Nocturne
Buy cool tech stuffs: external hard disk, camera tripod and lens cleaner
"try" to keep fit by jogging at Bukit Jalil park, Bukit Belacan and hiking

In addition, the things werent in my planner but it turned out to be interesting:
+ SJMC and Sunway Pyramid
+ Take photographs of wild boar
+ lastly, drive a lot to Pasar,dad's shop,auntie's hse, hip hop lessons etc!

however, the things important that I didn't do:

X Revise Biology and Chemistry
X Prepare Toastmasters' project speech

everything were planned,as usual. except for yesterday,Saturday.i left the day planner blank, which means that i can do watever thing i want not restricted to the activities listed.The consequence was quite strange. I have no idea what to do until 3pm.then i drew an artpiece, "visited" the wild boars at Ampang Jaya and eventually,watched 《海派甜心》until 1.30am! I realised something new of me on the day everything wasn't planned. Not sure whether I am doing right as a Mad planner..

Hmm~ gotta work hard for the last 5 weeks of this Sem.
Always remember of my target: A*AA

yaya's surpriseFULL birthday

2011-03-13T20:24:00.000+08:00

you may be surprised reading about YOU in my blog, yaya.. but still, plz allow me to write this. It is too memorable and fun =D

Procedures ( I was involved) :

1. Make yaya as tired as possible
As usual, we went to play badminton in Thursday evening. Tashini, Vichard and Ten were already there. Then you and I joined playing before the boys left at 7pm. Later on, feeling too bored playing badminton, we started to dance! HipHop, teaching u my new dance steps with Nelly's Just A Dream. u were so excited, strange, laughing and laughing like what you are, a 38. haha! then,u urged me to dance Ballet in that spacious badminton courts. No one is there except for me and you, so i tried to be a ballerina after leaving the Dance Art for more than 1 year. did Grand Allegro and u followed, stubbornly. haha.. "so are you tired?" i asked. supposingly Yes because i was already exhausted. So after saying Bye Bye to u,i went back n rested for a while. Couldnt sleep yet, CUZ the more interesting surprises were awaiting.

2. Kimberly, the director
Entered silently to your opposite neighbour's unit, listened to Kimberly for the flow of later on tonight. Practised a song to sing for you later, wanted to make u feel very touched and cry. So all the plans ready and i sent a msg to ask you come to my unit. But this wasnt successful, we finally decided to knock ur door and u opened. Waiting inside the unit, i was fetching ur bday cake, the other girls were saying "Happy Birthday" to you one by one until i heard a keyword " 青蛙" ( an animal u r afraid of), then I came out with the cake.

3. Let's move downwards
after the blowing cake and wishing session, all of us went down. Guess what! we were going to show u a video specially made for you! with all the blessings and greetings collected from INTEC frens, and Chiu Xian's very meaningful words, u finally cried watching the video. Yay! Really appreciate Kimberly and Chiu Xian planned this much for you. When u were crying, i feel like crying too, touched.

4. Advantage and disadvantage of MSN
connected to the internet and the guys in Cendana. Video call time! ok.it seemed like the boys were singing Happy Birthday song to you but we could hear nothing and see only very dark and lagged images. Advantage: at least you can feel their sincerety to gather at Skyton's room to celebrate your birthday; Disadvantage: the very lag lag lag lines >.< using loudspeaker in handphone to enhance the effect.haha

5. What time is it?
Last session, you wished and thanked more than 20 of us surrounding you. Then, i cut the cake and you opened the sparkling juice. Suddenly,one of the resident staff came and questioned. "buat apa? Sudah pukul berapa?" we explained that we are leaving soon and he just nicely advised us not to be too noisy. Then a Jaga came and asked us whethere we are the students here,etc. Eventaually, we told him the Cikgu XX allowed us to stay. then, we promised to leave in 5 minutes. ya, 12am, everyone left. That's the end? NO!

6. Your birthday - 11M14 incident
the new books sponsored by JPA have arrived, one Bio and one Chem each. everyone targets George Facer Chemistry. As group 2 came earlier to do experiment, we went to get the books and got GF Chem first. However,when i was preparing for IELTS Writing on the 3rd floor, i received your call to go up to the 4th floor of library. Feel like something serious is going to happen! 11M14 has gathered there, discussing whether it is fair to distribute the books like that. Vote - Draw - Stick to the original plan, our class is not that bersatu maybe. Luke was right: Do you think Success is more important than Friends? Silence. Hope that this small incident will not affect our classmates' relationship among each other. We are going to be friends/classmates for another SIX years!

7. Cheated
After IELTS writing test, you were told by the invigilator that someone said that you brought notes into the exam hall! so shocked, u explained and i accompanied u. I told the invigilator that you wouldnt do this too but u would have to wait for Head of Programme to come. You were so terrified, I "advised" you to check around your seat whether u accidentally brought in the notes. Laughing in my heart. Suddenly, ITG plus your other friends plus our classmates came in and sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you! again, you were so suprised!!!! hahahhahahhaa..we gap mai the invigilator to cheat you, but since you are so stupid ( agreed by everyone),u din realise our plans thus make our plans run so smoothly! haha..again, cut cakes, photos, Playing with cream on the cake,,,the old library is now dominated by us. so funny.using the AV system to sing, joke around, chit chat, Roland's singing, and lastly the tidying up. everything is so fun!

8. Asian Cafe and Snowflakes

Chatting so much in T529 to PKNS, in bus stop waiting for U62 and in U62 to Subang. Everything is fine unitl Chiu Xian left her purse in the bus. Ran after the bus but the purse was still missing. three of us,Kelvin,Kimberly and me even headed to the Wrong Direction to Asian Cafe. I felt that Kelvin was blaming me for this. Hey,i have not been there before what! reached Asian Cafe, around 9pm for our dinner, saw Chiu Xian with her red eyes having her dinner. The other guys who reached earlier came and accompanied her. Then her bro fetched her to make report in Police station. The others sticked to the plan to have their desserts in SnowFlakes.

Sharing this very nice bowl of Snowflakes with Kimberly

9. Ending

Took taxi back to PKNS. then Wei Hao sent us back with his car.reached Akasia at 11.05pm,5 minutes beyond the curfew time. Explained to the Jaga that Chiu Xian lost her purse, so we were late. luckily we just had to write down our name and need not to receive a Amaran. 3 Amarans = 1 warning letter, 3 warning letters = ???

Yaya,

hope you really enjoy the things Chiu Xian and Kimberly planned so much for you,n my character as an Accomplice and the other wonderful friends.Do read all the words you got in the bottle. We truthfully wish you:

38, Happy Birthday!

Last week before Mid-Sem Break

2011-03-13T19:37:00.000+08:00

As I mentioned before,my college is NOT an Ordinary college. Cuz now I am having holiday, yeah~ Again! hihi..the good thing is it is the same as normal primary and secondary schools holidays. So, i will be spending a week at home.merrily,gayly, happily spending my time with Xue Jie ;p

Actually quite a lot of things have been happening since CNY holiday. However,i just dun have the passion to post on my blog. My reasons / excuses are as below:

1. Photos
I used to share my photos in blog before i start to utilise Facebook. Ya,this was definitely the right choice because i could got back the photos and memories while my computer has been formatted a few times. All the precious photos gone can be found here. But now,since FB photo album is much convenient than uploading photos in Blogger, all my trips/activities photos which do not require much description can be shared there. Pop~there goes one reason for not blogging that frequently.

2. Readers
I wonder how many readers i still have. The former loyal readers i know are most from ChongHwa, some of the readers are also my close relatives. But now in INTEC, i din reli introduce my blog to frens there. So, if i keep babbling about college life which u r not involved, would u feel boring? I dun reli want my blog to be a Diary,I would rather it be a 散文集.

I have a lot to write when i reli have the mood and time. Ya,i have to write in Chinese from this post onwards if possible because staying in hostel in Shah Alam, i realise that my Chinese language skills remain only Speaking and Listening. Writing & Reading? keep deteriorating...

MONDAY 7/3 - Malay songs journey

Went up the bus to go back to Kolej Akasia. Duno why, the driver switched on the video player and the small TV in front were playing realLY, reALLY OLD Malay MVs! OMG..usually the driver would just turned on the radio Malay FMs, or sometimes movies( < 0.1% probability). but that journey was indeed Special! on my seat "attracted" and "amazed" by the Malay MVs which the Malay language i have no idea what it means, i almost burst out laughing. The male and female character in the MVs were just standing, beside the fence, in their rooms, no interactions, no movement. wahaha... so ridiculous!

STILL MONDAY - reached my unit

With expression-less face i walked towards the furthest block. looked up suddenly for not reason, WAIT! isnt that my unit?? Why is there a Prison-like window panel?
When i reached my unit, I was only told by my housemates that the ppl just came to put the windows panels for us. We are in 2nd floor,should be quite safe from thieves or cats, why do we still nid the stupid black window panels? everyone of my unit were feeling so weird while using the sink facing the window, we ABSOLUTELY hate the new window panels! then, another problem is the clothes hanging space, the window panel is used to fill the empty square. How can we hang our clothes easily outside? the hanger inside is blocking the opening of the window panel. so what is the purpose for putting the roof for us to dry clothes on the lines but now blocking the way out?

Bloody scene, Cruel CATS

Another day reaching the unit back from school, strange to see a cat on the staircase. Walked forward, the dreadful scene appeared. Two more CATS in front at the left corner of the staircase and the solution: A DEAD PIGEON was bleeding. Yucks ~ the two cats were enjoying their feast there while the first cat i saw was full. Terrified to see the scene, i quickly ran upstairs. Din really dare to come down later. (Un)luckily, the lights in my laman is "regularly" not functioning. The dark situation prevented me to see the bloody scene again. Yer~~ the next day when we walked down, passed the ground floor, what left were a few white feathers. The flesh and bones were all finished by the cats.

I hate Akasia Cats. They do not scare of people at all, they even stare at u fiercely while u walked pass them. Now,this incident, a killing scene in our laman. Akasia cats, Please dun bully us as we are already suffering in this stressful and serba kekurangan environment.

to be continued, more posts about 5 weeks in Akasia :)

i-PKPK

2011-01-30T01:28:00.001+08:00

I have no idea why my school likes to give every event a short form of name, e.g. KARISMA, INPRO。so now it is i-PKPK,
...pembangunan...kursus..kepimpinan...
conclusively,this is for club or society committee to participate in order to improve our leadership skills and learn how to cope with HEP ( Hah Ehwal Pelajar). As the secretary of IJCC 2010-11, I definitely have the responsibily to join demi my club.

i-PKPK is held in Ampang Pechah,Kuala Kubu Bahru, 21/1 to 23/1. It is an ordinary leadership camp, YET it is my 1st time to join a camp like this although I am an experienced "camper". In this camp, there is around 80 campers, only a quarter of us are non-Malay. hence,some of the time are allocated for Solat, which is quite a new experience for me to have 4 solat slots in one day schedule. Then, there are 6 meals per day, since the camp is just like a NS camp despite the loose rules. However, i gotta admit the food are lousy. Unhealthy and fattenning =(

Our 1st meal: minum petang =.=

3d2n,everyday we have to encounter with the water.

1st day, activity in the evening HALANGAN, the last obstacle is to crawl under the net which has dirty mud water --> my body is covered with mud water and my hair gets wet and stinky. At night, our HEP timbalan pengarah gave a talk but most of us were too tired to concentrate @.@

2nd day, after jungle trekking and survival learning lesson in the jungle, we hop into the Air Sungai. Splash crazily to each other, it is really fun! On our way back to the kem, all the Chinese including me stay behind, singing CNY songs. haha...

3rd day, worse, every group has to make a rakit using 4 blue tongs + 10 ropes + 7 wood planks. so we tried, tied, soared and sunk = = probably our rakit is not kukuh enuf and our group 5 is the last to reach the destination. Under the hot sun, our instructur taught us how to float wearing life jacket, this is not a diffucult job for me. The climax has reached, now, we have to row our boat across the lake, to and forth and the 1st 3 groups to finish the task win! as we expected, our group was the last to reach although we have been rowing and rowing, some of our members even swam to push the boat manually. haha..but a proud thing is when we rowed back to the "jetty",we are the 1st group to make it. Yay..Boo~

Luckily Ya Shin insisted me to use Sun block. poor weewen, her face is badly sunburnt.

In this camp, i realised something very new.

SOLAT

I saw Muslims bersolat at locations besides mosque for the 1st time in my life. It was the 2nd day around 4.30pm, before we went for Air Sungai bathing. The Muslims went washing in the sungai,then they came up the bank and started bersolat. I was amazed seeing them bersolat together, males in front and females at the back. Second time was on the 3rd day, before we rowed back to the "jetty". They did the same thing, towards the direction of kiblat and they started to pray. But this time I didnt stand there observing,i went Canoeing with Wi Hong until they finished their solat.

Here goes my 3rd weekend. Although I m now sick,having flu and fever due to lack of sleep during and after the camp, but i still think it is quite worth it joining the camp, at least i learn some new useful stuffs and knowledges =]

Compare and Contrast

2011-01-30T00:48:00.002+08:00

思念中华

我现在正在2008年高一理忠时间表背面写字。看着那排得密密满满的节，我想起高一的很多很多事情，不愿意自己已经19岁，已经长大了。

My favourite

曾经我的化学成绩很优秀，上半年SPM Chemistry完全没问题。下半年Physical Chemistry, A-Level 的范围。虽然当时对我来讲是有点困难，但我很庆幸我能明白，考试证明了我的理解。我觉得，那一年Chemistry的成绩奠定我要往理科发展的基础。那年我曾写下目标要当医生--免疫科专科，我记得是在一段考试其，我`敏娴`楚雯一起讨论的。现在，Chemistry /化学不再是我的强项。去年Physical Chemistry乱得`考得一塌糊涂，今年重读Organic Chemistry, 不确定自己是否完全明白，不专心上课倒有罪恶感。真神奇，当年立下目标要当医生的是我，一直要当医生的是敏娴。怎么现在我两位老婆都要读Medicine，而我却选择修读Pharmacy呢？世事难料啊！

电脑美术英文

Anim8or，轮流到楚雯/敏娴家做project, 我们的“环保阿拉丁神灯”。三位“弱质女流”，对Anim8or 十窍二通，恐怕连1/4桶水都不到！结果，我们三位的blog一直出现的劲爆的《Notis Cari Suami》。每个人的特征都写下去，内容十分鬼趣搞笑。谢谢振辉，不辞劳苦地帮我们三位大小姐。我永远记得：laopo gang =D 还有那经典360度旋转的小女孩手臂。

鹤轩与我的绯闻，第一届科学营后在4s忠传锝沸沸腾腾，满城风雨。既然大家都传了，那我就顺着说：“是啊！我喜欢他，但他不喜欢我咯！”结果，害羞的不是我，竟然是鹤轩。死kazat又特地把我么男排坐在一起，还有邻座的景丞可欣couple，还讲什么“爱错”？！死kazat!现在回想那苏鹤轩尴尬又害羞避开我的模样，真的觉得想哭又想笑。哭，想他；笑，也是想他。很高兴认识他那么多年，应该算是好朋友吧？hor,鹤轩…(若当事人看到这段，请他心里勿小鹿乱撞=P)

Gayathri最喜欢安排我们在她的节做Activities。我们的组超棒的！cast包括凯威`振辉`老婆gang三人`永城`挺镜`智丽。让我们红透4S忠“整”片天的《The Necklace》，多亏我们的创意加凯威的傲人“双峰”。我记得那天是我生日的前几天，超美好的回忆。还有《Malaysian Idol》,振辉：抱着可爱的Barney玩偶，钮扣钮到颈项，天真无邪地唱着“I love you,you love me,we are Happy Fanily，（忘词）”；挺镜的载歌载舞，让我吓了一跳，整个实力偶像派酱；凯威：Mathilda上身，却用雄浑有力的歌声唱出“Can you feel the love tonight…”,接着还“色诱”我们评判。Haiz..王室只能回味。现在没有机会与时间干这类Dai-B透顶的事了，即使有机会，也灭有那么棒的演员与支持者`fans。再想下，淑恩那组的《Dim Sum Girl》,超可爱的。

OK，回到现实，Kolej Akasia, UiTM, Blok 1, 1/211.现在10.34pm，再过16小时，今年Sem2第一个考试—IELTS trial speaking test.

University of Bath Science Challenge

2011-01-29T23:54:00.000+08:00

I guess Jun Kit has been anticipating this post, am i right?

I knew about this when Puan Rita, our A-Level coordinator briefly announced this during Academic briefing. University of Bath Science Challenge...Date, time...The prizes are : 4 winners from Malaysia will join Summer School in U of Bath in July for free! The prize attracted me undoubtedly, I like the city of Bath although I didnt visit the University during my trip to Bath. I asked Jun Kit whether he was interested and there, he submitted our names as partners and prepared nothing for the science challenge.

Until 1 week before the Science Challenge, I went to ALM Square and saw the notice about it. Dear Jun Kit didnt even noticed that while he is the one who studied there! haha..2 experiments: how to make biofuel and solar cells. The materials and apparatus provided were listed and we would need to do the experiments in the 3 hours workshop.

I was worried, How are we going to make the biofuel and solar cell ? I have totally no idea looking at the apparatus. I went to Chong Hwa and got a lot of help from Mr.Chai Ming Zhou.haha...we searched the internet and found something alike. Jun Kit read the article and he too found another article which is easier to understand.Good Job =] Thanks,Zhai Gen for helping me on the competition while it was his birthday that day. We discussed at FB and got a clear image about the BioFuel experiment.

Jun Kit came to my class on 18/1 and there we just started our 1st discussion on the experiments as partners. haha..He got another article of Solar Cells,which was so complicated and confusing for me O_O I was both nervous ad excited when the time was reaching 2pm,Jun Kit was calm on the other hand =P

Jun Kit and the solar cell

However, we were both so excited when we saw the lecturers from U of Bath entered our poor Chemistry Lab. They are the real professionals! Jun Kit peeked into the lab and saw the same apparaus we expected that we will be using.We were so joyful, imagining ourselves are in U of Bath. Ready,Get Set,GO!

After the lecturer's briefing on the Green Chemistry slides, we started our experiments. Allar..the manuals are given and we just had to follow the procedures to get our results. But the good thing is at least we did research on the topics,we had definitely gained more than the others who were unprepared, right?

The steps seems easier than what we expected.haha..microscale.

Biofuel, process of Transesterification of vege oil

We managed to get the results from both experiments, our biofuel and solar cell. Hooray! but this is not the REAL competition yet, this is only a Workshop. we have to make and send a Scientific Poster to U of Bath and they will depend on our poster to determine which participant can join the summer school. If the deadline is longer, I would have thought about it but the deadline is 11/2, which is only 1 week after the CNY, I dont think i will spend my time on that doing lots of research and art work. haha..Better to enjoy CNY la.

很开心可以和俊杰合作。在中华虽然同班了4年，可是都不会很熟；结果一起JPA interview，再一起进INTEC读ALM，真的很有缘份咯！但我们在不同班，很少机会见面什么的。

为什么你要当医生？

虽然我很喜欢数学，可是读数学出来不能为社会人群做些什么，读医科才能帮到更多人啊！

有被震撼和感动到，相信他的宗教信仰很深。谢谢你借我你表姐IMU的Lab coat穿，自己穿INTEC黄黄旧旧的lab coat，虽然你是被我吵+teh+强迫的。哈哈...你在INTEC ALM已成为风云人物了，什么考试都接近满分，当Genius的朋友还蛮自豪的。祝我们友谊永固啦，还有你可以当个好医生=]

p/s: That green liquid i m holding in the picture is actually not the Biofuel, it is just a solution of our chemistry lab soap. Jun Kit wanted me to cheat u guys..

让我叙述

2011-01-29T23:14:00.002+08:00

在INTEC Sem2 的前4个星期转眼间就过了。真的很快！可能是因为一直在期待新年，也与朋友们相处得很愉快^-^ 很想一个星期一个星期叙说，因为这4个星期过得实在太充实了。

第1个星期在派考卷中度过，成绩不甚理想。但我现在很开心地说，上个sem成绩考倒不理想算了，这个sem开始努力，aim for my Target: A*AA。

Wai Ping19岁生日。6个人在Pak Li's吃晚餐，蛮开心的。

第2个星期，开始上课了，也开始忙学会：Toastmasters和INTEC Japanese Culture Club (IJCC)。我是IJCC的secretary，所以开始忙学会和课业咯！某个星期二我上完Toastmasters' meeting，在等巴士开车之际，我和Lily及Pei Fen跑到学校前面的Pasar Malam。本来只是想见识见识下，只有Lily要买晚餐。马来人的Pasar，很像Bazaar Ramadhan酱，卖很多食物。不懂最后为什么，我竟然买了很大碗的“Chee Cheong Fan”吃。此CCF非彼CCF，是Halal的!(以上两张照片)卖的料好像“碌碌”，好大份哦。非常特别，我第一次尝试马来人的Chee Cheong Fan。

这是我的班照，11M14。我们将一起渡过在INTEC A-Level Medicine的2年，然后到IMU读Pharmacy四年，所以会在一起很长一段时间。从图片能知，我们班是超级Mutliracial，我们班有Chinese,Melayu,Indian,Melanau,Iban,Bidayuh,Kadazan和Siamese。你能分得出哪位是哪个种族吗？

第2个星期周末，和学领的朋友到云顶Gohtong Jaya庆功。在云顶放松下，呼吸冰凉的空气，谢谢豪杰和伟峰的陪伴，还有学领一大班人。说实在的，在学领我其实没什么帮上忙，只是一个工委，大部分的筹备工作都由筹委们在进行。我只能说，他们真的很能干，很愿意牺牲。很棒的团队！

前两个星期也没有什么大事啦，就都在整理心情和策划目标等。erm...有一个槟城的朋友竟然将我像banana!拜托，我是很喜欢吃香蕉，但我绝对不是banana,我是独中来的yea!还有学校只让non-Bumiputera参加的讲座延迟了，不懂讲座内容会是什么呢？

希望我的目标能达成。

十四分之二

2011-01-15T00:38:00.000+08:00

很想抒发我现在的烦躁，虽然妈妈已经在骂我“快点去睡觉”了。

刚在INTEC过了2个星期，开始很忙，也要适应回这里了。刚派了Sem 1 Final Exam的成绩，wAlAo,成绩真的让我失望到。我总共考5科，不要算English和Ethics，JPA只看我们三科A-Level Biology,Chemistry 和Core Math & Statistics的分数。我们班的成绩整体很差，更细节应该说：我的成绩很差！Math最好不用讲，A*，不然真的对不起中华; 可是Bio和Chem我才拿B，70多分而已，我非常失望。到底是什么原因？仔细想想，可能是：

1. (依据妈妈）你Sem1真的读得很轻松咯！
实话，一开始进INTEC时觉得很容易，高三半年都上过了。一开始还很outstanding的，每次Chem test都拿满分。过后就没有很用心读书`准备,变得越来越懒惰，很爱玩！例如：每次准备test都随随便便，很懒惰读书；Study leave每早跑去运动，下午睡午觉，整个星期才准备Chem；考试中还跑去Prom。真的很不用心咯，自己很歹死。

2. 老师不够经验
尤其是Chem老师。其实高三时上蔡明洲的organic chem上到很blur，就希望自己在新学院上课会比较明白。结果，sem1的老师真的很不会教咯！Sem1 Chem基础打不好，sem2又派新老师来教我们。你以为我们pharmacy 班就不重要啦？Medicine班就全部很好的老师，我们呢?新的`没有经验的，酱来敷衍我们啊?

3. 过度自信与轻敌
凭着自己读过高三，就觉得自己很了不起，比一般人厉害，读书不用心。以为A-Level很轻松容易，可是这边的都是pros，很拼`很博的。自己每天在混日子酱，得过且过。猜测可能是不适应，但这不能成为借口，我住那么靠近，每个周末都可以回家啦。是自己以为自己很厉害，太自负了=(

听俊杰说，A-Level internal exam成绩对普通college来说不重要，可是对我们这群sponsored的学生来说却是无比重要的！我们必须pass JPA的cut-off point = 13 points/ ABB，只要3次没有pass，你就要对JPA奖学金说“byebye”了。我本来以为自己一定可以拿到15points，A*A*A的咯，结果却非常差强人意，只是刚刚好pass cut-off point。
真的很失望，Bio的第二天是prom，当晚很忙，没有什么准备好拿B还可以接受。可是Chem整个礼拜的study leave我都在准备，虽然前晚是去Prom，准备了那么久，为什么还是那么差？有时候会觉得自己不适合读跟Chem有关的科系，高三上Organic上到那么差。现在这种感觉又会浮现，我是不是真的不适合读这科？Pharmacy可是超级/非常/无比地注重Chemistry的。

很想专心读书，干脆做一个读书nerd也好，我真的很想我考到好成绩，可以顺利地毕业。星期五我没有读书，却被妈妈拉去KLCC shopping,还没有做好很多学校的功课事务，明天又要上云顶，好烦乱啊！

叫我专心读好书的又是你，叫我出去玩的又是你！

不跟你去又说我不陪你，只会跟朋友去玩，让我内疚不已。

我要专心读书，又叫我过了（农历）十五才用功。

我的时间我自己会安排，我喜欢`我答应`我要做好的事情我一定会做。

偶尔是惊喜，太多是负累，

你不要一直破坏我的计划行不行？

有时候有时候

2010-12-31T23:51:00.000+08:00

我是一个平凡的人。

有时候，当我很累时，会想要找一个肩膀靠。
会想找一个很了解我的人，能陪我聊天，让我抒发心事。
所以，看到别人成双成对时，会有一丝丝羡慕和妒忌，
掺杂一点点忧愁。
可随后笑一笑，想到自己的未成熟与现实的限制，
我的心海恢复平静，
仅剩一挑微浪。

有时候，我会很喜欢一个人，
崇拜`仰慕`欣赏`敬佩，有一定才华的人让我着迷。
所以，有时会做出很勇敢，却很笨很愚的举动。
回头看见自己的幼稚，再笑一笑，
希望长大的我学会自制，不让自己随意动心。

有时候，逼不得已还是得婉拒，
我希望喜欢的人喜欢我，不理我，我会很伤心，甚至会hypo-emo.
因为经历这种感受，我明白当我拒绝别人，别人也会很难过。
喜欢人被婉拒，被喜欢而婉拒别人。
循环源源不息。

2011年是一个新的开始，
抛开从前的喜欢`留恋`伤心`憎恨,
我在学习满足。

总结

2010-12-31T00:00:00.000+08:00

最后一次光明正大地与中华联系，最后一次有理由流连中华的机会

刚刚在中华度过了6天5夜，我生平第一次在中华度过那么多晚上。中华变形湖的晚上跟记忆中一样，漆黑的，有种很悲哀`很冷的感觉，蚊子也一样多；厕所也一样，涂着光彩亲切的壁画，门有的还是不能锁，水有的还是拉不到；杂饭档的食物还是没变，招牌的mayonese炸鱼很好吃；老师`筹委`外援`营员等中华生，对我来说还是一样熟悉，一起相处很安全，很快乐，很有团队感。能参与学领，我很满足。谢谢。

学领结束了，我想我和中华的联系就到此为止。虽然说不上100%停止（还有检讨会议，全国独中科学营，学捷，化学学会++)，但我必须告诉自己，2010年高三理忠毕业了，剩下的只有回忆，我已经没有理由留在中华。我不能原地踏步，不愿向前。离开了，有时候想起中华的一点一滴，我会笑`我会哭`我会痛`我会愚，我的心弦被拨得振动不断。可这才是应有的感受，该有的体会，必经的路程。我慢慢成长，渐渐成熟，继续到达下一个目的地。

2010年只剩最后一天，如果没有错，我会在明天做很多很多事。很多我不想留到2011年才做的东西。

大后天我要回INTEC了，开始我的A-Level sem2。学敏，你能。

最后，高三理忠

2010-12-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

真不可思议，我又回到中华生活了。讲到做到。

可是这次回去的，不能回去读高三了，只能参与第6届学生领袖营的筹办。我也不懂为什么，就是想帮忙`当外援，自己也不明白其中的感情`因缘`深意。一边又很担心自己的温习计划还没开始，1月3号又要开学了，还没学好hiragana`练German...我的list里还有很多没被打钩啊~~

昨天跟高三理忠BBQ，明天跟高三理忠领统考成绩。

我很喜欢日月水州在《忠国报》对我的感言：
“虽然你无法陪我们走完2010高三理忠的路，但是感觉你的精神都与我们同在。”
温馨

高三理忠，祝大家统考考到好成绩！

周记解码

2010-12-15T23:55:00.001+08:00

五年级 5U 班教师：陈老师

喜欢的老师也好，不喜欢的老师也罢。但我们们还是要相亲相爱地相处一年。(8/1/2003)
我想起妈妈曾经告诉我，考试不需紧张，只要有付出代价，努力读书，就不用担忧了。我想，我应该分配时间，才能以不压力的心情度过考试。(5/5/03)

初中一初一忠教师：余向欣师

当董事长来开那些座右铭是，许多彩纸飘出来，而那里写着“宜勤宜勉”。这劝告我们要勤学和要互相勉励同学。(11/1/2005)
开学才两个星期，几位客人老师有的说下星期就要平测，有的说将在新年后才举行平测。所以，我必须努力温习功课及完成老师吩咐的功课，已在考试中获取好成绩。评：加油！(15/1/05)
其实，与老师也说得对，我们这般虽有不少“精英”，但却缺乏互助精神。我诚心祝福和希望壁报能尽快完成和同学们能尽力发挥合作精神，互相帮助，让我们的班变得更融洽。评：我相信你们会越来越好的。(17/2/05)
如今，就不适应在这里只考获及格的成绩。希望我能尽快适应这里的环境，也适应所考得的分数。但，我是不会放弃的，我会尽我最大的努力，靠取好成绩。评：好好加油啦!笑脸(4/3/05)
我妈妈并不支持我打篮球，她认为这会“折”到我的手指，是我的手指受伤，不能弹钢琴。毕竟打篮球是我的兴趣，偶尔打打是无妨的吗！对不对！(2/4/05)
(算术）考卷前面的四题，我全空着。若我可以及格，我会跌破眼镜。在回家的途中，我在爸爸的车里哭了，我连平测都不及格，何况是年中考呢？虽然父母并无给我一丝压力，但我非常担心自己会进不到初二忠哦！评：要对自己有信心 (8/4/05)
我真的要在这次假期中发奋练琴，免得在真正的考试中再次一败涂地。相信我，I CAN DO IT!我一定会努力，已在考试中可以PASS。(30/5/05)
不敢再说什么了，只想考好成绩。(25/6/05)
不知道要如何交多点噢鞥有。平时早上一到学校，都孤单地坐在自己的位子读书`发呆，有时才跟几位好友一起。不知道怎么办？我要交多点朋友！(30/7/05)

初中二初二忠教师：秦爱帧师

“天下知己有几个？”，别自怨了！还是去多交朋友吧！老师，教我如何交朋友！求求您。评：常微笑，老是觉得你有点cool haiz.....还是读书啦！没办法，输不起呀！只好消沉下去了“开玩笑？！”(29/4/06)
老师，您知道几点了吗？现在是凌晨十二点三十四分（星期日）。评：早点睡 (17/6/06)
上一年，我打算“淡薄名利”，不参加任何比赛。其实，中华也是人才济济，我也不突出。结果却很少教导朋友，因为我很乖，很静。后来才发下乃是必须交些朋友，否则真的很难度过。(30/7/06)

初中三初三忠教师：Cecilia

其实我是有跳芭蕾舞的。老师，不要讲出来！因为以我的身材，我很难让人相信我能“跳”芭蕾舞。今年校长允许留长头发，我有申请了，但还在犹豫不决中。我不太想成为寥寥无几的长发女生之一，但又想“与众不同”。还不太确定要不要留...
评：没有明文说必须是什么样的身材才可跳ballet,也许同学知道又会很羡慕后，who knows,凡是自己喜欢，就要不必太在乎别人。你是为自己而跳ballet,yourself or others?(13/1/2007)
回：我是有点太在意别人对我的看法，虽然脸上没有什么特别表情，但心海却不停地在“汹涌”。奇怪呢！...可我自己也不明白为什么给人知道我跳芭蕾舞会很“愚”呢？(15/1/07)
结果剩下10分钟！我和欣蓉便拿起扫帚开始扫地。我看到韦辰，我就告诉她我又做值日！（开玩笑的语气）怎知，他冷冷地说：“我求你们啦，改次做完值日才去食堂。”然后就走掉了。(26/3/07)
其实，这次年终大考发生了一件突然的事，先请您看我慢慢写，又耐心些:... 可是，晚上爸爸回来时，我们却在房间哭成一团。先是妈妈哭，后我哭，爸`弟也哭。...我真的觉得是我自己不努力，才会考到这样烂的成绩，不管弟弟的事。(22/5/07)
文科呢？我背书较好，也有想进文科的冲动。不知道哪！只觉得放弃立刻很可惜，但理科成绩又不好。文科还是理科好呢？(16/7/07)

我翻了自己这几年来的周记簿子，

我重新了解自己，

并以此勉励自己在INTEC会适应，拥有很高的成就的。

你呢？

你发现了怎样的学敏？

你成了怎样的自己？

Blue circle

2010-11-14T01:24:00.000+08:00

14th Nov World Diabetes Day

Brief introductory:

Diabetes mellitus is a type of disease when you have blood glucose higher than normal range, which is 3.8 - 6.0 mmol/L when you are fasting. There are two types of diabetes, Type 1 and 2. Type 1 mainly happens in a person at young age, that is below 30 years old usually. When his body immune system becomes abnormal, it attacks his own pancreatic cells which produce hormone Insulin. Insulin can be described as a key which opens the door for glucose to enter human cells. However, when insulin cannot be produced due to pancreatic cells destroy, the person has excess glucose in his blood. The body will "dump" the glucose out via urination and that is when the patient starts to produce Sweet urine. Diabetes must be handled in caution because Diabetes itself is not the killer, the diseases that it brings are doing the murder. For example, a person may develop coma when he is having Hypoglycaemia ( too low of blood sugar level) or hyperglycaemia ( too high). On the other hand, Type 2 diabetes usually happens in people aged above 30 years old. It is usally related to gene and the person develop diabetes may have living an unhealthy lifestyle.There is no permanent treatment for diabetes currently. The only way for Diabetics to survive is to inject insulin regularly or having pills like Metformin. Diabetics can still live fulfilledlly like a normal person by stablely managing his blood glucose level . What a normal person eat can also be served to a diabetes patient as long as the portion is appropriate and the patient has to know his limit well. Don't be panic when you discover that you or someone very close to you have diabetes. Consultancies in hospitals nowadays can efficiently help you to control your blood sugar level while you cooperate well with your doctor, diabetes educator and dietician. As a family member of diabetics, you have to accept the fate and show your support by eating well and exercising with him. Then, he can definitely live a normal life, even living a better healthier life than before! ^-^

Symptoms of diabetes:

Fatigue
Frequent urination
Feel very thirsty
Hot-tempered
Weight loss etc.

( this is not adapted from somewhere else, all based on my knowledges about diabetes since form 3)

I went to Intan Gleneagle Medical Centre to participate a Type 1 Diabetes workshop on my 1st morning of holiday. Just to accompany mama, and to learn more about the hospital system and Diabetes Mellitus. Most of the participants are in couple, i.e. a mother and a diabetics child. It was not strange that most of them mistook me as a diabetics while I had to explain that i am not. I realised that all the patient I met there are younger than me, 17/15/14/7 years old 0.0

The diet tips and lessons taught mostly i heard or read before in books. But i found out that Alcohol can actually decrease bllod glucose level, how interesting! I even seems like the most expert because i was the only Science stream participant. Meanwhile, i felt so sorry for the young diabetics patient. They might seem cheerful in front of everyone, but how do we know how tough they had been through to accept the fact that "I am now a diabetics" and was once felt so lost? How much tears and sweats has the family flowed when they discover this? How have thay changed difficultly to adopt the whole new diabetics lifestyle while keeping as fine as possible in front of everybody? ma, wo men yi jing hen xing yun le.

The most delicous and healthy lunch i have in a hospital

In conclusion, Mind your health by having balanced diet and regular exercise.
Always beware of the symptoms and get treatments as fast as possible once discovered the disease.
We always wish that beloved people around us are healthy and safe.
Don't we?

无缘电脑

2010-11-14T00:15:00.000+08:00

我家的第一台电脑，放在楼上已生灰尘的dekstop computer。
paiseh ya~ 印象中他最大的成就是帮我完成初二Sejarah Projek,
还有让我和学捷疯狂地过完Super Bombarman 3每一关。

我拥有的第一架laptop--HP，
他是我的初三生日礼物，但基本上是属于我弟弟的，因为
他从来就不服从我。我用它时，他不是很lag就是不能online，
需要经过我弟弟的“巧手”，他才愿意遵守我的指示。悲哀~

最新的电脑，8月买的Dell Inspiron,
一开始我真的很满意。i3，windows 7, 该有的都有。
恶梦开始了！
9月hard disk突然坏掉，“砰”，一系列照片不见了，其中还包括珍贵的大姨全家福。痛！
10月我的16GBpendrive在学校Makmal Komputer中virus，所有files都变成shortcuts。
惊恐万分，我朋友帮我把所有约6GB的files Copy 去他电脑，然后Format掉我的。因为我有把pendrive插进laptop，所以laptop也中了。呼叫救命，一位名叫秋桂的英雄救我。（哈哈...)他尽力了，可是还是移不走电脑病毒。只好带回家又把harddisk reformat掉，心中抱着一线希望英雄能挽救我存在朋友电脑的文件。30集《公主嫁到》不用紧，BioChem等可以再拿，可是最重要的还是我的照片，尤其是福建和中华的照片！！！

昨天进行最后抢救工作，秋桂医生宣告失败。呜呼哀哉~我很感激他一直以来都那么乐意帮我，虽然心里很悲痛。Virus牵连到不仅是我自己的，还有朋友们的pendrive.照片也洗不出给婆婆了，真对不起她老人家。

两个问题，不懂有没有解答。

Upload上Facebook的照片是compressed的，有没有什么办法可以让它恢复原本大小，那么我借可以洗照片出来？
Copied进朋友电脑的files，又没有机会recover?

最后一个，我format了电脑，可是我怀疑virus还有在，虽然没有那么强。有什么办法可以100%确定virus已经消失了？

你问我现在在用什么写blog，
答案：旧HP，会产生静电sot人的那台。
你以为学捷舍得让我用他的新lenovo ？

再见猫屎味

2010-11-13T23:49:00.000+08:00

Satu hari lagi untuk peperiksaan End-of-sem, saya berasa hendak tinggal di asrama bersama rakan sebilik pada malam terakhir sem 1. Baru-baru sahaja saya melangkah ke dalamAkasia, saya terhidu bau busuk yang kuat -- bau tahi kucing ! OMG. Apakah yang si kucing telah buat pada asrama kami? Mengapa kucing di sini boleh buat apa-apa saja tanpa larangan? sebaliknya, residen-residen terikat pada peraturan yang ketat.

Foto di atas adalah diambil di Kantin Cemara. Kan saya pernah kata, kucing di sini boleh buat apa-apa saje, tidur di bench, kantin, jalan, lihat orang sungguh garang matanya etc. Mereka tidak takut pada orang, mankala orang takut pada mereka. Okie..End-of-sem break sudah mula, Clearance telah dijalankan semalam. Selamat tinggal Kucing Akasia, Selamat tinggal Kolej Akasia. wahaha...

Serangga besar terbang ke dalam bilik saya HAnya untuk mengatakan Bye bye kpd saya.

Dear pianists, Brahms

Since it was the last day in my school, and there was 3 more long hours before the English exam, i went around 4th floor of library to search for nice Science, Language and Music books. I stepped into the music scores room and found something NEW! i got whole collections of Brahms original pieces. Not only that, Lennox Berkeley's, another composer which i will play his Six Preludes for ATCL in Dec. Nevertheless, i wanted to find another two books : Bach and Beethoven, but i failed. I walked out the room, then went straight to the book racks, hoping that i could borrow some books about music. Amazingly, a whole row of piano scores appeared. 100% piano scores, not like in the room just now, a combination of cello, brass, violin, orchestra... I quickly looked for the two books i need. Due to their popularity, i easily found the two books below. YAY! however, they were labelled as Buku Rujukan, which means that i cant borrow them out. I tried my luck and asked the man-in-charge. He was a little puzzled, " Kamu dari Fakulti Muzik ke?" "Bukan, i pelajar INTEC, belajar piano saja. Akhir tahun ini akan menduduki exam." "Encik, bolehkah saya pinjam dua buku ini?" haiz...the answer was predictable.okay,i accepted, this is the rule. Sad..Anyone has original books for Bach's preludes and fugues? =)

Advantages of having Fakulti Muzik in INTEC

2010年最后一天在INTEC，穿着第一天出来的baju kurung.突然觉得，学敏的2010年过得很不平凡！好端端地读高三读了六个月，预算自己今年毕业明年读大学；意外地SPM成绩考得很好，幸运地又获得JPA奖学金，艰辛地适应陌生的环境，转眼间一个Semester又结束了!真是很不可思议。好事，生活总不能每天都活在计划之中，那样太单调了吧？

今天第一天放假已去了两个地方。接下来的假日，

等着瞧吧！

Miserable fact

2010-10-24T22:50:00.001+08:00

Ok,i really have to accept this intolarable FACT with 100% unwillingness, i now announce:

NG XUE MIN HAS GAINED 2KG SINCE SHE COMES TO INTEC!

(appro. 4 months ago)

Do i have supportive reasons?
Yes,I Do and there are plenty.

F o.O d
INTEC food fills thousands of stomachs a day. However,the food choice is so limited. What you can see everyday in the cafeterias are red,yellow and orange in colour. Obviously, most of them are curry rendang or belacan. There are seldom green vege and even the green veges taste raw! When we are eating, we will miss Chinese food which has tender texture and nice taste.

Akasia (hostel) food is equally poor. There are undoubtedly more varieties here. We can find three mamak restaurants there selling >100 types of roti canai, then there is an Ole-Ole shopping complex where Secret Recipe and Pak Li's Kopitian are located. If you are starving, you can go to Cemara canteen on the opposite to have Nasi/mee/kuey tiao/beehoom goreng of different sorts. If you dun feel hungry enuf and willing to walk for 5 minutes across busy roads, you will reach two well-known fast food restaurants: McD and KFC. "not bad huh." you may think. NO!!!IT IS CERTAINLY BAD!!!i am having all fatty food here and this contributes much to my weight.I used to have breakfast cereals for Dinner but i dun feel like to doing that recently. so,now my dinner routine becomes:
nasi goreng pattaya,-mee udang-roti pisang-chapati etc( all unhealthy local cuisine you may think of). Argh~~~my tummy is becoming bigger.Where has my slim waist gone?

Weekend Effect
My mom eventually feels sympathy of me having such poor quality food in Shah Alam.So every weekend she will try her best to fill my stomach with a range of healthy to unhealthy,sugarfree to sugary, low GI to high GI food. examples? avocado, waffles, kuih-muih, yew zha kui, cream puff, cakes, pork, chicken, chee cheong fun, har mee, wantan mee... I cant resist the delicacies no matter where they originate from. Moreover, we have been having 9 dishes chinese scrumptuous dinner for the past few months. I cant believe the weight on the machine shown every Monday morning.

Actually,i plan to lose 0.5kg weekly since two weeks ago. But I fail to do that. I now "achieve" my previous heavy body mass, which is almost 50kg in the morning! This is not edema, i experienced that b4 and i could lose 2kg of water within a week that time. now i certainly Cant T.T duno how lar...is this a miserable experience that i must go through as a college student who stays in hostel?

Well, the main reason i share this here is to WARN all my friends who will attend the Chong Hwa PROM night on 10/11/10. You guys really have to be strong enuf so you wont be shocked when you c a chubby look Xue Min appear that nite.

Dont you dare to laugh at me!
useful advice on "How to stay healthy and pretty in a boarding school?" is always welcomed =D

生活技能

2010-10-09T13:00:00.001+08:00

住学校宿舍前的我，生活无忧无虑。早上水壶和爱心饭盒准备好好，去学校爸爸载；晚上回家只需要做功课`读书`准备考试，衣服有kakak洗，晚餐营养丰富。

这已成为历史

根据我住宿刚“庆祝”3个月纪念，我提出几个意见和问题。为博君一笑，也请善心人士为我解答，我正努力进修的生活技能课。

1. 数学题
洗6件衣服(包括长裤和上衣）用5桶水，才能把肥皂洗干净，但不保证衣服完全没有泡沫。那么，洗4件衣服要用几桶水？

解答：同样5桶水。为什么这样？我真的不清楚。那欠打的长裤，就是怎样洗都不会干净！一直都有肥皂泡，冲了浸了很多次水还是无可奈何。一星期规定自己洗两次衣，每次用水桶装水洗衣，看着水从水龙头流，再看着水一桶桶地被我倒掉，我就觉得很浪费资源。咳~我响应环保，可是我不懂该如何正确洗衣服。有谁，可以教教我这位初出茅庐的大小姐？

2. 生活IQ题
在一间天花板只有360度小范围旋转风扇的房间，风平均每10秒会吹到你身上。在忍受汗流浃背煎熬入睡的情况下，为什么我还要盖被？

解答：我有好几次经验，晚上被蚊子咬到醒来，然后一直抓手和脚，感觉到很多一粒粒的。死蚊子！不开窗空气不流通，开窗则“引蚊入室”。以为手脚涂上厚厚的lotion可以避免这灾难，没想到这味道竟渗入我酸性表面的身体，成为蚊子的袭击目标。这就是为什么我要盖被睡觉，宁可闷热，也不要让蚊子剥夺我短暂的劣质睡眠。

3. 城市篇
有时自己坐LRT回Ampang，在自己走路或在station等时，总是极缺安全感，很怕有坏人对我不利。就像昨天我在Imbi Monorail Station排队，对面车内有几个老外。他们看到我，就一直很38地向我招手，好像我认识他们酱，连站我隔壁的女生都问我是否认识他们。不知道这招有用吗？当我不想有人注意我时，我就四处张望。看电话`看广告`假假看陌生人`打电话sms...更绝的是，我扮出很丑的动作：打哈欠嘴巴张大大`一直抓手抓脚`一副很sienz的样子。虽然不至于摇脚挖鼻孔，但我不懂如何让人觉得我不好惹。难道真的要随身携带防狼器或雨伞吗？我想说，若你不幸看到我独自一人，一副很不爽`很欠打的样子时，请不要认为：哇！做么学敏变成酱了的？！

昨天我有幸成为四位INTEC朋友的KL Tour Guide,路程包括Pavillion- Farenheit - Sungei Wang - Times Square和茨厂街，乘坐的公共交通有KL monorail Star 和LRT.我这位导游让“游客们”吃不消，一直走一直走，相信他们脚一定很累><

Three from Sarawak and one from Johor Bahru.

下次再带你们去KLCC=）

还是很忙

2010-10-03T13:17:00.001+08:00

很赞同INTEC一位同班同学说的话：

“不懂做什么咯！来到这里读书，虽然只读3科（Biology,Chemistry 和Math），为什么还是跟中学一样忙？”

解答：大家总是不断温习`复习`预习`学习。读不完的参考书，做不完的课外习题。
真的有必要吗？

俊杰，你身有同感吧！;]

登山

2010-09-07T23:03:00.000+08:00

我喜欢登山，在不断克服地心引力，征服地形障碍的同时，

心中总会冒出一丝灵感`一泼感触，

或一些人的容貌，一件经历过的事。

登山是该志在欣赏他的风景`体验过程？

还是不顾一切到达山峰`达到目标呢？

有些人，他们身手敏捷，体魄强壮，登山毫不费力。

他们一边往上踩，不仅不被体力限制，

还有时间和精神欣赏周围美妙的大自然，呼吸清新空气，

更能轻轻松松地哼着歌`吹口哨。

体验登山乐趣，征服高山，他们两者轻易兼得。

仿佛那千米高的山，是两层的梯级。

我没有深厚的体力，只能向困难作战，气喘呼呼地往上爬。

我要追上他们，在自己的规定时间内征服他。

任汗流浃背，双脚发抖，头昏脑涨，胃酸来袭，好不辛苦，

不顾一切，我朝成功的目的地前进。

但我必须不断向上爬，比他们付出多几倍的努力，

才能追上他们，与他们并肩，

不被抛得远远得，受唾弃`嘲讽和歧视。

双眼因此只能专注在脚前一步又一步的沉闷黄土上，

避免撞伤割伤之际，忍痛舍弃周围的景色和额外的乐趣，

在自己的路径上一直踏，一直跌，一直跨，一直痛，

我才能赶上他们，跟随他们前进的步伐。

矛盾着，这样的做法是对的吗？

条件不够优秀，无法与强者媲美，

羡慕他们的成就，跟随他们的途径，

却只能放弃能力范围达不到的事物。

我自认天生不聪明，不能成为顶尖者，

却只有凭着“必胜”用功的傻劲，创造成就。

因为我了解若是我不够努力，我将被挤到山崖的边缘，

风稍微大些，自己就被吹向海面，

漂流到不被认同`不被尊重的孤岛。

拥有聪明的头脑，优越的先天条件的人，

不必下太多苦功，也能嘻嘻哈哈地享受日子，

交出漂亮的成绩单，受到众人的赞扬。

我的一切成就`才华，没有遗传的优越基因，

只有父母的栽培和后天的努力。

我喜欢学习它们，我了解我没有优势，

只能靠不断的苦功达到我的目标，更上一层楼。

问我到底有没有真正的享受过程？

我只能作以上的比喻，

当尚有体力时，我可以很愉快地鱼与熊掌兼得，

可我没有多余气力时，我只有狠下心强迫我自己，

刻苦耐劳，一定要达到`一定要成功。

但我坚信，我不可能只为得到夸奖或文凭而已，

没有热情和兴趣的支柱，

遇到瓶颈的时候我怎么还能坚持不懈

继续泥浆中粘滞的步伐？

回家太多？

2010-08-31T00:16:00.000+08:00

刚过的周末很忙，虽然3天假期，可是却做了不多东西。

例子：

星期五，跑步`睡觉`跳舞；
星期六，2nd Malaysia Open Dance Fest,不怎么风光的Hiphop Solo 7th place;
星期日，不懂哦，好像去Mid Valley 看了《恋爱通告》，然后和凯哲庆祝两岁生日。

哈哈...星期二国庆日又假期。

对不起，依雯小姐，你又要“独守空房”了。

家的味道

2010-08-22T00:16:00.001+08:00

我是幸运的，家住那么近。要回家是轻而易举的，每个星期五回，星期一回来上课。可是，housemates和classmates们就没有向我那么幸运了。好多都是从东马砂拉越来的>.<

星期五，我们pharmacy IMU 这一班上bio lab 到5pm.我一直很期待课快点结束，因为舒雯建议晚上在家自己住晚餐^^在回家途中经过Pasar Ramadhan，买了好多好多马来kuih,不亦乐乎。回家，开门，期待看到热腾腾的晚餐……

战利品

后悔买了那么多kuih,因为，他们也煮了很多。在宿舍第一次下厨住晚餐,Menu:

冬粉+包菜+番茄+豆腐+鱼丸

May Ling 主厨，Su Wen副厨。谢谢她们！

难怪我瘦不下来？！回家就一直塞一直塞，在那里也是没有运动，又有好料吃。加上没有跳舞，够力！开始有肚腩了T.T

色香味俱全

mmm~

根据忆翠，这顿晚餐有家的味道。

在了解自己的错误后，慢慢对这里恢复好感。谢谢Syaheer。也没有那么执著于direct New Zealand了，因为得知NZ只有一间大学有Pharmacy--University of Otago，超competitive的！至于为什么是IMU，而没有拿到Nottingham2+2，心里的不满也在渐渐克服中。哈哈...在适应途中又大跨了一步！

有成就感。我自己包的书！！

争取机会去弹琴，年底重征ATCL！

朋友=室友=同学

特殊美丽的回忆

我会适应的。

我会征服INTEC的！！！

Severe mistake!

2010-08-18T20:37:00.001+08:00

Today i jz realised that

i HAD BEEN MAKING a mistake!

Oh my gosh?
How can i compensate or repair this?

奇异事件万凸three

2010-08-14T00:44:00.000+08:00

在 INTEC 又过了一个星期。

有时候觉得时间过得很快：
星期一晚上，刚从温暖的家里来到宿舍，面向窗口刷着牙，还不习惯…
突然间，就星期五放学爸爸要来在我回家了。

有时候又觉得时间过得好慢（尤其是累的时候）：
星期四下午的德语班，想着回宿舍吃晚餐 & 星期五的Ethics，好无聊哦！

奇异事件1：

非专业理发

“只是浏海长罢的吗，自己剪啦！”May和舒雯道。二话不说，她们拿起剪刀对着镜子，开始修剪自己的浏海。“省钱。”她们说。O-O 哇塞！我从没有那么有勇气过，每次前面刘海长料斗会跑去理发店，顺便剪一点点后面的头发（所以头发很难长> <)，比较划算。看来，如果我以后学会自己剪刘海，那我就能省钱了。哈哈

正在理发的MAY和后面的舒雯

认真的模样

其实，MAY和另一位室友依雯恰巧与在耕在sarawak

同一个NS camp

“可以吗？可以吗？”

奇异事件2：

Maggi 面效应

要怪就怪我。同样是星期一晚上，不懂那天发什么神经，突然向室友们提议大家一起吃Maggi面！她们有点惊讶，因为我平时不吃面的，何况是宵夜，那天怎么会这样说呢？

一开始只有May要一起吃，结果我不断怂恿另两位……终于，我从盒子里拿出4包MINI Maggi，煮烧水，大家吃面！等下，先关灯，留下厨房那把，好罗曼蒂克哦；P 有点抱歉，吃后第二天，我们有几位又好像发热气咳嗽了，paiseh.

不同人，不同style

奇异事件3：

一封掀起千里lang（=人，福建话）

星期三下午上Ko-PLN，一个全部即将出国的学生必须上的课程。课程中，老师给我们看了一些短片，然后分享nilai dan etika.其中一部短片是关于车祸的：一个女生驾车载着几位朋友，她因text msg而不小心撞车。是个严重恐怖的连环车祸。她的朋友`和其他车的司机受伤，有当场死亡的。最后他发疯了，歇格底里地大喊大叫。因她的不留意，导致这样可怕的后果。

看了这部片后，我第一个想法是：RAPID KL！有点不敢驾车了。然后，我send了msg给家人：

“爸爸妈妈学捷六姨，你么要健康平安噢！爱你又想你的学敏”。

刚send过去，立刻收到妈妈的msg “你在哪里?你想家啊？”未等我回复，妈妈又打电话来了。晚上七点多，爸爸又打电话来，问我今天要不要他们来找我。我觉得很夸张，叫他们不要来啦！可是……

晚上九点多，我正做Critical Thinking presentation,突然妈妈打给我，叫我下去，他们已在宿舍门口。OMG！！！！我说我不要下去，一点小事就这样，我不可以这样！爸爸妈妈就嚷,他们从那么远特地来找我，我却不领情？！最后，我还是下去了。

爸爸妈妈带我去吃宵夜。肚子很饱很胀，还是添了几次福建面。说真的，我感到非常意外！不爽他们不听我的话不用来之际，却有点开心，看到他们 =)

不好吃。

今天12pm就放学。计划了要回中华看看朋友，感受会统考压力的气氛。穿着Baju Kurung，我“风度翩翩”地走进校门，看到不少中华生，吓！难到他们放学了？原来有统一考，高三没有。还早呢？去找老师们“串门子”。找不到蔡明州`刘雪燕`涂振兴`翁慧娟老师等，与陈宝宝`林立慧`kazat（他差点认不出我，还以为我已经毕业了？！= =)`联课处老师等等。

终于等到3.10pm，来到高三理忠，不懂做什么？心跳不断加速，很紧张很紧张。看到物理老师，比手势叫他不要讲，嘻嘻。“听课”了一个月没有上的物理，咦，在上light哦？3.15pm铃声一响，哇哈哈，冲进去，看到久违的高三理忠，爽~ 不懂有没有与每个人打招呼呢？可是就跟那几只动物还有喝酸`思霓他们讲话，玩了几下。很开心，全程笑容满面，虽然打扮得像马来人，但君儿竟然说我的baju kurung 有cheongsam味？那证明我再买来学校上课了一个月，我还是100%实实在在的华人。加油啊！我亲爱的高三理忠，统考预试和正式考试都要加油哦！

看他们的样子，听他们的声音，我想念他们，我想念中华。

以前看那些读ｃｏｌｌｅｇｅ的朋友回来中华，

下课放学短短十几分钟，

聊了几句话，又匆匆忙忙走了。

没想到，我竟然也成为一部分！

穿着“非校服＂走进中华校门，走进高三理忠，

看着一班朋友同学忙得团团转，

自己上半年还是像他们这样，为学业学会学校忙。

现在，我却是局外人。看他们奋斗，我只有支持。

感叹。

不懂那些ｃｏｌｌｅｇｅ的朋友回中华是什么感觉？

对我来说，

看到熟悉的朋友同学老师，

走向熟悉的联课处｀教务处｀事务处｀爬上高三理忠的楼梯，

这都让我回到“我还是中华生”的感觉。

也许是还未适应新环境新教法，

或是我的ｃｏｌｌｅｇｅ环境比较特殊｀较刻苦，

不然就是上了６个月突然离开，

所以才会有这种感觉吧。

没有读ｃｏｌｌｅｇｅ潇洒的感觉。

应该是吧

证明我有回过学校。看学会的壁报

Inspiron N4030

2010-08-08T23:52:00.001+08:00

彻底觉悟了！在college真的需要用到Notebook，因为...
有6个assignments 等着我的新Laptop！（借口）

（Paiseh...放倒转了= =）

这就是我在PC Fair绕了两天的收获：Dell Inspiron N4030

第一天，谢谢文杰陪我逛了一整天，收集了五花八门的宣传纸，走了１ｋｍ多的路。途中又遇到从砂劳越来的同班同学，时间拖了一下，脚真的是酸到～又赶时间，学捷要去看“近古雅韵”，最后也只给了deposit,第二天才来买。祝文杰明天驾车考试好运！

第二天，谢谢妈妈和学捷陪我去付钱。在邵氏广场吃了晚餐，加入的爸爸也跟我一起走路到ＴｉｍｅｓＳｑｕａｒｅ买鞋。

废物／垃圾：由一些用途的free gift = 3/5: 2/5

我喜欢这只猪和这句话^－^

祝我这个星期在ＩＮＴＥＣ平平安安，顺顺利利，充充实实

内附：

这两天回家，当然少不了～～～吃！

Kenny Rogger's on Sat

Japanese Soft Ice-cream on Sun

(Outside I-Setan,Mix Green Tea and Vanilla)

忍

2010-07-31T23:49:00.002+08:00

这个星期在INTEC发生了一件事，

使我了解到

有些事不公平，但我们只能忍气吞声。

我已经辅导/鼓励/安慰自己，

坦然接受JPA，在新环境学习`吸收知识，

出国一年算了`放弃中华一切统考上海算了`

每天吃不健康的食物`睡着和睡醒都流汗也无所谓。

但是，怎么可以那么无理？！

我哭了两次，吓到室友和父母。

摘取俊杰's blog的话：“2 years only.”

and from 凯文's blog:"潜意识中还想回中华。"