“茫”碌的生活

我一向来学很多东西。。。
想了解我的时间表吗？(一切以放学后为准)
Mon 3.30pm-5.30pm 数学补习
7.30pm-8.30pm 钢琴
Tue 4.00pm-6.00pm 英语补习
Wed 暂且轻松
Thu 4.00pm-6.00pm 英语补习
Fri -5.00pm 学会
7.30pm-9.00pm 芭蕾
Sat 4.00pm-7.00pm 芭蕾
8.00pm-9.00pm HipHop

正如我所说，我的生活多姿多彩到爆！当然，这并不是父母安排或强逼的，是我自己选择的路。我很喜欢酱的生活，也很享受他带来给我的乐趣。但，学校生活的忙碌，功课的压力，在加上这些兴趣，的确压得我喘不过气来。有点不知所措。。。

今年没有spm，是件很幸运的事情，因为今年我会参加许多校外考试。我将于九/十月考Ballet Intermediate,十一月考Piano ATCL,十二月考Cambridge FCE.erm..这些的考试费的确不便宜。当然，平时已经很忙碌的我，（连电视都没有看！),还抽不出时间练习准备呢！酱年底的这些考试怎么办?加上学校还有一大堆我懵懵懂懂的物理、数学、化学，平测统一考年终考，是真的很忙碌！我也想在学会中发光发热，但不知道有没有足够的时间，让我这样做。

忙碌，亦“茫”碌
就是那么神奇，有时对一件事情很热衷，兴趣才会酱产生。这也是让我学酱多东西而不愿意放弃的原因。有时候，很想什么都不要学了，就在家无所事事好了。可是，这不是黄学敏，黄学敏耐不得这种无聊空虚的生活。但太过忙碌的生活，黄学敏又好像handle不了，快要不行了，要怎样呢？

做做时间表
我考虑过，就把一星期24x7小时都安排好。休息、娱乐、功课、练习等都安排好。我试过，可是当安排好的那段时间，又好象没有心去练习或做。就应该是心理上的问题吧！不想自己被安排做酱多。。乱噢！我是有毅力，但又没有恒心；想做最好，又没有实力；想很努力，但又想偷懒；想专注学一样东西，却又对其他产生兴趣。乱！

牺牲
牺牲什么？都不想牺牲！可能我要对不起敏娴了，可能我不能再参加Chong Hwa Idol了，挪不出时间。HipHop呢？它算是比较不重要的，但这不代表我不重视它。学业固然重要，但我的头脑总是没有别人的那么好，尤其物理，我死翘翘。芭蕾呢？我算是考试学生中差的那一位。昨天老师才对我说：“既然你要考试，你自然有那颗要努力向上的心，Determination。学敏，我真的很担心你，你要多练习！”钢琴，我好象很靠feel。有mood时，弹到很好；相反时，越弹越没有耐心。英语呢？我缺乏看英语书，所以又要抽时间看英语书。我真是太“茫”了！

看来，写了这篇blog，我整理出心中的“茫”。够了，休息够了，我要回到现实继续努力。为我的梦，兴趣，学业等拼搏。

加油，学敏。你要为你多姿多彩的生活加油！

合唱比赛决赛

13/7/08
Intro...
年中假期前开始,4SZhong两队(Honeystar和Fuyoh)已为合唱比赛进行训练。每个星期二、三、四，能留下来练的就留下来，为合唱比赛作准备。4SZhong的两组组员还算蛮团结的，每次练都会有一部分留下来，而leader就很努力很卖力地教导。为的是进入合唱比赛决赛！

Perkembangan...
哇！我们两组都进了决赛，很值得骄傲、自豪。结果练习更加频繁，留下练习成了一种习惯。大家用心地练习，两组也不断进步。我们更在老师的节要求让我们练合唱，甚至连老师来教课前的几分钟，也要拿来练唱。老师在我们烦人的要求下，也让我们练习了。就这样，大家为合唱比赛作了最充分的准备。

Kerumitan...
剩下一个星期了，Honeystar和Fuyoh都决定在星期日回来练唱，结果大家每天都见面，更加熟悉了。Honeystar组到小惠的家(Villa Angsana)练，我们从playground练到家，再从家练到tennis court，还遭人家complain呢！我们唱到酱好听，是他们不会欣赏吗！
整个礼拜，我们一有机会就练唱，下课、上课，不管了。星期五那天，许多人都请假，牺牲学会来彩排。Honeystar整整练到6点才走，可见大家对这次的比赛多么注重！大家的努力，希望会有好回报。可是...

Climax...
星期六比赛，我们上课8节，有至少3节是用来练歌的。大家排好位子，整理好动作，充分的准备了。我们甚至有Honey喝，滋补喉咙，几幸福leh！放学后，比赛正式开始.先是初中组，他们唱的不是很好，水准没有高中组那么高。Fuyoh第3组，Honeystar第9组，快要到了！
总觉得Honeystar唱得很好了，Fuyoh也很不错，都有机会拿奖。结果大家开开心心地进入新讲堂，是有点紧张啦！Honeystar唱歌时,竟没发现自己低了钢琴1个key,倾艳很无奈呀。可是，整体上我们唱得不错。尽管别组多么好，我们也不会差到哪里去的吧！

Peleraian...
评审讲评，(1)有钢琴伴奏较好。我们有！；(2)简单就好，要表达出意思。我们的有点复杂吧！可是我们有表达出来呀！；(3)歌入门时要配得好。我们虽然有4首歌，但是还配得很好呀！...blabla...
总觉得评审有很多话是对我们讲的，有不详的预感。高中组成绩出炉！优秀奖时，我有“不屑一顾”的感觉，可是到了亚军，还没有我们的名字时，我开始怕了。倾艳在我旁边，跟我讲说：“我怕我们组没有拿到奖。”“我怕我们的练习白费了！”其实我也很担心，有点绝望，只好说：“比赛最重要的是过程，不是赛果。”但心里还是扑扑跳个不停。
我们班全军覆没！两组都没有得奖，kazat也为我们打抱不平。Kitfai说：“哎哟，那个hamper里的东西都过期了的，我们又不是买不起。”哈哈...最后我们拍了一张照，做为这次比赛的留恋。

感受...
两组都努力了！大家的歌唱也进步了很多。尤其是tenor,那个拉音终于准了；小惠也跟我讲她的声音变大声了。hihi...虽然没得奖，是很不服气，但我真的很享受它的过程。相信大家未来也不会忘记，4Szhong曾经参加过合唱比赛，一起玩过,一起颠过，一起经历过,一起享受过！加油！


后记...
被ballet老师骂：“要考试了，还ponteng不来上课？！”sorry,teacher~i promise i wont do that anymore.T.T
今天，honeystar和Fuyoh都去The Curve Red Box庆功。我喉咙爆了，昨天才看医生，去了那边也没有用。加上很多个星期天都很“充实＋精彩”，我想待在家里休息，练piano,做功课。希望大家玩得开心！：P

Trip to Taman Negara

Since i m oways so active,i oso like adventurous trip.i like Taman Negara,tis is the 5th time i hav been to Taman Negara.the 1st time i guess i was oni 5 years old!!!hihi...fun fun!

8 years aGO....gt a little miss Taman Negara

we went there by car,then by SHIP















i saw WATER BUFFALOES during the journey in the ship

















the CUTE n FRIENDLY animals i saw n even followed around the resort
Monitor Lizard,i followed it silently..kiki














the cute cute wild boar.their saliva kept dripping.>.<















Canopy Walk,i miss the feeling of it!it wasnt so high as 8 yrs ago.hihi..















Hiking Bukit Terasek.saw lots of beautiful scenery,strange plants..interesting!

such a natural pose!in such a fresh situation!deep breath~














the roots of the plant is so unique...yummy














Later,we went 4 rapids shooting,then swam in the cool river,song!















4gt to tell u all,my mom n my dad start their love relationship in Taman Negara.It was 1988 i guess,they went hiking Gunung Tahan.then they bcum closer n closer.n now they hv both of us,their dear dear children

u can tink tat it was taken in 1988,but u must imagine the characters r 20 years younger.tis is the pose when they were hiking together.my dad was staring at my mom,due to her prettiness.kaka

















Tat's the selections from my photos of the trip 2 TAMAN negara.wish u enjoy it.thx

write about Chinese New Year trip

actuali i jz wanna 2show my photos.hihi...went to Tanjong Jara Resort in Terengganu.
Jz relaxed there,,,spa,eat,cycling,eat,sleep,eat,gamble,eat....
wat a nice place!the place is luxury,beatiful...
if u go there,u can reli learn wat is relax..haha,nice nice photos below.





Above:This is me n my fren!lenglui leh!we were in the bathroom.so luxury leh!!dun jealous
Below:after SPA,bcz it was MALAY spa,we wore SARUNG.without clothes,so sexy.my "slim" bodyline is shown...n walked back to our cabin.the journey is quite long though.hihi,,mz hv attracted a lot of ppl.secretly tel u,even my dad was attracted!bt when he found out tat the 'lenglui' is me,he started to mumble...

These FEW days...

1st day: 29/6/08 (sun)
morning 5.xxam ~ 11.xxam
couldnt believe leh,i joined a marathon which is organised by MPK(Majlis Perbandaran Klang).as my stamina is so weak,bt i stil managed to finish 7KM!!!geng leh..used up about 1 hr,bt i gt 30 sumting..seems like the participants r all very weak :P i won a medal and a certificate!boohoo


from 3pm to 5pm
i went to KLCC philharmonic to listen to the orchestra "Sleeping Beauty".for the tickets,i hv been ii trouble!bt finali i succeeded~!my bro even fell asleep.cz morning went 4 marathon.the songs r nice!but i din manage 2 listen my favourite song from Sleeping Beauty selections:Aurora's solo variation.i like this ballet very much!i even listened to a song which i danced b4!i wish i can dance the "Aurora's solo variation" when i gtr to advanced!gambate














2nd day: 28/6/08(Sat)
haha...today art lesson our teacher taught us drawing comic..de,it's actuali the potrait of a person who hs gigantic head n tiny body.then he drew KoKXian.erm..then the whole class teased us n d teacher drew me on the whiteboard!!so i m "next to"
him.haha...i tink kokxian's quite shy.but i dun reli mind.eventually,i felt quite fun lo!kaka














3rd day: 30/6/08 (Mon)
What a day!today the kazat'cockcroach' teacher changed our places.he suddenli played blow wind blow.so SOT!i sat between kengseng n kezhin,replaced wei foong to be the YBLP(yang berhormat lamppost).paiseh ya..then kokxian was sitting beside kezhin,wat a place to sit!tat 'kazat' said he wanted us to "loVe wrongly"cuo4 ai4!de..but i was quite satisfied.hihi..behind is wynne,beside is tat love couple,n sideside is kokxian.the voltage is so high!the couple made me feel so stressed >.<
how bout me n kokxian leh?hihi..guess urself lar
4th day: 2/6/08(Wed)
tat 'kazat' changed our place again.der~now even worse!i m sitting bside kengseng.i feel so sry to him n kezhin.feel like i should b there..still,i wish kezhin wont mind la.sry ya...kokxian is sitting three places beside me.still,dun reli chat a lot lar.he is too shy probably.bt wish tat our relationship wont b so weird la..haha