错过花，你将收获雨

许多的事情，总是在经历过后才懂得。一如感情，痛过了，才懂得如何保护自己；傻过了，才懂得如何适时的坚持与放弃，在得到与失去中我们慢慢的认识自己。其实，生活并不需要这么些无谓的执着，们有什么就真的不能割舍。学会放弃，生活就真的容易。

学会放弃，在落泪之前转身离去，留下简单的身影；学会放弃，将昨天埋在心底，留下最美好的回忆；学会放弃，让彼此都能有一个更轻松的开始，遍体鳞伤得的爱并不一定刻骨铭心。这一程情深缘浅，走到今天已是不易，轻轻的抽出手，说声再见，真的很感谢这一路有你。曾说过爱你的，今天，仍是爱你。只是，爱你，却不能和你在一起，一如爱那原野，爱它，却不能携它归去。

每一份感情都很美，每一程相伴都令人迷醉。是不能拥有的遗憾让我们更感眷恋。感情是一份没有答案的问卷，苦苦的最寻并不能让生活更圆满，也许一点遗憾，一丝伤感，会让这份问卷更隽永，也更久远。

收拾起心情，继续走吧！错过花，你将收获雨；错过他，我才遇到了你。继续走吧，你终将收获自己的美丽。

一个永远不想失去你的人，未必是爱你的人，未必对你忠心耿耿。

在心中如果有"曾经拥有就永远不要失去”的偏执狂与占有欲，越想获得爱的永久保证书，只会越走越偏离。

谁说喜欢一样东西就一定要得到它。有时候，有些人，为了得到他喜欢的东西，殚精竭虑，费尽心机，更甚者会不择手段，以致走向极端，也许他得到了喜欢的东西，但是在追逐的过程中，失去的东西也无法计算，付出的代价是其得到的东西所无法弥补的，也许那代价是沉重的，直到最后才会被发现罢了。

有时候为了强求一样东西而令自己身心疲惫，是很不划算的。再者，有些东西是“只可远观不可近焉”，一旦你得到了它，日子久了你可能会发现它并不如想象中那般美好，如果你在发现你失去的和放弃的东西更珍贵的时候，我想你一定会懊悔不已，所以也常有这样一句话“得不到的永远是最好的”，所以当你喜欢一样东西时，得到它并不是你最明智的选择。

喜欢一样东西，就要学会欣赏它，珍惜它，使它更弥足珍贵。

喜欢一个人，就要让他（她）幸福，使那份感情更诚挚。如果你做不到，那你还是放手吧！所以有时候，有些人，有时候，也要学会放弃，因为放弃也是一种美丽。

给所有至亲的朋友

摘自「心灵的鸡汤全集」

Impromptu

Yesterday was my 2nd or Last day of year end exam.One subject,that is Computer.i brought NOTHING to school,jz pencil case,computer text book,bag and a water bottle.this means that i brought neither 1 cent or my IC!!!not planning to go any place cuz 1stly,i din receive Rebecca's call accidentally to tell me Kias goin to watch movie and play volleyball;2ndly,i m still a little sick,fever+flu+sorethroat.but i managed to go to somewhere *Special!!!

Guess where did i go??

TADA!it's WYNNE'S laopo house!

for me,this sounds UNBELIEVABLE and ADVENTUROUS!!!i have never done something beyond my plan.it's such an IMPROMPTU!i was waiting for my dad to fetch me from school while michelle,wynne and me went to the canteen.Michelle wasnt feeling good.Suddenly someone suggest that we can go to Wynne's house.i phoned my parents and told them my plan,they agreed.Excitedly,we went up to Black Myvi drove by Wynne's Mom,and saw her HUGE golden retriever,Gabby

the journey back to Bangsar was such dramatic.Gabby kept looking at Michelle as he was sitting at the front seat.according to Wynne,Gabby is 'hamsap' and he likes to 'Gap Lui'.i moved myself away from Gabby,quite scared of huge dog><>

After changing to Wynne's smallest size clothes (wakaka),we went to Bangsar to have our lunch in McD and bought some stationaries.Climax:we went shopping in F.O.S. in Bangsar village.initially,i think tat the clothes that the shop sells are too mature to me.(normally i wear oni tees for every situation,which make me look quite childish).we 'surfed' through the ladies department to find ourself items.after a few trials in fitting room,we ended up like this:Wynne has a blouse and pants;Michy has a skirt;i have a mature blouse and a dress.Quite satisfied v my mature items @.@ i must go out shopping v them again after SPM!!!then i can fill my wardrode v mature clothes,not only tees.................

after shopping,we are back to wynne's house.playing v Gabby.he didnt want to take photos v us at all!moreover,he "xuxu" and "pupu" in front of us.such funny!then,we relax in her room,take nice photos (there is yellow lighting!!!),listen to songs and kinggai.feel so comfortable v laopos ^^ next year both of them are going to College.....will miss them a lot a lot a lot T.T

~laopos~

Kesimpulannya,XueMin had a fun and enjoyable adventure on 7/10/09.

你在干吗？

各位SPM应考生，我才你们都在遵从以下顺序：

微积分平测(Only for 5SZHong) ＝ 年终考 ＝ SPM



咳～我根本提不起心情读书，平均每天仅读2小时就放纵自己了。睡觉、看小说、看电视...反正就是不想读书，做什么事都可以。一天过了，才安慰自己说：“没关系，SPM努力就好。”真的，过了这段不知会经历多久的过渡期，我真的会用心读书吗？

其实我很担心自己的成绩，很不爽自己那么懦弱，被影响到那么深。也许是我自己的问题，不关他或谁的事，不可以把他作为借口！我想如果他没有那么绝，我应该不会继续沉沦。

明天的Calculus，早就放弃了。年终考，祈祷明天我可以开始卖力。SPM...咳～

面具不会戴太久。救命

Mid-Autumn Fest

Happy Mooncake Festival a.k.a.

Happy Mid-Autumn Festival!!!



perhaps i m the only 17 years old who celebrate mid-autumn festival playing lantern and lighting candles around the house.hihi...(sounds young huh?>.*)hmm..currently at my cousin sis's hse,just lit up all the Available lanterns (which are not burnt up) and candles at the pagar.feel so full,stomach feel like bursting!Cousin Sis is so nice and she asked her maid to slice all the fruits including 5 oranges,2 pears,3 apples,3 huge guavas and 3 mangoes.din eat much dinner yet i ate plenty of fruits and 2 slice of ShangHai mooncake!as Gregory,Gideon,Alison,Amanda and all the adults are outside kinggai-ing plus enjoying mooncake and peanuts,me n xuejie stayed inside.





gotta start working out on MONDAY.tomorrow it's our family's turn to have Rumah Terbuka.celebrating lantern festival inviting all my mommy side relatives.Yay!a lot of delicacies again.gotta control myself well.

To Every form5s and friends:

GOOD LUCK in coming exams!!!

and everything else =)

Daddy side

I usually post the photos which show my relatives member from mama side.Nephews,niece,cousin sis n bro,aunties and uncles...quite unfair to papa side rite?hahaha,since this 5 days Hari Raya i have spent most of my time v papa side relatives,i would like to post n write some about daddy side,NG's family.

Introducing my 3rd 姑姑's sons.i guess they showed up in photos long time ago.LEFT:Right's younger bro;RIGHT:Left's elder bro

took both the upper photos during 喝喜酒.4 of us have been GOOD frens since young.i m the 大家姐.we used to be together during school holidays when we were young in primary school.but now,everyone is so busy about their own things:societies,school works n OH yes,Boys and Girls relationship...

Went to Tanjung Sepat during the 2nd day of Hari Raya,34 of papa's side relatives including ourselves goin there!Had seafood,but din buy the nice famous Pao there cuz we din book earlier.the photos that i took was beside the restaurant.there is a well known bridge called 情人桥.the 1st half is Concrete,2nd half is still wood.haha..some of them din reli dare to walk on the woody part.sat on the edge of the brigde,took lots of photos.then,we went to Pantai Morib before going home.On Wed,志权 told me tat Tanjung Sepat is his hometown!!!so 巧.

the day before school start,we went HIKING again..haha..we r a sporty family.though xuejie din reli wana 2 go,but i think my mom successfully advises him to go.we went to a BRAND new destination.it is the WATERFALL!!!!wa,we spent 2 and a half hour to reach there,climb up and down the hills,walk on the muddy ground,and even the fallen tree trunks!so adventurous and fun.although we were exhausted,but still the waterfall is reli nice.not grand but the water is crystal clear and cool.xuejie had a bath/wash there.hihi

i guess this is the laziest holiday i have been.travelling around,spent less than 1/2 day in school work.but it is nice to accompany my dear parents too.they have been working so hard in the business during Bulan Ramadhan.oh,we went to KLCC on the last night of holiday n watched 吓到笑!Comments:quite funny BUT not scary...

(dun argue or complaint that the photos are not clear!!MR.Hew.my handphone camera is just 2.0MegaPixels.if u would like to sponsor me a brand new handphone v high MP or a Digital Camera,i promise i will post up nicenice photos.haha..)

独白

有时候很不想再去想，但是思绪总是会飘到那里去。
为什么会这样，为什么会变得那么情绪化？这个是学敏吗？真正的学敏吗？

啊，烦啊！这个假期到底可以休息的吗？微积分已经来了4个平测，国语预考很多科目考到不好，全部来不及准备，我好象不可以放松。虽然明天一整天忙堂姐的婚礼，后天跟家人去tanjung Spat，大后天学捷又一直怂恿我去Genting。我想留在家读书。我好象变得有点自闭了。

累垮了，不知道为什么。不想思考，可以吗？

UPdates!

paiseh...so long din update my blog.Kamun's questioning me,"ur blog is abandoned liao ar?"yaya,i noe i have been ignoring my dear bloggie,due to SPM trial loh...finali it's over!relieved.YAY!

(updates secara imbas kembali)

Today
i went to have Japanese Lunch Buffet at Tenji,Mont Kiara.went v my 6th aunty,cousin sis from UK and "kiam pa" de Xuejie.ahah..din eat as much as i imagine,comparing to last time i ate terribly a lot!!!teacher 日月水州、cc、yunpin、sianglunn can be the witnesses...they r amazed@.@
(sorry,no photo.cuz i looked chubby~)

Yesterday

aww,dear Wynne laopo is not feeling well again.kept vomiting due to acid reflux.the Pantai doctor who did the operation 4 her din care about her Gastric problem and gave her ACIDIC medicine.Conclusion:Acid Reflux.now,there is a little bit damage on her oesophagus...><

so,yesterday nite her parents came 2 my home to get her hw.King for a while in the Ruang tamu.King about Wynne herself n her bro who has left for studies in UK.they said tat Wynne and his bro's LITTLE girlfriend cried so long in the car after sending her bro in airport==i could imagine the situation..(haha..)

wynne's parents are so nice!they brought us 2 mooncakes.YUMMY and Healthy!

Still Yesterday

it's my Nephew Kai Zhe 1st bday,Chinese bday.he is so cute!he can finali recognise me i guess...his cake is WINNIE THE POOH.dear boy,Auntie XueMin love u!

Kai Zhe baby looks so blur,"wat shud i do v the cake?"

2 weeks ago

i have not been weighing myself every morning since 1 week ago.i guess i have been giving myself too much pressure.everytime i c the reading of the electronic balance,i will feel stressful if the reading is over my expectation.then,i would feel down n control myself.i will feel guilty if i eat too much.so,i guess i should stop this bad habit.haha...less pressure though=)

me and my dad look so alike right?we are eating the same type of ice cream:RED BEAN.

Cant remember when the days were

i think i made this snack for me during SPM trial revision period.feel so stress so i made myself some healthy salad.i even named them.haha

1st salad named "PERPADUAN".(wakaka)it is made up of lettuce,tomato,grapes,green and red apples.duno y did i named it like this,i guess it is due to too much of Karangan.the explanation is each type of fruits represent a etnic,n the others are Kaum minoriti.

2nd one was jz a dessert.made up of oranges and cherries.name"Optimistic".weird,,,

haha....5 days of holiday.gotta start planning after today.+U everyone!Happy Holiday!n Selamat Hari Raya