my ballet grade 8 exam

I gt my grade 8 ballet result yesterday.and my result is awful!
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!! i gt oni 65 for the exam.
I remember i had been taking it very seriously
n i had been working hard for it
bt still i gt tis kind of result,dropping from 75 to 65,
i was totally unsastified v my result,
totally disappointed!

i rethought about it again n again yesterday nite,
kept tinking wat did i do during the exam
no fatal mistakes,nor forgetting the dance
maybe jz lack of some facial expression i guess
but tis would not contribute my awful result
wat had happened actualy?

Most of my classmates gt higher mars than me
i gt the 2nd lowest mark in my class.
peijean n yennee gt dinstinction(90 and 86),
they suppose to get tis,they did work reli hard n danced reli well!
n Rowena gt dinstinction (82),
she gt reli much nice facial expression n strong technique;
Sandy told me tat she gt 2 more marks to reach dinstinction(73),
b even Shandel n Sonia gt higher than me(71 and 68),
tis is the thing i cant understand the most!
i did practise the dances,
i taught them the dances which they r nt sure n strong in,
i thought i would gt better marks than them...
but i had never expect tis could happen.

sadly, i din hv the mood to dance well last night,
n even wanted to burst out n cried during the lesson!
i limited myself to spend oni 1 nite to be sad about it.
so yesterday nite i went to bed at 11.30pm
n though about it until 12.4Xam i guess.
i hv enough sufferring by tinking the reason taking tis result.

i guess i hv recovered.
after spending a day in skul n 38-ing v chuwen.
so today's lesson i did it as usual,
aiming 4 my next exam: Intermediate

i reli wish tat i can pass tis exam.
cz tis exam nid a lot oftechiques while i m weak in it
if i pass Intermediate,i will buy myself a new leotard.
even better that i can pass with Merit
but dun 1 2 imagine wat is the like of failing the exam

work hard,XUEMIN!!!!

TERRIFYING

tis mon i had my piano lesson a bit later.then i found out tat my mom was chatting v my piano teacher.OMG!!!i was told tat she gt THROAT CANCER,bcuz of the imflammation of lymphatic nods!i was terribly frightened.since last year,she felt there is a Thing popping out in the throat.yet,she gt treatment but the doctor said it was sumting "tongxin" or watever.then my mom recommended her 4 the chinese doctor.still,it din recover.tis year,she finali put her mind to go 4 a checking,but it was delayed n delayed.bcz she was too responsible until she hd to finish all her students' theory exam in Aug oni went 4 checking.the result came out n she gt CANCER 3rd STAGE!!wat a teribble news it is!n now she is waiting 4 her turn 2 go 4 "kimo" in UKM but still she had 2wait long 4 her turn bcz there isnt any space.

poor teacher,she din hv any save 4 her treatment in private hospital.therefore she hd to wait long n wish tat the bacteria or watever in the throat wont bcum more serious.i have been learning piano from her since i was 6!n we r quite a close pair of teacher-student.i was reali terrified when i 1st knew the news bt now i m orite.i wish tat she will b recover after the "kimo".i wish she wont suffer much thru the treatment.i wish she will b healthy 4ever.i wish she will still teaching n hv fun v her students.i wish she will still b cheerful living with her family.i wish she will b strong enuf to take the treatment.i wish she will b strong mind n tink that she will b orite after the treatment.i wish....

teacher,plz b strong.we all are oways by ur side.any problem,we will help u 2 solve it.wat can i oni do is jz 2practise piano much more harder n pass the ATCL in the year end n nt dissapoint u.

any1 who has suggestion/comment 4 the treatment or the ways 2 cure cancer or anything related to it,plz let me know.jz leave me a comment or send me an e-mail.thx 4 ur kindness.

Teacher,be strong!!!u will b orite!lots of wishes n loves 4 u.

2d1n in Klang

昨天很难得地，我和学捷下巴生了，文仪驾车。下午1.XXpm酱到达，载了菱芊去Jusco.哇！买了很多面包(从Lavender)，超好吃的！然后买了很多sushi,那无聊的文仪又跑去很远的ATM提款，要“试用”她的新Debit Card.18岁了，真的很自由leh,驾车啦,ATM card什么都可以用...

整个下午在"游泳":干泳和湿泳。
干泳就是4个人坐在麻酱桌前玩“接骨”(福建话)。我们玩钱$.$ 本来我输了，但最后在欺骗下，嬴了大约RM2X，geng leh..hihi
湿泳就是去真正的泳池游泳。我们4个游了1个小时酱才上来，发现到虽然学捷体育样样比我好，但游泳他却输到脱裤，yeah!还是我厉害点。

今天又去Jusco“唱”K。原来Lunch hour的才酱便宜，5个人才RM60。那天跟楚雯敏娴去，4个人用了百多块，又没有包Lunch，几不值。然后去买了欠家杰弟弟很久很久了的礼物@.@回到家，赶紧验血糖，幸亏只有5.5.那欠打的黄学捷竟然不顾妈妈的指令和我的劝阻，吃下了一个Popiah!Dailou，好心你不要乱乱吃啦！我很大压力的leh!等下又向上次酱，带你去唱K回来血糖飙到20.2,我会很内疚的。不知道做什么，想着想着，我又不由自主地哭了。这个月很失败一下，哭了两次：2/8 和 20/8.都是唱K回来，都是学捷惹的。

开心，妈妈今天回来了，爽了啦！“抛夫弃子”了3天，让我委屈地照顾你的老公和儿子4天，又要做早餐(我每天7点起来leh!),又要强颜欢笑逼他们去exercise,受尽了委屈。真的要好好祢补我了。

I AM FREE!!!

2 posts for today

can't stand nt 2 write tis blog...cz i spent a reli wonderful Sunday :)

in the morning,i woke up at 7.30am n started a job as "temporary MAMA".i made my dad n bro breakfast,which is quaker oat/bread,egg,salad n milk/soya milk.then i found out tat the hardiest is to wake them up,nt making the breakfast.but at last,i succeeded!they finished my breakfast hungrily n we went out hiking.

Hiking journey is almost the same.Xuejie din 1 2follow me n papa climbing the harder track,so we climbed up reli slowly due to the steep slope.when we reached the summit,xuejie hs already playing his PSP.ouch!i reli wana 2 throw his PSP away,it is such a nuisance!

came back home,papa went out working.xuejie relaxed by playing tat PSP again!later in the afternoon,he had his piano lesson n i practised piano disturbing them.their lesson is reli unusual.his pretty teacher was like kidding v him.although she sounded angry n wanted to scold him,but my bro would jz make her laugh again.haha..wat a nice pair of student n teacher.

woon yee reached kl.n we(me,xuejie,woonyee n papa)were goin out 2 KLCC!wat a great trip!i gt lots of plan 2 do.
1. Ask 4 the Swarovski service
2. Buy Adidas Running sport shoes (gt RM100 voucher)
3. Watch MUMMY 3
4. Book Langlang's concert at MPO
we did the 1st three successfully.the problem for 4th is:when we reached there,it is closed.so mayb 2 weeks later when i gt back my Swarovski accessories,i will oni gt myself sum tickets.

I din sumting reli sory 2 my bro.when we walked out from Adidas, i saw the New Zealand Natural.i reli cant stand it so i asked my dad 2 buy us an ice-cream.WoonYee,me n dad each gt an ice-cream while Xuejie was jz standing right beside n looking at us.probably jealous in his heart.

I should b happy tat i m enjoying an ice-cream!but i didnt!when i m having tat ice-cream,i din feel any happiness in my heart,jz the sugary taste on my tongue.i regretted soon tat i shouldnt hv asked 4 tat cz my bro was bside.however,xuejie din show reli great reaction or wat should a normal ppl hv done 2 argue 4 an ice-cream.he jz stay right beside n handling my new pair of Adidas.i felt reli sory 4 him..reli sory..

Promise:wont eat ice-cream in front of him anymore!even though he din mind.n no ice-cream 4 myself for 2 months.remind me if i 4gt.

Sorry,xuejie..i m reli sory T.T (feel like gt tears in my eyes)

Lee Chong Wei LOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after spending a meaningful n busy day of sunday,i spent my night sitting in front of tv n watched the final of Olympic Badminton Single Men final.it is an exciting moment!cz our country LEE Chong Wei was going 2 fight against China LIN Dan."Y so serious about it?"u may ask.hey,tis is the only chance 4 Malaysia 2 win a medal,either a gold or silver.However,it is still reli ganjiong 4 us who wana 2 know who will b the champion...怕怕！

yup,me,my bro,woon yee n my kakak stay right in front of the tv 4 the competition.today Lee's situation is not reli gud yea.in the 1st round,he lost to Lin at about 21:1X. then the 2nd round worse!Lee is like tidak bersemangat n gt oni 1 while Lin hd reached 8.walau....i tink he din reli tink himself can win the gold medal.so he jz simply play(i guess so...)

ya,LIN dan gt the gold medal finali.he was too excited until he kneeled down on the floor,hugging his coaches n threw his shoes,racquets to d audience(his supporters).he looked so 串！i dun tink he would do the same if he lost.der...

i tink LEE Chong Wei did a GREAT WORK!although he din get the champion,he finali won a medal 4 Malaysia.(at least)actuali he may win de,mayb he is nt reli familiar to Beijing Stadium.I wander if LEE n LIN challenge each other in Malaysia,will the result b the same?

kaka...although reli angry n disappointed v the result,but stil glad tat Malaysia gt a medal n LEE Chong Wei won the 1st-runner up^^

加油，LEE Chong Wei! If next time Lee n Lin hv another competition in Malaysia,sure will go n support Lee like wat the China ppl did in the Beijing Stadium.

YEAH!!!!Malaysia won a silver medal!HOORAY!!!

it mayb a tough 4 days

my mom has gone out for 4 days,on star cruise trip..since she hs gone out travelling n relaxing by herself,we three NGs may stay at home relaxing n do things without her guardian.

izit sumting 2 HOORAYabout?i dun tink so.but i realise tat i hv already broken sum rules tat she set.such as i hvn slept while now is oledi 12.30am.Oops...

hihi..she gv me a quite heavy responsibility,which is:
to take care of my brother well.
erm..my frens n other ppl may tink tat me n my brother's relationship is really close.nt like the others,the sis n bro always quarrel 4 a tiny little thing.but i hv been trying very hard to keep tis realtionship well v my bro.we dun reli hv communication problems(mayb he hs been so mature or i hv been so childish.)but sumtimes i reli nid 2 fight against my heart n my mind.should i help my mom or my bro?my mom oways 1 me to advise my bro in everything:to b obedient,to be hardworking in studies piano theory or stuff like tat.but if she 1 me 2 obey the things,i dun tink i can gt well v my bro.cz u noe,my bro is 13 tis year,in the age of most of the 13s dun like 2 obey their parents.so should i b a good daughter or a good sis?

i wish he can obey me though.no matter in diet,exercise or studies.cz i promise to take the responsibility,but i cant promise tat i can do tis well enough..i scared tat if i fail tis MISSION,i would make my mom worry.i dun 1 her to be sad after a happy trip,worrying about me n my bro.4 days u noe,to b a mother-liked sis for 4 days!!!

wat i reli wish is tat:
his blood glucose level is normal...

good luck in his theory exam!!muacks

What m i DOo-ING now?!

tomoro physics test again!!!i suck in physics...oways failed the tests,even it was ezi 4 the laz monthly test.dur~

N NOW WAT M I DOIN??

i m writing my blog abandoning the physics textbook on the table bside.
hey,ng xue min,u r nt tis type of person?how can u leave ur study n relax?

i jz cant believe i m stil writing aggressively while i leave my physics test behind. Physics r oways hard!!!jz cant understand it.FORCE?MOMENTUM?WORK?blabla...to me all of them r stress.
Xuemin's 1st law of motion: Force(F) of physics test is directly proportional to Stress(S) and that change is in the direction of the force.

hihi..feel easier..mayb my anger n stress jz burst out jz nw.nw goin bek to study that PHYSICS again..Sure fail again 2moro.wana 2 bet?

Adidas Run.7KM leh!

wake up at 5.xxam tis morning.although it is nt a study day T.T no doubt,hv 2go 4 marathon.fun fun fun!!!

reach Shah Alam n met my aunties there.lots n lots of ppl,cum from different country probably,bt malaysians r the most.MALAYSIA BOLEH...(=,=)din wear the adidas vest.but i cum 4 tis run is mainly bcuz of the VEST!as u noe,i m crazy in collecting each type of society,sports or camp t-shirt now.but i dun 1 2 buy it,wana 2participate the event,tis can make the shirt more MEANINGFUL :)

Run v my mom 4 the 1st 2KM without stopping,but my mom said i looked so serious.DID I?mayb i jz wana 2 keep my breath instead of wasting it chatting v my mom.then after tat,i cant tahan so i asked my mom 2run without me.so on,i ran lonely myself...

during the journey,saw the famous mosque in shah alam (i tink it is called...).then saw the building which is probably most Selangor meeting r held,bt 4gt wat's the name.walk 4 about 3km along the journey,ran 4 oni 4km approxiamately.hihi...however,i managed 2c the nice scenery of the lotus flower along the river.it's quite fun n relaxing running by myself.no stress!

finali,i saw d "5oom" signboard.i felt quite excited yet i din run fast to achieve the finishing point.i oni ran very fast like a mad person when i saw the finishing point.lots of ppl hv reached i guess.suprisingly,i gt a "finisher" medal n a certificate.BooHOo!

hihi..my 6th aunt gt 8th in the woman veteron category n my mom gt 13th(UNBELIEVABLE!!!). my aunt gt a rm100 adidas voucher n she gave me.she 1 me 2 buy a nice pair of running shoes instead of wearing hers which is too small 4 me n made my toenail blue black.THANKS A LOT!!muacks..T.T

nex time sure wana 2 join another run like tis again.but nex time,i aim 4 higher target.mayb gt within 10 so tat i can gt sum present.

NEXT RUN,I MUST WIN!

多么精彩的一天！what a FABULOUS day!!!

Yang Berhormat 筹委主席－－文杰，

谢谢你噢！

两位雪人－－菱儿和学捷

Abby回来了！

想念你了。

希望你enjoy











Me & 蔡明州老师










today is reli a GREAT day!!!
2 things tat i reli hv to mention about 2day

OLYMPIC & CHEMISTRY SOCIETY FAREWELL PARTY

Chemistry society farewell party
谢谢你，文杰！谢谢你整个月来的付出与努力，才会让我们的欢送会那么成功。
老实说，一开始我真的超级不爽我没有当筹委主席，
然后更加生气你没有把我选为副主席，
最后还没有把我选为任何筹委，怒发冲冠！！！

但，幸亏是你当了，
如果是我，
可能这个欢送会就不会酱成功，
可能我会更加更加忙碌，
可能我们就不会变得比较熟。

真的，你真的很不错！
那么，今年学会结束了。
明年，不知道谁会当副主席，
可能我们都是彼此的竞争对手，
但我相信我们不会因此而敌对。
会吗？不清楚

感谢你听我的倾诉，
虽然事实是有点吓人，
但我真的很相信你，
所以就讲了。

明白？明白。

北京奥运2008
很兴奋！这是华人的骄傲呀！
芭蕾舞老师很体谅，
放我们一天假，回家看开幕。

很壮观！烟花很灿烂！
鸟巢内观众、表演者、各国代表，
人山人海。
真希望我现在处在北京，
可以亲眼见证这光荣的一刻！

加油，马来西亚！
加油，中国！
加油，全世界！

One World, One Dream
希望全世界都能和平平安，
快快乐乐观看奥运！
祝马来西亚选手获得金牌！
祝北京奥运成功！