这个星期在INTEC发生了一件事，
使我了解到
有些事不公平，但我们只能忍气吞声。
我已经辅导/鼓励/安慰自己，
坦然接受JPA，在新环境学习`吸收知识，
出国一年算了`放弃中华一切统考上海算了`
每天吃不健康的食物`睡着和睡醒都流汗也无所谓。
但是，怎么可以那么无理？！
我哭了两次，吓到室友和父母。
摘取俊杰's blog的话：“2 years only.”
and from 凯文's blog:"潜意识中还想回中华。"
shark rocket complete duo clean
2 years ago
5 comments:
抛开那些负面想法吧，要不然JPA永远都会是错误的选择的。
Haha....Time to learn about this i guess..
CH is the best place, even i must admit.
But we have to move on. I may envy you in getting JPA, but I don't want to let that take my breath out. Unjustness and unfairness is a trial that we all have to experience. I can only guess what happened, and that probably happened. When something unjust happens, it is up to YOU to decide whether or not to be a "vengeful" spirit, eternally critizising this unfair world. No, I do not ask you to accept this unjust treatment, but to treat it as a trial. Treat it as a time of reflection. To me, no human is pure evil. Similarly, no unfairness is for unfairness sake. It is from a historical or societal change that lead to unfairness. Viewing from a different perspective, or even their perspective, we'll see why things are so...
And we can change that. If you are willing, change can be done. Do something no one ever did. Be kind to the perpetrators or the aggressors. I don't how the world would view this, but I believe, if we were to live in that unfairness and accept that it is life and that this nation sucks, there will be not a single place in this world where fairness stands.
Fairness only exist when we see there is unfairness. And it is us who will be the change.
Sorry for this long comment. Seriously i missed you and the times we talked. This 'letter' is a hope that you won't turn out like a fren we all know who will simply complain. I may be naive, but at least, I want to do something about it. NO use sitting there and lamenting. Faith and act.
虽然不知道你到底发生了什么事，但我们中华的朋友都会永远地支持你喔 XD
zhaigen,
sincerely,
Thanks^^
I see enough problems around the world. Malaysia is not that bad at all. There's trade-off or equivalent exchange. You can't get anything. Once you get something, you will lose something in the same time in a closed system.
Just don't learn those JPA scholars who didn't work in Malaysia after getting a phD. They are using my money, everyone's money, which is TAX.
In fact, just their tuition fee and living allowance are a few times more than wages of a diligent, productive worker in Malaysia. They can be your classmates, your best friends today. They works for years to pay tax and "taxes" end up to be someone's scholarship.
It's true that getting scholarship will bind you to some agreement. If you get all the benefits, everyone will be the loser but who want to be. That's why some Atheists call God as racists. However, I feel that you are too greedy sometimes.
REMEMBER: YOU GET SCHOLARSHIP BECAUSE government believe that MALAYSIA WILL BE BETTER IF YOU GET IT. It's your mission.
Make sure that you also DESERVE IT. Never be A FREE RIDER.
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